hello, i would like to start off by saying this fic is based off of personal experiences from both toya and akito's sides of the story.
toyas thoughts are what went through my head when my best friend attempted suicide.
akito's thoughts are what i struggle with as someone diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses.
do what you will with that information and enjoy my book.
trigger warning: self-harm, attempted suicide, implied sexual assault, cyberbullying, paranoid hallucinations (hearing voices) and eating disorders.
things to keep in mind whilst reading, my aim isn't to romanticise mental illness in anyway especially self harm and suicide as someone who struggles with both these things i know how truly ugly and disgusting it is, english is also not my first language but i am vaguely fluent so please forgive me for any mistakes i could've missed.
if you find yourself uncomfortable at anytime whilst reading this please don't force yourself to continue.
YOU ARE READING
actions of regret - akitoya.
Fanfictionakito finds himself falling deeper and deeper into depression picking up unhealthy coping mechanisms along to way. after a suicide attempt everything changes, how will he recover? there is going to be triggering topics within this fic. such as: s...
