Chapter 31

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Eillish POV

“Eillish? Are you ready? We’re going now because the party will be started soon.” paumagang mungad sakin ni Athena kinabukasan. Hindi na ako nagrenta ng apartment at mapilit talaga itong si Athena, gusto akong tumira daw sa bahay niya para din daw may kasama na siya.

“Yeah wait for a bit, I’m just helping myself to fix my hair.”

“Okay come here and let me help you.” aya sakin ni Athena at lumabas nalang ako ng kwarto habang hawak hawak pa din yung Gucci hairpin. Hindi ko alam kung saan ko ilalagay para magmatch sa outfit ko.

“Just put this hairpin here, look how it matches to your dress.” Athena said and my eyes widen as I looked at the mirror. She’s right, I’ve been fixing my goddamn hair for an hour yet I still don’t know how to match it to my outfit but look what Athena did, in just 1 minute she already knows how to fix it that will match to my outfit.

“See? You’re so pretty today, no you’re always pretty but today is different. A lot of men in that party might want to date you.” Athena said with a teasing face.

“Why are you always saying such words?”

“Nah okay okay! Let’s go now and Taliyah is calling me countless times now. She keeps asking why I’m still not there.”

As we already arrived at the place where the party will happen, nung nasa gate na kami ay napahinto naman kami sa pagpasok nung pinigilan kami ng dalawang lalaking nagbabantay duon.

“Sorry ma’am but you can’t enter without an invitation.”

“Are you dumb? Don’t you know who I am? I’m Athena Collins and here’s the birthday girl’s bestfriend! Eillish Kim!”

“Oh? Sorry ma’am, okay you can enter now. Sorry for not recognizing you, I thought you’re-“

“Crop that, is the party already started?”

“Not yet, still have 10 minutes before the party will start.”

Kaizen POV

“Oops! Sorry sir but you’re not allowed to enter if you don’t have an invitation-“

“Anderson and Compton.” putol ni Luke sa sinasabi ng gwardya.

Para namang natauhan yung gwardyang pumigil samin at agad-agarang nilawakan ang espasyo para makapasok kami.

“Where’s Taliyah?” rinig ko pang tanong ni Luke sa kung sinong nakasalubong niya at agad naman nitong tinuro ang direksyon na kinaroroonan ni Taliyah.

“Hey Tali, happy 20th.” bati ni Luke at ganun lang din ginawa ko.

“Looking so happy Luke, huh? Is that because she’s also here?” pang-aasar ni Taliyah at pareho pa yata kaming naguluhan ni Luke.

“Who?”

“Nah don’t pretend you don’t know she’s also here attending my party.”

“I don’t know what are you talking about.” umiling si Luke at kumuha ng isang glass of wine. I did the same too.

“Eillish is here.” Taliyah finally cleared up what she was talking about earlier and we both looked at her, confused.

“Yeah she’s here.” she repeated as if we didn’t hear her. “I thought you already knew that’s why I want to tease you but I guess both of you don’t know that you two are here.”

“Not today Tali, I’m moving on here.” Luke said and I just listened to their conversation.

“You want me to call her?” Taliyah asked. Keeps on teasing Luke.

“Suit yourself.”

“Heller Eillish? Where are you? So are you telling me now you attended on my party without giving me any gift?”

“I just can’t find you Taliyah, where the heck are you ba?”

“Haha I’m here, near to where you at right now. Just look at your right side.”

“Okay okay, after years of finding you I finally found where you at. Wait us there.” nanlaki nga ang mata ko nang makumpirmang boses ni Eillish yon.

Hmmm..

I can smell something so great will happen.

“Happy 20th birthday Taliyah, here’s my gift.” bago pa makalapit si Eillish ay muntik ko pang maitapon yung glass of wine na hawak ko dahil sa biglaang paghatak ni Luke.

Ponyeta, heto na naman po kami

“Fvck it! So she’s really here?!” hindi pa ata makapaniwala si Luke nang itanong iyon sakin.

