"I-i think we should take a break" I said to the man. His shocked expression is clear on his face and so is the hurt. As much as I wish to just hold him in my arms, I just can't.
Not until he proves that he's innocent... until then, I want nothing to do with him.
"You want me to do a paternity test?" The man asked, clearly angered by that thought.
"I'm not asking you to do anything" I retorted and just then a soft knock is heard from the other side of the door.
"Mommy? Daddy?" Sangie called out "you're too loud! You woke me up" the boy said.
My heart sink to a bottomless pit and I rushed over to the door without a second thought.
Picking him up in my arms, I said "We're sorry, love"
Moving over to the bed with him, San's still seated at the edge of the bed as I laid the boy down "It's still early, why don't you try to sleep back while mommy and daddy talk outside?" San asked as he tucked the little one into bed.
Sangie smiled and my eyes shot up to San's as I was suddenly being dragged out of our room.
Closing the door behind us, he whisper shouted "You're not leaving me!"
"Don't tell me what I can do and what I can't!" I whisper shouted.
That's really all we've been doing over the past three months. Arguments over silly things until I realize that I wasn't arguing without a purpose all this time.
My mind convinced me that he was cheating and boom! Seems about right to me.
Alina is pregnant for crying out loud and in reality, I was crying out loud.
Pain was present in my life because of him, he promised me the world. Why the fuck didn't I think about where the others would stay if he had given that to me...
Did our wedding vows mean nothing to him?
I mean, he didn't even remember our anniversary.
And again, I was crying out loud.
Broken, I was...
And I couldn't help but to blame San.
"I said you're not taking my son and you're not leaving me and that's final" the man whisper shouted and I couldn't help but to say "We really have been down each other's throat lately and I see this as the best solution so if you have a problem with that, you can just fuck off"
"Don't tell me to fuck off, I'm your fucking husband and I love you" he said as he placed his hand into his trouser's pocket.
Pulling out the very familiar ring that I threw at him, he grabbed my hand roughly as he placed the ring back onto my finger.
"We're fucking married!" He whisper shouted as he pulled me into the kitchen.
I was really just a plastic doll he could pull around. My strength was bullshit compared to his. Placing his hands on the back of my thighs, he lifted my figure off of the cold ground as he placed me onto the kitchen counter.
"You're not leaving me" he started as he passed his fingers through my hair then continued "You wouldn't dare" the man said and tears staining both of our cheeks as I replied with "Try me, Choi San"
His leaned his head down as he let out "No one can make you feel as good as I do"
I tilted my head as I snapped "Yeah, apparently you've been making Alina feel good too"
His daring eyes staring into my soul as if he was drinking me down like a glass of red wine as he slammed his hand down onto the kitchen counter loudly.
I flinched at his actions and then a little voice was heard from beside us "Fuck you for fighting and fuck my teacher because I don't want to go to school today"
Our eyes widened as we stared at Sangie who just stood there innocently not knowing what bad words had escaped his mouth.
In the end, I guess we were bad parents.
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LITTLE SANGIE 😭