Voldemort's Hufflepuff Daughter (on hold)

Ch 12 panic

When i woke up fully I could see again, it was nice because for what seemed like months I could hear Draco constantly saying sorry and blaming himself. But a little while after I was in the hospital someone was on the bed beside me, it was Hermione. I listened to ron and harrys reaction, and when they found a paper inside of Hermione's hand that contained knowledge of the basilisk. Up into this point I had no idea that was a thing. But when i finally woke up i saw Hermione already sitting up, "hello Hermione" she turned sound startled but once she saw me a smile hooked onto her face. "Hello freya, how was your sleep", "it was more like a coma. I could hear everything going on, could you too" i replied as she looked at me confused. "Mine was nothing like that i was frozen but it was like i was sleeping unresponsive" she replied looking at me kinda worried. "Oh well you're lucky you didn't have to hear your best friend crying over you, it felt like forever until i could move when i was like that" i said as i looked down. "But moving past that we might as well go see our friend. I know they were worried sick about us' 'I said happily, "right" she said half determined and half happy. I couldn't understand why but it was Hermione. I don't understand her at all. As we were walking me and Hermione were complaining about how much school work we missed. And as we entered the great hall she immediately ran to ron and harry and I looked around for Draco, as my eyes landed on him. He had already found me, I ran to him with tears in my eyes the same with him. That was rare. As we collided we were in front of the ravenclaw table because he started running to, the ravenclaw table was the middle table nearest to the slytherins and also next the hufflepuff which is next to the gryffindors. People looked at us on the ground hugging each other, the impact of each other made us fall

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I couldn't see because I was buried in his chest but I heard some people standing up. I'm guessing it was a student trying to see us and as we stood up, he grabbed my hand and dragged me over to his spot at the table and forced me to sit with him for the end of year speech. As we sat through the speech Dumbledore welcomed everyone who was petrified back and gave a very special welcome back to Hagrid, i wasn't as close with him as Dumbledore and sprout but we still talked because of my training with him. Everyone gave him a standing applause except Draco. He didn't like Hagrid and I couldn't figure out why. Hagrid was a very nice man, but I suppose it could be because of his parents. Thinking of his parents, I feel bad for them. They have no idea their boss is the dark lord. After the speech I had to speak with Dumbledore. I was really going to have to go home to that monster. "Professor dumbledore" I approached him kinda sheepishly, "yes Freya" he smiled down at me warmly. "Do i really have to go home to my father can't you just write him a letter telling him that i'm staying for a summer camp to learn more" i seid in a pleading voice "ms, riddle i'm afraid you can't stay at hogwarts, even if your father is the dark lord i need his permission to keep you". I looked down disappointed "ok well bye professor" i said sadly. He looked at me with pity as I waved goodbye. And as i walked down with draco i couldt help but feel scared, was he going to kill me, was i going to get torcherd, does he even love me, is he going to try and recruit me. As I was scared out of my mind my breathing started to quicken. My hands were shaking and I couldn't focus. I heard draco's voice but it was muffled like I was underwater. I looked up with tears in my eyes to see I stopped walking and Draco was in front of me with a worried expression not knowing what to do. He just took my hand and led me onto the train, people started staring at me which made my heart and breath quicken faster. As we passed the gryffindor carts I saw Hermione. She was talking with harry but our eyes met and she immediately got up. By the time she got into the hall me and draco were farther but she made it to me. I still couldt hear anything but I could hear the muffles of them arguing, then Draco let go of me and hugged me then she took my hand and led me to their cart. By the time I made it to their cart my knees were shaky and I was about to fall over, when I did I looked up and Hermione was kneeling in front of me and hugged me. She stroked my back trailing circles on my back. Her voice became clearer, "Freya, can you hear me?" I managed to nod. She continued, "I want you to focus on my voice and only my voice is ok" I nodded again. It was about ten minutes of her talking about muggle flowers for me to get back to somewhat normal. I wasn't crying, my heart was back to normal and I could hear everything now. I was still shaking but I could walk. As she helped me up I finally noticed that ron and harry were staring at us, and the train was moving. "S-sorry" I apologized , stuttering. "Bloody hell what was that" ron seid looking at me. "I-i don't know it's never happened before" i managed to answer back with my voice cracking. "It was a panic attack, it seems yours was really bad" Hermione answered ron and me. Ron just looked confused but after I heard what she told me I knew exactly what it was, remembering back to when I was studying psychology and body language in the library that one night Draco dragged me away from hermine. After she left I picked up the book because I was interested. As I was realizing what happened, Hermione asked me a question that I didn't want to answer, "Do you know what triggered you to have your panic attack?" she asked worriedly while harry looked at me suspiciously, like he knew something. "Ummm well i-uh" that's all i could say. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to,'' Hermione seid, as I didn't want to tell anyone I felt like I was about to explode. Like all of my anger, sadness, and trauma have been boiling up over time. "No i need to get it out but i don't trust ron and harry to hear this sorry guys'' hermione looked at me understandingly, ron looked offended, while harry still looked at me like he was on to me even though i did nothing wrong it's like he figured out something. Hermione kicked them out into the hall of the train so we could talk, i felt kinda bad but i would rather it just be me and hermione. "Umm so please don't judge me or think i'm evil for this' ' i stated kinda scared for how she would react. "I wont i promise" hermione said in a soothing voice. "Well i-

(A/N) i'm sorry for the cliffhanger but to be continued