Bondita is feeling heavy in her heart and unable to sleep .
Anirudh covered her with duvet and leaving her room with heavy heart but again came and patted her hair with teary eyes and told to her sleeping figure that : I won't let you have any scarcity in your life. No there should be nothing you should feel lacking in your life. Especially you won't feel any scarcity of love..may be I won't get you parents love (thinking that chances are there that aravind Mavayya condition is still critical and attaya is highly stubborn) but I will get you such a person in your life in future that he will fulfill all the void and emptiness in your life . THIS is my promise to you Bondita he told and went back to his room .
When he left Bondita raised from bed and cried vigorously. She thought: That means as Kamal uncle told, you will search for someone and handover me to him in future. I have to leave you and go and bursted into tears..
The thought itself is making her go mad, SUFFOCATING her , killing her inside . . Due to her teenage hormones she is feeling that the problem of marrying someone and separating from her bava is very near to her may happen at any time . she laid on bed lifelessly and out of exhaustion unknowingly her eyes are closed
Throughout the night she had similar kind of nightmares that her bava is getting her married with other person and biding her farewell, he is convincing that the other person in dream is best and perfect match for her , ......
In other dream apartment residents, Rekha and gang and her friend Deepika are blaming her that how can you think that you can love such a big man what is your age and his age have some sense, and some other elders are blaming her that is this the way you behave he had brought you to Delhi sending you to school buying what all you wanted and you ..you are willing to share your life with him. Don't you have manners. Don't you know your limits Shame on you Bondita
She also Recollected in sleep about sarada words that no one will take responsibility of growing girls in this society but her bava took that responsibility lovingly and looking after her willfully without any complaints.
Again and again everyone's words are repeating in her dreams
She woke up from nightmare panting hard and came into sense but couldn't sleep anymore and crying silently. She came out of her room and stood infront of his room and saw his sleeping Figure.. he is completely tired and is having sound sleep .
He is so serene always used to take care of her always wanted to give the best to her ..a smile crept up on her face with teary eyes. But what is she doing? Does she have authority to love him?
At that moment she lost her common sense and out of craziness and due to teenage hormones she thought that if she continued to stay with him he will get her married with other person in future. He and everyone will blame that how can you think that you have eligibility to love your bava who saved you who is making you educated and in other words literally raising you .
She thought to herself: Yes everyone will blame me like this only and I can't listen anyone insulting my feelings my admiration towards my bava. There is only one solution left
I should leave him and go away from his life right now .
That is the only solution for this problem and Decided to implement it next day itself before bava wakes up
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Next day morning Anirudh woke up and getting ready. He is surprised that there is no sound in Bondita's room and thinking what happened. He saw from outside. Her room is empty.
He thought may be she is in bathroom and kept on doing his work. Time is passing by but Bondita didn't come out from bathroom
Malini came to work and is making breakfast in kitchen trying to pack Bondita's lunch box. Anirudh asked her to leave that work, go and see what happened to Bondita . She is in bathroom from last 20 mins. Find out if her stomach is upset because of yesterday's food. I will take her to doctor if she is unwell
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మన మధ్య (In Between Us)
FanfictionMy fourth story of Anidita based on Telugu nativity backdrop of Telugu nativity, Joint Andhra Pradesh state around late 1990s - early 2000s when technology started influencing man's lives This story revolves around Anirudh and Bondita who are cross...
