Her Ruined Innocence

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 4

                                                                                 ~𝓐𝓹𝓱𝓻𝓸𝓭𝓲𝓽𝓮~

I am third wheeling these 2 right now and it ain't much fun I called Beatrix to join me but she is hooking with some guy again and I am bored as hell being alone watching them have fun while I just you know ride all the rides with some random lonely strangers I really need to find someone I am getting older not younger but no one seems to click with me life is being hard on me right now I might as well die single

"Aphrodite come here let's ride the Ferris wheel" Arabella says while pulling Ben with her leaving me  "this bitch" I muttered to myself I walk up behind them lining up for the wheel and I got a text from Beatrix

B - hey bitch 

A - hi

B - so how is the theme park?

A - "so fun"

B - bitch I was getting a good fuck okay I'm SORRY

A - yeah yeah

B - you know I think you should go on a blind date

A - no never ! leave me alone

B - bitch you are gonna die alone if you keep denying me

A - I will gladly die alone then

B - that is the saddest thing ever well I got to go so see you tmr<3

A - kay see ya <3

"Aphrodite come one" she pulls me in making me stumble "jeez Ara watch it I could have walked myself" I whispered shout  "whatever slow poke" she rolled her eyes sitting down next to Ben and looking out at the view the view was pretty nice the sun was setting at this point and its mesmerizing but it would be better if only I was with someone right now someone that loves me and cared for me I have done everything myself since college cause my parents is always busy I have learnt to cook and do pretty much everything and it gets lonely since I don't have friends at all other than Beatrix who is always hooking up with some guy other than hanging out with me

"the view is pretty" my sister says and I can see Ben just admiring her instead of the view  "let's head home after this I have classes tomorrow and I need to finish up some work and sleep" I say and getting ready to get off once we reach to the bottom  "fine" she sigh once we reach to the bottom we stepped out and walked to my car the drive home was silent I dropped Ben off since its getting late and he is also my responsibility  "so Ben?" I asked my sister once I drove away from his place "there is nothing between us he is just a good friend okay" she defends  "really I don't think he just wants to be friends" I say "how do you know anything when you have been single for almost your whole life" she laughs  "whatever you pig" I rolled my eyes

I parked the car and rushed upstairs to changed to my pjs finishing some assignments and heading straight to bed cause I was supper tired from practice and its only 5 days from now till the performance and I am so fucking nervous and scared this performance is giving us a big pay I may be able to pay most of my debts since my parents stopped helping me only cause they are saving for my sister for college cause she wants to be a surgeon I am not as smart as her but I just wished at least they would've helped a little....

* 2 days before performance *

"hey Aphrodite her is the fit I got for us" Macy runs over to me passing me the bag

The Outfit 

"wow not bad Macy if I went and get I would pull my hair out trying to find a perfect one"  I say and folded back the clothes putting it back into the bag  "I just grab whatever I thought looks good" she smiles at me  "How much is it I will transfer the money to you" I asked hoping it wasn't too expensive  "oh babe don't worry about it the red top is one of mine I thrifted it while ago and never wore it I just got the pants and some jewelries " she gives me a smile and waved at me before running to talk to her friends I chase up to her and pass her a 100  "here at least take this I feel bad"  I smiled at her and shove the money to her  "Aphrodite it doesn't cost this much babe" she says taking out some change from her bag  "here take the change"  she passes me the money and I took it 

"you have got to stop being so nice Aphrodite I wanted to get it for you"  she chuckles and got to stretching  "thank you but I couldn't just take it" I smiled and stretch with her  "you really are something" she giggles and we started practice for about an hour "I will see you tomorrow for the last practice" Macy says grabbing her things ready to leave  "see ya rest well and thank you again for the fit" I say waving at her 

I drove home and went to grab a snack before heading up to shower mom and dad are home surprisingly but they were in the room probably already asleep I strip out of my clothes and showered I grabbed a oversized hoodie and just wore my panties to sleep cause I didn't feel like wearing pants just as my head touch the pillow my eyes got drowsy and I fell deep into sleep 

Hope you guys like this one I know right now everything is moving slow but I promise it will go fast once they meet each other so be patient with me right now anyways I hope you enjoyed it do let me know if there is anywhere that I can improve and thank you for reading <3 Love ya'll