Have you ever asked yourself what it was like to live a normal life? A life surrounded by people whom you can trust and who'll trust you? A life where being with someone isn't as hard as you think it would be? Or simply living a life that doesn't make you overthink every situation you can possibly be in. Well, maybe you haven't asked. Why? 'Cause you're not someone whose anxieties are worse than it seems. I hear their voices in my head, whispering such judgments I hope to ignore but can't. I predict scenarios and turn them upside down. And I still wonder, is it possible for me to live a normal life? I don't know, but I hope so.