“Siguro Luke? Hatak ka ng hatak muntik ko ng masira yung suot ko dahil sayo! Ano ba kasing problema mo tol?!” asar na tanong ko, kanina pa ‘to ah.

“I was unprepared. Why Taliyah didn’t informed me about that? How will I face Eillish now after what happened? After what all the bullshits I’ve done?”

“Bahala ka jan-“

“Compton!” nahiya na ako ng tuluyan dahil sa pagsigaw ni Luke na naman sa apelyido ko. Wushoo! Tangina talagang buhay meron ako!

“Luke come here now, just pretend that you two were just about to great me. Stop hiding there, you’re making yourself like an idiot.” hindi ko alam tumawag na pala si Taliyah sa cellphone ni Luke para sabihin yon. Tumayo nalang ako ng tuluyan at pinagpag ang suot ko.

“Alright, let’s go.” aya agad sakin ni Luke at hinatak na naman ako.

Hindi pa ata natatapos ‘tong party sira sira na damit na suot ko.

“Ehem,” Luke fake a cough to get Taliyah’s attention and Eillish and the other girl beside Eillish’s. “Happy 20th Tali, sorry I already send to your home the birthday gift for you.” pinanindigan talaga ni Luke ang sinabi sa kanya ni Taliyah.

“Me too, we’ll just gonna greet you.”

“Thanks boys, uhm Eillish. Meet my visitors.” alam kong nang-aasar na ngiti ang binigay ni Taliyah kay Eillish dahil ganon ang ibinigay niya kay Luke. Napairap pa daw ang mokong.

Tsk kunwari ppa‘to, gusto din naman. Hambalusin ko ‘to ng kaldero eh.

Eillish POV

I was about to leave with Athena after greeting Taliyah when someone made a fake cough behind us. And it froze me because even it was just a fake cough, I still recognized who it is behind my back.

“Happy 20th Tali, sorry I already send to your home the birthday gift for you.” tuluyan akong nanigas nang marinig ko itong magsalita. Dinaluyan ako ng takot at kaba at hindi ko alam kung bakit. But at the same time I suddenly missed that voice.

“Me too, we’ll just gonna greet you.” nakumpirma ko ngang siya iyon nang marinig ang boses ni Kaizen pagkatapos. How come..

Nawala lang ako ng mga buwan palang naman, how come their voice changed? I mean, their voices are so manly now. So deep. And manly.

I almost cried because even I was just gone for months but look how they changed. They changed a lot.

“Thanks boys, uhm Eillish. Meet my visitors.” natinag lang ako nang banggitin ni Taliyah ang pangalan ko kaya dali akong napatingin sa kanya.

“Well I know you already KNOW about them but I still want you to introduce to them.” Taliyah smiled at me and it looks so weird that I can’t see a genuine smile but a teasing smile.

“Meet my two expensive bwisitors, Luke Anderson and Kaizen Compton.” Taliyah introduced the two of them to me and in order to make Taliyah think that I’m not feeling awkward, I have to smile at her and introduce myself to the two of them too.

“Hello, Eillish Kim.” inilahad ko pa ang kamay ko sa kanila at napaangat pa ako ng tingin nang marinig kong nasamid pa yata si Kaizen sa iniinom niya. So I was right, a lot really changes.

Look how handsome and hot he is now.

Who would believe that the two of them are once my bestfriend and boyfriend?

“Hello Eillish,” pakilala ni Kaizen at parang pigil na pigil pa siya mula sa pagtawa. Lumingon siya saglit kay Luke pagkatapos at ibinalik din naman kaagad sakin. “Hello Eillish babes- ouch!” angil ni Kaizen nang sikuhin nga naman siya ni Luke.

“Luke Anderson.” napatingin pa ako sa inilahad niyang palad senyales ng pagpapakilala. Nag alinlangan pa ako kung tatanggapin ko ba yon pero dahil ayaw kong mapahiya kami pareho, tinanggap ko nalang din.

