Just Two Boys - Jaspar - boyxboy

Chapter 20 - Agony

Sorry I suck for not updating. :( but I have a lot o things going on, if you'd just bear with me until monday (the ninth) that'd be really helpful xxx :*

-Joe POV-

Caspar calls me up to inquire about filming a video together. I think back to that idea about taping things to our heads.

"Well, I did have this one idea for my channel..." I look down at the floor, in obvious embarrassment.

"What is it?" He questions.

"Nothing... It- it's stupid. Stupid idea." I stutter. Why did I even bring this up in the first place.

"I'm sure it's a great idea. I think you should go for it. If it is a collab you'll eventually have to tell me anyways."

I feel the heat rush to my cheeks, but I nod anyway. I love how Caspar can do that to me. He makes me feel so loved, and appreciated.

"Alright then. Well I have to go to Primark then." I say cheerily. I can't wait for this video. It will be so funny!

Caspar raises an eyebrow.

"It's a secret." I love being cheeky.

"Okay. I'll miss you!" He coos. I smile and respond with

"I'll miss you too!" with a kiss on the cheek. I pull on my coat afterwards and he calls out

"Be safe!" I grab my keys and head for the door.

"I will!" And then I leave.

As I head for the door, I can't help but think about what he said. Be safe. I always am, aren't I?

I am engulfed in thought as I start my car. Why would he say that especially today? Do I seem particularly off today?

As I turn out of the driveway, I start to shake a little. I need to stay safe. I need to keep my promise to Caspar.

I take a deep breath and focus on the road. I am doing good until I get a notification. I look down at my phone an see

@Caspar_Lee favorited-

But I don't see the rest. I just see blinding light, and then...

Agony.

Sharp pain searing trough my body.

Screams which I somehow know are my own.

Agony.

The weight of a car on top of me.

Crushing my bones with each small movement.

Agony.

My leg twisted backwards.

Touching the window of the drivers side.

Agony.

Agony is all I feel.

Agony is the one feeling I am able to identify in this blurred reality.

Sirens.

I faintly hear sirens.

Footsteps.

I faintly hear footsteps.

Ringing.

I clearly hear my phone playing Caspar's ringtone.

I try to reach for it, but I start to feel excruciating pain in my arm.

I barely know I'm screaming.

The pure agony muffles it all.

-----A/N-----

So yeah... :P sorry for the cliffhanger xx

And sorry for the shortness ugh I can never write these long chapters ugh

ALSO I ABSOLUTELY DIED ON CASPARS LIVE STREAM JUST NOW HOLY FUCK

HE SAID HE WAS GOING TO PROPOSE TO JOE 'as a prank' IN LIKE A PUBLIC PLACE AND HE STARTED GETTING INTO LIKE "what if he says no/yes" and like "people will start applauding"

AND JUST
IM NOT OK
I JUST DIED

RIP ME
CAUSE OF DEATH: feels

Also wtf almost 3.5k reads how is that even possible sjbddnnssk

QOTD: do you have any youtuber's books?

AOTD: I got girl online and pointless book for my birthday i absolutely died

Love you❤️

-Rebecca xxo