"I loved her. I fell in love with her." I barely could look at Adam in the eyes. I could tell him everything, but for the first time this was the hardest thing I have ever had to say out loud. "I felt used." "A lot of people feel that way man." He responded as I could tell he was reliving a part of his past he wish never happened. "I keep looking at the ceiling, I keep looking around everywhere wondering why did this happen?" I felt nothing was meant for me anymore. This was worse than the thought of me giving up my music career. Adam placed a hand over my shoulder, and I could feel his support. "You know Shawn." He cleared his throat. "It's crazy when the heart breaks, you never once hear it crack." He knew what I was going through, he knew the right words to say when I didn't have the strength too. I finally let out every pain, sadness, and weakness out I've been holding in into tears. I wasn't gonna be strong anymore. For once I needed to think about myself, I need to think about the exact moment at one in the morning where I completely woke up to the cold air.
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