The Wondering Mind

The Feeling

I never knew you before we worked together.

Yet I feel like I've known you my whole life

I don't trust easy or adapt to new people quickly but I quickly and gently fell right in your lap with no questions asked.

You asked me for my number and now we both can't stop starring at each other 

Constantly on FaceTime just wanting to see each other and talk to one another

I've never seen you before in my life but it feels like your engraved into some ancient place in my memory in an old language we forgot decades ago 

I know you somehow and I crave to be near you, to see you and speak to you

What is this feeling?

Why am I so comfortable with you so quickly?

Why am I barely willing to question whatever this is?

The feeling I have with you feels like something people search for their whole lives

The feeling I have with you is something ive been missing for so long I forgot it could even exist

With you I finally feel safe and protected something I never felt in any other relationship

Its mind blowing and I love it

With you I am completely and utterly free to be me with no fear of your reaction

Its so relieving 

You already take away my stress with just a single look

The feeling I have with you is absolutely terrifying and yet dearly missed and something i've needed and craved.

I finally have the feeling i've looked for for so long I forgot what I was even searching for.

I pray to god you don't realize how easily you could break me and should you see it please don't exploit it. I am vulnerable and utterly fragile with you, 

So whatever you do please don't break me