His hands are so soft..

“Okay I’ll just gonna leave the two girls to you boys, may aasikasuhin lang ako saglit.” paalam bigla ni Taliyah kaya naalarma ako. Napatingin ako kay Athena na hindi ko alam kung naaalala niya pa bang may kasama siya o ano dahil ngiting ngiti siya habang nakatutok ang paningin sa cellphone.

“I’ll just gonna dance with some random girls, bro.” paalam naman ni Kaizen at naasar ako nang makita siyang kumindat kay Luke.

Mas lalo tuloy akong natahimik, pero pinapakiramdam ko pa rin ang paligid. Inaalam kung ano ba ang dapat ikilos.

“It’s been a while.” naalarma na naman ako nang magsalita si Luke. Napatingin ako sa kanya ng wala sa oras pero nagulat lang din ako nang masalubong ang titig niya. But I don’t care this time about what will he think of me. I’m too busy adoring his whole existence.

He's so handsome and hot in his outfit.

“Memorizing every single detail of my handsome face again, huh?” I startled when he starts to talk again. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Why am I always getting startled everytime he talks? This is not me. I used to act normal in front of him but now. Everything seems and felt different.

“I-I’m not.” sa tagal na minuto na ang lumipas simula nung itanong niya iyon ay ngayon lang ako nakasagot.

“If I ask you to go out with me this night would you come with me?” he asked all of sudden made me looked at him again.

“No of course I’m not. Even you’re handsome and hot as hell I’ will not go with you. What if you’re going to kidnap me?”

“Nah I never and will never do that.”

“So wouldn’t you come with me?” he asked me again. What’s wrong with you Luke? Why asking me such a random questions? Are you just bored or what?

“Eillish, lend me your hand.” utos niya pagkatapos ilahad ang kamay.

Hindi ko alam pero napasunod naman ako ng wala sa oras. I even saw how he smiled because I followed him.

Matapos ang isang oras yata na nasa byahe ay dinala pala ako ni Luke sa El Matador State Beach.

“Let me help you,” asik ni Luke nang mapansing medyo nahirapan pa yata ako sa pagbaba.

“Why did you brought me here?” tanong ko nang magpaunang lumapit sa gilid ng dagat. Nagtampisaw ako sa gilid niyon at tumalon talon, habang nakatingin na rin sa napakagandang araw na ilang oras lang din ay lulubog na.

“To propose.” he simply answered.

Until I realized, “To propo- what?” I asked and when I turned back, napaatras pa ako sa gulat nang makita si Luke na nakaluhod.

“Sweetheart,” he sweetly called me using our callisigns before. “I miss you so much baby.” he continued and I can feel my cheeks turned into like a tomato.

Sweetheart..

Baby..

Oh God..

“Can you give me a last chance to prove myself to you?” he asked and I hate myself for being a softhearted again after hearing that from him, yes because he asked me that using his sweet tone.

“Luke-“

“Dang it! I miss you! I miss you okay? Please give me another chance?”

“No Luke I’m already traumatized after what happened, and I thought you already have a girlfriend no-“

“No we’re not and don’t,” tumayo naman siya at napasunod ang tingin ko sakanya. Halos mahugot ko naman ang hininga ko nang idikit niya ang noo sa noo ko. Magkadikit narin ang mga ilong namin.

“If I ask you to be my girlfriend, would you answer me yes?” he asked and it shocks me.

These are all sudden. Tell me is he just bored or what?

“I know you would say yes.” he continued and I looked at him in disbelief. So confident huh?

“Okay I guess you’re really that afraid I might hurt you again.” he made a fake smile while saying those words.

“It’s just that-“

“But I’m still willing to wait, I’ll give you time to decide and give me also a time to prove myself. After 1 month of staying here and you really don’t have feelings towards me anymore, okay, in that time, ako na ang kusang lalayo.”

