I'm afraid of something But, what is it? What is that thing I'm afraid of? Do I have phobia? Am I afraid of losing someone important to me? Am I afraid of dark? Or I'm just afraid of trusting someone? But, why can't I trust someone? Why do I keep avoiding anyone who wants to be my friend? Did something happen before? Why is it, if I try to remember its so painful? Its hard to breath, my minds going blank, I can't see anything. Why is it always like this? Why? How many times did I hurt before? And who hurt me?