My Strict Professor Husband (Yoonmin)

Author's Note

Hey guys 💜 this is not a new chapter.

I'm here to say something to all of you. First of all, I'm going to answer your question

When will I'm going to published new Chapter ?

So the answer is -----

I'm writing the Chapter , I already told everyone that I will wrote long chapter around 2-3 K.

Well my all the chapters were long enough. I publish chapters frequently.
I'm not lying guys it's really difficult to write long chapters.

I'm not a school / college student. I'm 25 years old. I'm doing job. I seriously don't have much time. But I still try to manage write ffs.

For those who don't know I have other book which I didn't update since 1 month. I start the story earlier but didn't finished it yet. Because I didn't get good response to people. So I stop writing and focus on my this book. It got good response since the starting. But now I have to finish that story (BTS JIHOPE / HOPEMIN) too. But it contains 5-6 K words because I left many things in part 1 but problem
is that I don't have time to complete that story.

I gave my everything on my You Tube  channel. I upload 3 videos in a week.
My videos is quite long (10-13 mins). It's really very time consuming. In the starting I received good response. But now I didn't gain much subscriber. Right now I have  241 subs .

You guys must be thinking why I shared this with you so the answer is that I don't have anyone to share my feelings. I thought you all as my friends and family. So I shared this with you all.

My fellow writers gaining around 50+ subs daily. I'm very happy for them. Really I'm really happy because they deserve it. They did very hard work for this.

But I'm upset from myself because I didn't gain 5 subs daily. Do I wrote that much bad ffs ? Do my writing skills is that much bad ? Do I'm that much bad that people don't consider to subscribe my channel ?

My video's  average views is  600-800
Views.  My videos crossed 1 K views just in 1 day. But my subs is only 241
Why people don't subscribe my channel. Can't they see my hard work ?

I'm really disheartened right now. I'm not a cry baby. But I don't know why but I really feel like cry. I want to write because I have more interesting stories to share with you all but they don't want to give me a single chance.

Do I'm that much bad to deserve single chance ? I don't know what you all think about me. I really don't care. I just want to take out my all frustration, anger, disappointment everything. Because if I didn't take it out then it will effect on my health.

I know you all understand my feelings. I don't know why but I start doubting on myself. I think my writing skills isn't good. I'm totally broken. Many things happened in my personal life too. I start writing ffs because of 2 reasons. 

1. I love writing.
2. I want to divert my mind.

Because if I think too much then maybe my mind will explode.

I think I should stop writing because I didn't receive anything in return. I love to write when in return I get anything back. I gave my 1000% but didn't received some subscribers.

As a writer I failed. I miserably failed to gain my viewers love, attention and trust...........

Trust me I'm not lying if I didn't gained subscribers then I will quit.
And I'm not kidding.

I'm sorry to disturb you all but you all are my family. If I didn't share my pain with you all then with whom ?  I really want your help. Please support me by subscribing my channel. I never asked anything to you all. This is the first time I asked. I hope you all not disappoint me.  If you didn't help me then I thought you don't love me and I deserve this. I will happily quite.

Sorry if I ever gave you hard time.

Thanks for reading 💜

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