“Never namang nawala feelings ko sayo Luke.” pag-amin ko dahilan para mag-angat siya ng tingin.

“Yung kahit ilang beses mo na akong ginago, niloko o kahit ano pa, pinaglaruan, ikaw pa rin yung pinipili ko.” I said to him telling the truth.

“I’m sorry”

“You know I’ve already planned on facing your father, mother, and your whole family just to prove them how much I love you. I was ready to face my fear, I was ready to fight for us, but look. Look what I’ve heard from my cousin, while I’m planning on started to fight for the both of us, I was just gone for a while to clear my mind but you already have someone else. And I almost laugh at myself for thinking you’ll gonna wait me, because that’s how you love me as like what you promised me before.”

“I-I was just forced that time.”

“Forced in what?”

“To be with Aubree.”

“Forced yet you two almost fucked up if that Aubree didn’t just prevent you?”

“How did you kno-“

“It doesn’t matter anymore how did I found out about that. Why Luke? You agreed on being his boyfriend and fiance because you know sooner or later she’ll finally give herself to you? Her body? Because you know I can’t do what she can?”

“Eillish,” he tried to reach out for my face but I stepped back.

“Sorry but this time, I really don’t want to linked myself to you again. Hurting me once is enough, but letting you hurt me twice and more than that is too much.” muling naisaad ko bago naglakad palayo. Not minding kung wala akong gagamiting sasakyan pauwi. I have my money, pwede akong magcommute pabalik.

Kaizen POV

Kanina pa ako libot ng libot kakahanap kay Luke. Halos isang oras na nung matapos na ako mula sa pakikipagsayaw sa iba’t ibang babae. Ang naabutan ko nalang din dito ay yung kasama yata ni Eillish. I don’t know her name but she’s so pretty.

“Fuck it! Where the heck are you?” napalingon pa ako sa kanya nang marinig ko itong iritadong nagreklamo. Panay ang pindot sa cellphone at itatapat sa tenga. Mukhang may sinusubukang tawagan pero hindi niya ma-reach out.

“Uh,” dahil kanina pa ako nakatitig sa kanya ay para pa yatang nagulat siya nang madatnan akong nakatitig sa kanya pagkalingon niya sakin. I can see the hesitation in her eyes, and it’s looks like she wanna ask me something but she’s just too shy especially now I’m staring at her.

“D-did you know where Eillish Kim is?” she finally asked me the question I guess she’s been wanting to ask.

“I don’t know.” iling ko, nanatiling nakatitig pa rin sa kanya. “I’ve been also searching for Luke Anderson but I can’t find that asshole.” patuloy ko.

Athena POV

Hell. Why is he still looking at me? Am I that pretty to stare at for more than hours?

After I asked him where Eillish Kim is and he told me he can’t also find his bestfriend I guess, we just both stared at each other.

“Why are you staring at me like that?” I spoke again, finally asked him the question I’ve been wanting to ask. Hell. I just want to know why he can’t break his stare at me.

“You’re pretty.” he simply answered and I hate myself for getting butterflies in my stomach just because he answered me that.

I smiled at him too, trying to bring back my being professional to everything especially in communicating. “You’re handsome.” I complimented him back. It feels like I blushed when I saw him smiled even more. Oh god. What the hell is wrong with me?

“Mind if we introduce ourselves?” he suddenly asked and he even stand straight to faced me properly.

“I’m Kaizen,” he offered his hand and waiting for me to accepted it.

“Athena, Athena Collins. The current CEO of Collins corp.” I showed him my smile again.

“Kaizen Compton, also a current CEO but in Compton Agency.”

“Wow, so we’re both CEO here?” I asked in surprised. I didn’t know he’s a CEO. Well no doubt because he’s fucking looks so professional

“Well, I guess?” he answered and laugh.

