It’s been a week after I got arrested. A week after I last talk to YB, to my mother. I’ve been avoiding them. I know what u guys are thinking, I live with my mum how could I avoid her. Pretty easy actually, i ran away.... Again. But I ran out of money so I have to go home whether I like it or not. And oh I’ve been skipping school as well, naughty me hehehehe.
I knock on the door and my disheveled mum open up the door and her eyes lit up at the sight of me.
“Crystal!” she shout excitedly, hugging me “I’m so sorry I didn’t know” she said
I hesitated but I hug her anyway and sigh “I’m sorry for running away mum”
“it doesn’t matter honey, you’re home now, safe and sound” she said and drag me into the kitchen.
We sat down and my mum sit in front of me.
“So....” she drags “your uncle told me what happened” she said looking at me
“why didn’t you tell me about everything that happens to you?” she asked
I sigh and said “Mum, you remember that I was a nerd right? And you don’t like it”
She looks at me guiltily
“So when I got the attention from the jocks and other boys, you were happy” i continued
“i want you happy so I tried changing myself and then everything happens and I know you’ll think of me as a useless daughter” i told her
I chuckle and continue “but who am I kidding mum, I’m useless, worthless bitch no matter what”
“Is that why you tried to kill yourself?” she asked worriedly
“Yeah and so much more, I can’t take it anymore and I want to end it but” i said
“You met Mark” she continued and I nods
“Do you love him?” she asked seriously and I burst out laughing
“Mum, i don’t believe in that shit” i said, slightly chuckling
“and I don’t deserve mark. Scratch that, I don’t deserve anyone” i told her, my voice void of emotion.
“Oh honey” she started off but I raised my hand signaling for her to stop.
“Don’t” I told her “Just don’t” i shook my head and starts walking to my room.
The next day
I walk into the school towards my locker. As I’m opening my locker, a hand shot out closing it back and I look to the side.
“Where have you been?” he said
“None of your fucking business” I spat
“Dammit Cryst! You got us worried!” he said
“Shut it YB, I don’t need drama this early morning” I said to him and went to the washroom.
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I walked out of the washroom when suddenly someone grab my wrist and pull me to someone’s chest.
“I was worried sick C, please don’t ever run away again” Hongbin said
For a moment, I was touched but then I pushed him away, well, tried to
“Let me go Hongbin” I told him
“No” he said, shooking his head “No” he repeated before he grabs my face and smash his lips on mine
“I love you” he said, mumbling in the kiss “I love you so much” he said when I feel something dripping on my cheeks. I pull away and look at the crying Hongbin.
“Why are you crying?” i ask him
He pulls his hair frustratedly and said “Do you know how much torture I feel when I heard you run away? I couldn’t take it, I thought something bad happen to you”
I chuckle and change the subject “Where’s your puppy?”
“why are you changing the topic C? And for your information, Hyuk is not a very good friend, he betrayed me” he asked
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A/N
Sorry for not updating guys, it’s such a hectic semester for me anyways... Here goes another chapter, happy reading!
Love xoxo
- YJ ＜3