My Big Secret

11: I cant keep it in

Hey all

this chapter isn't about Sophie'a secret next chapter is I promise. I'm hoping not to make this chapter too long but I can't promise anything.

Cover made by me on the side.

This is dedicated to xXTotalFanGirlXx because she's amazing and a really funny girl.

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Chapter 11: I can't keep it in...

When I woke I knew exactly what to expect; me naked, Ash naked, together in bed. I hadn't opened my eyes but I just felt too weak to do so. I was really sore in between my legs but I tried to ignore it. I was glad that I had completed the mating process with the guy of my dreams. I couldn't help but smile after I thought that. I rolled on my side and glanced at the window.

"Babe? Are you okay?" Ash asked as I felt his body rise into a seating position. I opened my eyes and turned my head to face him. I pulled the covers up properly on me.

"Yeah just tired," I answered.

"I hurt you didn't I?" He asked.

"No-"

"Sophie didn't I tell you to let me know if I did?" He asked. Anger creasing on his face.

"Ash, I'm fine, I knew it was gonna hurt," I whispered.

"Alright love, so what do you wanna do today?" Ash asked sighing.

"I don't know but I need to go out later, but I don't mind," I told him honestly.

"Oh okay, where are you going later?" Ash asked. Oh shit!

"I just wanted to get something, I saw in the shop yesterday," I lied casually.

"Okay babe, I'm gonna have a shower wanna join me?" Ash asked in a flirty tone as he stood up. I giggled and blushed.

"No thanks," I said standing up and taking one part of the covers with me I wrapped it around me and legged it to the bathroom, if anyone was gonna have a shower first it was going to be me.

"SOPHIE!!" I heard Ash shout. Ha-ha! I turned on the water and jumped in the shower. As I washing my hair I thought I had the door open. I peeked behind the shower Curtin and saw the door wide open. I was about to get out and shut it when I felt someone massaging my soapy scalp. I turned my head slightly and saw ASH!! I screamed and jumped out of the shower grabbing a towel and quickly wrapped it around me.

"ASH! GET OUT!" I shrieked. Ash got out of the shower, not wearing any clothes and leaving me a view of his manhood! I shrieked in annoyance and stormed out of the bathroom. I needed to wash the soap outta my hair but that wasn't possible unless I go to Grace and ask to use her shower but I couldn't just wonder around the pack house. I decided to finish my shower even if Ash was in there.

Walking back into the bathroom I glared at Ash and took my towel off in front of him, he raised his eyebrows as his eyes looked at my body.

"Pervert," I muttered under my breath and got back in the shower, I heard him chuckle and yell

"Yeah but I'm your pervert!"

Ash didn't try anything so I had a peaceful shower to ease my aching body. Once I came out of the shower I wrapped myself in my towel and went back into our bedroom, I searched in my suitcase for my new clothes and make up. I then got dressed in a stripy V neck jumper a pair of black jeans.

"Soph," I turned round and saw Ash.

"What?" I asked.

"When are you going out?" he asked.

"Soon, I'll be back soon though," I said as I dried my hair with the blow dryer, once I was done I pulled my hair up into a messy bun and grabbed my phone, bag and coat. I slipped on my black flats and headed out the bedroom door. I went into the kitchen quickly looking for Ash. I didn't really want to go where I was going but I needed to. I looked around the whole of the ground floor and couldn't find Ash anywhere. Sighing I went back into the kitchen and saw a note on the counter next to the stove. The note was addressed to me. I quickly read it and almost jumped in joy. MY CAR!!! I ran out of the house and stopped in mid track when I saw my black ford focus in the pack Car. I searched in my bag for my keys and phone. I quickly texted Jake and unlocked my car and hopped in. I put the key in the ignition and drove to the place that I had been far too many times in my life.

I got out of my car and locked it. I had arrived at the place I once hated. Walking though the familiar doors I took a deep breath and went up to the receptionist.

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Walking out of the familiar doors I couldn't help but let a few tears down. I walked back to my car and sent a text to Jake and Alex and got in my car. I sunk back heavily into my seat and let my emotions take the best of me. I need a good walk. I thought to myself and started driving to a park I once knew.

When I got there I left everything in the car apart from my keys. I locked the car and trolled along the river bank. How easy it was just to jump inside and hold my breath. That would be so much easier than going through death slowly. I heard children giggling and playing in the playground opposite the river. They reminded me so much of Trixie. I felt so protective over her. She was like the little sister I never had. I continued to walk around for a few more hours then I left the park when it got too dark for me. I drove back to the pack house and parked my car. I grabbed my bag and coat locked the door. Walking up the steps if the porch I couldn't help but think that Ash didn't love me. I had never said it to him and he has never said it to me. I suddenly had the urge to run up to him and confess my love for him. I was worried that he might not say it back or he might reject me but why would he reject me? He accepted me as Luna and as his mate. Surely he did love me. I opened the door and quietly shut it. It had just gone a little over six in the evening.

"Sophie! Where have you been you been gone for most of the day!!" I heard Ash yell from upstairs. I quickly bolted up the stairs and into our room, I saw him sitting on our bed with a frustrated frown. Without thinking I ran up to him and hugged him.

"I love you," I whispered into his neck. I felt him stiffen under my hold. Uh oh. He put his arms around me and placed me on his lap.

"I know I should have told you sooner but I love you so much Ash, I don't know what I would do without you. You're my gravity that's holding me down and keeping me sane from everything that I have found out. I will always love you no matter what," I whispered to him. I looked up to meet his blue eyes and I saw his wolf looking at me through his eyes.

"Sophie I lo-"

"ALPHA!!" I heard someone yell. Way too ruin the moment.

"I've got to go, I'll be back soon," Ash said kissing my forehead and placing me on the bed. He walked off leaving me in our room. Feeling rejected I curled up in our bed and cried. I knew I shouldn't have told him, but I couldn't keep it in.

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Hey all,

This is my worst chapter that I've ever written in this story. I think that I need more encouragement and comments as well as votes. How am I supposed to know what you like or don't like. Please comment I need you guys to boost me up. Anyway next chapter is the secret that's revealed ill start writing it today and it may be posted on the weekend or sooner.

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Greenlilly99

(I know this is my worst chapter and I'm really sorry)