“What is your connection with Taliyah by the way? Well because you know only those people who have biggest connection on Taliyah are invited here or someone who’s a shareholder and many more as long as it’s all about company.” I asked him another question again. Not trying to get close to him but I feel comfortable and it’s like something pushed me to do this. I want to know more about him.

“I’m one of Taliyah’s bestfriend.”

“Taliyah is really lucky for having bestfriends that are not only smart and intelligent, but rich as her and… hot.” I lowered down my voice when I said the last word but I didn’t expect him to heard that.

“And what?” he asked and approached me more.

“Nothing.”

“Nah I’ve heard it, I just want you to repeat what you said.” he said using his flirty voice I guess. Gosh, what’s wrong with this motherfucker?

“Since you said you heard it why do I have to repeat what I have said?” I asked. Trying to avoid his gaze.

Kaizen POV

Fuck it! Hahahaha the heck why she’s so pretty? I wonder if this one already have a boyfriend. No doubt a lot of men now are wanting to court and date her.

“Taliyah is really lucky for having bestfriends that are not only smart and intelligent, but rich as her and… hot.” she suddenly said and I laugh a bit at the same time smirking right after hearing her last word. Looks hot huh?

“And what?” I asked her and the smirk on my lips never fade off. I just want to witnessed how she will got blushed.

“Nothing.” she only answered me that and she’s really trying to distance herself but I also never stop from getting myself so close to her.

“Nah I’ve heard it, I just want you to repeat what you said.” I said starting to turning on my flirty mode.

“Since you said you heard it why do I have to repeat what I have said?” dang! See? She’s so cute when her cheeks started to turn into like a tomato.

“Distance yourself Mr. Compton or I’ll kick your ass?” she’s starting to get annoyed but I was just chilling here in my position, watching how her mood changes.

Habang nakaupo ay binuksan ko muna ang cellphone ko and I scroll on my Instagram account for a while.

Nagulat pa ako sa bumungad sakin na nasa nf ko.

Post ng pic nila Eillish at Luke pero gamit lang ang fanpage account.

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“They just posted this picture twenty-one minutes ago but they already gained 300k+ likes? How amazing and cool this fanpage is

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“They just posted this picture twenty-one minutes ago but they already gained 300k+ likes? How amazing and cool this fanpage is.” bulong ko at naramdaman ko pang lumapit sakin si Athena.

“Woooah, is that Luke and Eillish? They look good together.”

“Yeah, they’re also in a relationship before but they broke up for some personal matter.”

“That’s so sad.”

Eillish POV (last point of view)

Nakabalik narin ako sa birthday party ni Taliyah. Not thinking how I rejected Luke. Not minding people. All I just want is to have a rest. But when I was about to approach Athena, I saw her smiling like an idiot while talking to Kaizen.

May panibagong target na naman ang hayop na ‘to. Now I’m starting to doubt if he really likes Chanel or what.

Napailing nalang ako at sumakay nalang ulit ng taxi pauwi sa bahay ni Athena.

I’m exhausted.

Pagkauwi ay dumiretso agad ako sa kwarto na tinutuluyan ko at kahit hindi pa bihis ay humiga kaagad ako. Gusto ko nalang matulog.

Bago pa ako tuluyang dalawin ng antok ay pinilit ko munang inalala ang lahat. After what all happened. Nicole and I still ending up being a bestie-cousin. How I forgive Joharra and Maliah despite of their wrongful act to me. How I met Kaizen and Luke again after a long time. And for the first time in my life, I rejected someone I really loved and cherished the most.

Well because not all the time, you really have to accept everyone. You can forgive them a thousand times, but you only have to trust them once. Be careful of your decisions and actions. Not all of them have a good intention to you. Every circle of friends, there’s always a person who have a deepest and darkest secret, so be aware in everything, know who would you mess with, you may know their name but not their story.

And in love, trust once, fall inlove twice, forgive them countless times.

I guess this is now how I end my story.

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