Killua's POV
No it's not possible...i just think gon is cool. I don't think I like him. Right? It was the middle of the night and gon was asleep. I was still up. Thinking. I looked over at gon and he was fast asleep. I slightly smiled he looked so cute and warm. Killua! Stop your being weird. Gon is gonna be your brother soon! Or is he already....but either way! You can't like him. I slapped myself and groaned. "K-killua?" Gon said. I turned to face him he was half asleep.
"Sorry did I wake you?" I said sitting up.
"What time is it?" Gon said looking around the room.
"Uh- 4 am...." I said
"Why are you still up?" Gon said opening his eyes.
"Not tired..." I said frowning
"Oh..." Gon said rubbing his eyes and looking at me "why?"
"I've been thinking...about something" I said looking away.
"Are you ok?" Gon said. he stood up and sat on my bed. "You can tell me" he said smiling. I looked at his big brown eyes and smiled.
"It's nothing..." I said
"Aw come on! Tell me"
"No!" I said laughing.
"Hmp! Your no fun! But seriously what's wrong?"
"Uh- so i like this guy....but i- I don't know how to tell him...im scared that he won't like me back, i mean look at me. I never even had a boyfriend before" I said embarrassed
"K-killua" gon said sitting closer to me. He grabbed my face and smiled "don't be scared to tell him...there is a chance that he likes you too! Just say it, don't be afraid" gon said smiling. I blushed and kept looking at him. Gon let go of me and walked back to his bed. He laid down and yawned. "Goodnight..." He said turning over. I smiled and laid down.
"Goodnight..." I said
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Sunday-
"MORNING GUYS!" alluka said bursting through the door. Me and gon both got startled and jumped up.
"Alluka! Jeez you scared me from my sleep!" I said yelling and falling back in bed.
"Sorry" she said giggling.
"You guys are back early" i said looking at my phone
"Yeah...dad said that he needed to do some stuff" alluka said
"Oh- ok. Well mind getting out i need to change" i said. Alluka nodded and left the room. Gon fell asleep again and I blushed. I got dressed and walked over to gon. His sleeping face was so cute. I kneeled down and was inches from his face. I wanted to lean in closer. So I did. I leaned in but stopped. What am i doing?! "G-gon wake up" i said standing up. He opened his eyes and groaned
"No-"
"Gon come on! Its late!" I said. Gon turned the other way. I smirked and jumped on his bed.
"Killua stop!" Gon said. I jumped into him and he groaned "ow you hit me in the private!" Gon said jumping up. I laughed
"Oops!" I said bursting out laughing. "You should've woken up" i said smiling. Gon rolled his eyes.
"It hurts!" Gon said
"What do you want me to do! I ain't touching you!" I said burning red.
"Shut up!" Gon said groaning.
"Sorry!" I said laughing. I hugged him and he didn't hug back. "Gon hug me!" I said
"No you hurt me" he said
"Hug me!" I said holding him tighter.
"No" he said frowning
"I will do something you will regret if you don't hug me back!" I said
"And what is that?" Gon said smirking. I faced him and kissed him on the cheek. "K-killua!" Gon said blushing
"You should have hugged me" i said smiling
"Ugh!" Gon said finally wrapping his arm around me. I smiled and hugged him for a while. We stayed like that
"You still hurt?" I whispered in his ear
"No, im ok now" gon whispered back.
"Good" I said smiling "sorry again for accidently hitting you in your-"
"Its ok." Gon said blushing. I pulled away from the hug and smiled. Gon looked at me and leaned in closer to me. "K-killua" gon whispered to me
"Gon..." I whispered back leaning closer to him. We were inches away. I can feel his breath hit my face. I-i have to. Our foreheads were touching. I closed my eyes and made our lips touch. We were both frozen until gon finally moved his lips. I did the same. We both kissed!? Gon continued kissing me and i did the same. I slightly opened my eyes and saw his eyes were closed. He moved his hand and grabbed my face. I felt myself heat up. Gon stopped and opened his eyes. He quickly pulled away and stared at me.
"I-im so sorry!" Gon said jumping up and running to the bathroom.
"Gon-" I said but stopped once gon locked the door. I sat on his bed. I kissed him! D-does it mean anything! Oh my god! I kissed my soon to be brother! What the hell is wrong with me! I had so many questions. I stood up and walked over to the bathroom. I knocked. "Gon...you ok?" I said leaning in the door.
"No! Im so sorry!" Gon said. I looked away and then opened the door. Gon was in the bathtub curled up in a ball. "K-killua please leave...im so embarrassed" gon said not looking at me
"Gon-" I said kneeling down in front of him. "I-i didn't mind..."
"Killua! Are you listening to yourself! I just kissed you! Y-your my b-brother..." Gon said looking at me.
"We aren't actually related..." I whispered
"That doesn't matter, my dad and your mom are gonna get married! A-and that means...were gonna be step siblings..."
"B-but..." I said opening my mouth but closing it.
"Im sorry" gon said looking away again. I looked up at him and got in the bathtub. I sat in front of gon. I looked at him and he looked at me confused. "W-what are you doing?" Gon said looking at me
"Gon. Im sorry, but last night when i said I liked someone. That someone is you. I-i know we aren't that close. But I feel so connected with you. Im sorry to do this but-" I said leaning in closer to gon. I cupped his face and kissed him. Gons eyes widen. He didn't move. I continued kissing him, and gon eventually did the same. Gon moved his hands on my back and opened his legs so I can get in between them. We stayed kissing for a while. I loved his lips already.
"K-killua.." Gon said pulling away. "Isn't this wrong..." He said looking at me
"Yeah...it is...but I can't handle myself...." I mumbled
"What's gonna happen...to us?" Gon said
"I- I don't know...."