Just Two Boys - Jaspar - boyxboy

Chapter 19 - Tape

-Caspar POV-

I'm laying down on the couch when I suddenly get an urge to do something. This is rare, because I'm usually perfectly content doing nothing.

"Joee!" I call. It's not like I'm going to walk over to him. I'm much too lazy for that.

"Yeah?" Good. He wasn't sleeping like I thought he'd be.

"D'you want to film a video later?" Honestly, I just wanted to please the fans, and all they seems to want is Jaspar collabs!

"Sure!" I can hear him walking up the stairs. I sit up and make s futile attempt at fixing my hair.

All self consciousness is forgotten when Joe sits down next to me on the couch. He leans over and gives me a quick peck.

Although it's a small gesture, I still get overwhelmed. My heart goes into overdrive and I get butterflies. I blush as Joe chuckles.

"So what'd you wanna make the video about?" He asks innocently.

"I was hoping you'd have an idea." I counter.

"Well, I did have this one idea for my channel..." He looks down at the floor as he says it. I know Joe well enough to know that that is a sign of embarrassment.

"What is it?" I ask politely, not really expecting to get an answer. When Joe's embarrassed about something, he rarely speaks of what it is.

"Nothing... It- it's stupid. Stupid idea." I just roll eyes.

"I'm sure it's a great idea. I think you should go for it. If it is a collab you'll eventually have to tell me anyways." He blushes, yet nods.

"Alright then. Well I have to go to Primark then." I raise an eyebrow questioningly. He just ruffles my hair and says

"It's a secret." I smile along, but I don't know how I feel. Usually we tell each other everything. But if he wants to surprise me, then so be it.

"Okay. I'll miss you!" I coo.

"I'll miss you too!" He responds, with a kiss on the cheek. I smile widely as I watch him pull on a coat.

"Be safe!" I call out as he grabs his keys.

"I will." He smiles and heads out the door. I can't help but feel a sense of worry. Though I don't know why.

I try to push it out of my mind as I grab my laptop and log into twitter. I amuse myself by scrolling really far into Joe's tweets.

I laugh at some old ones. It's so funny to think that this Joe was my Joe at one point. They seem like entirely different people.

I scroll a bit further and start to get bored. I see a few funny ones, and I favorited one that made me laugh out loud.

Oh, shit! Oh, shit! Oh, shit!

Well there's no point in un-favoriting. He's sure to have gotten the notification. I shut my laptop out of stress.

If I kept looking at twitter, I would keep being reminded of that one year old tweet that I favorited, thus proving I was stalking him.

So I put it away and decided to go downstairs. I walk to our bed, Joe's old bed, and sit down.

All this pointless worrying would get me nowhere. Nothing was wrong, anyways! I lie down on my pillow and attempt to forget about Joe momentarily.

But it doesn't work. He fills my thoughts. My attempts at falling asleep are useless, but I do jut rest there for a good hour.

I jump up. HOUR?! Joe should definitely be back by now. I've been awake the whole time, and I have not hears the door open.

Even so, I call out his name. Perhaps expecting an answer, but knowing in the back of my mind I won't receive one. I don't.

I immediately get my phone and call him. Once. Twice. No answer.

Three times. Four. No one's picking up.

In my fifth attempt, someone picks up. It's not Joe. It's Zoë.

"Caspar..." She says breathlessly.

"It's Joe." I feel all the color drain from my face. Zoë continues with

"He's been in a car accident" I drop to my knees. Not Joe. Not my JoJo. He wouldn't be so stupid!

"YOU'RE LYING!" I scream into the phone. This can't be happening. This can't be real.

"Caspar." She counters. I know it must be true. But the truth hurts. I don't want to accept it. I can't come to terms with it.

Not Joe. Not my JoJo.

-----A/N-----

Really short chapter I know I'm sorry.

I've been busy with other things I guess lol.

Like yesterday (the 25th) was my bday! :D

However, I'm receiving gifts today. Although I already know I'm gonna get a TRXYE sweater and I'm soooo excited.

Hopefully also getting Girl Online and PointlessBook. Idk *fingers crossed*

QOTD: Have you had any interaction with celebrities on social media?

AOTD: Three viners have favorited my tweets, and Brittany Furlan, Brittani Louise Taylor, and the twitter account for Kalel's stuffed monkey follow me on twitter. Also Renee Lyon follows me on instagram.

Love you❤️

-Rebecca xxo