I never got a chance to say what I am feeling right now, siguro dahil hindi kami close ng family ko. I'm always alone. Dumating sa point na hiniling ko na sana namatay na lang ako. I always feel a burden in this family, should I even call this a family,? To make the long story short. I would like to ask everyone this " If your in my shoes would you do the same? Would you even forgive them even they're not sorry? If you're in my shoes would you understand me or you'll judge me? " Did I become a mute or they just deaf to hear me?... Should I cry more or be sorry for crying out loud? __________________________________________________________________________ WARNING: I'm just new to this field, I'm not even good at writing or telling a story so please bear with. Upon reading this story you might encounter bad or vulgar words, or even some scenes that are sensitive to young audience. You can read this story and drop it anytime you want. I' m a new this field so bear with my grammatically incorrect and mispelling. THIS STORY IS FICTIONAL. some if it is based in true life story.