మన మధ్య (In Between Us)

29 Anidita Contradictory applications to God Trikal and bunti in Delhi

Bondita stepped into Satish house puja room to share her feelings with lord Krishna who is giving divine smile to her . She started telling by wiping her tears : I didn't come to cry or don't want to complain. But wanted to tell what's going on in my mind and give you responsibility.

I know I shouldn't tell like this I know I should only focus on my studies but what is there to hide infront of you because you are seeing me from my birth to now ..you know all my actions and intentions. Today I will open UP my intention infront of you but silently and I know you will listen to me because Attamma told me that you can see and listen everything and everyone..

I like my bava soMuch.. more than me

Other side Anirudh in his flat sat in dark living room sofa lifelessly and Recollecting everything. His gaze also landed on puja room on lord Krishna idol who appeared like he is mocking him as if he(Anirudh) is crazy why are you hiding truth. Other second he is appearing seriously like you can bluff everyone but not me. I know your real intention behind sending her away

Anirudh came into puja room and sat on knees and folded his hands and started telling: today I won't lie to you. Yes I have intentionally only sent her away... because I saw (Recollecting Something) ...I saw the sparkle of admiration ...no no not admiration at all it's ... it's infatuation..yes bhagwan it's infatuation a common attraction which everyone will get on opposite gender in this age .I saw that feeling on me In her eyes. And I can't scold her for this infatuation

Bondita on the other side telling: Krishnaiah! Mine is not simple attraction like shown in movies . I know that on movies they simply act for name or money but I am not acting Krishnaiah..I am not acting..I feel so comfortable with bava . When I stay with him I need not worry for anything not even should I care for my personal feelings because he is there to take care of my feelings. He reads my mind

Anirudh to Lord Krishna: Keeping her feelings in view only I have taken this harsh decision kept her in one family . This is not correct to encourage her feelings and allow it to grow on me just because I am helping her supporting her that doesn't mean that she should not bound to me cage to me . I am not selfish to make her bound to me.

She has so study well create her own identity and move on with the person who is eligible for her who cares for her wishes more than himself who suits her in all aspects who is perfect for her who will win her heart.

Bondita: And who has all these great qualities than my bava Krishnaiah. He cares for me he keeps my wishes my welfare on top of his life . I feel that he is perfect for me. I worship him Krishnaiah..I want to love him ..I know I am small for all this I should Study, focus on ambition in this age and all these are attractions but he is not any mere attraction which I have on chocolates or sweets I love him ..I love my God. He is no less than a god to me.

I heard from Attamma that Rukmini Devi didn't ask permission from you to worship you to imagine you as her husband but she submitted herself serenely with heart soul and body to you devoted her everything to you. Similarly I also worship my bava and I want to submit myself to my bava with what all I have . I too consider him as my ..as my husband..

Don't blame me keeping my age in view I know I have to study work hard focus on career but love and career both are different na Krishnaiah.

My father once told one akka that there is no age for love and devotion and true love won't be hindrance for achieving success . Similarly my feelings love and devotion is also not hindrance for studies and achieving success

She saw an old calendar of lord Krishna attached to wall and she had dipped her finger in turmeric kumkum and written 1460 days I down the lord wall paper and told Lord Krishna: