Rubbing my arm slightly, I cocked my eyebrow as I stared at the object.
Was I really going to do this?
I'm married for God's sake!
San would kill me for trying this...
After a few seconds, I shrugged "Fuck you, Choi San!" as I made my way into the shower. Turning on the water lightly, I moved my hand lower and lower as the water takes it's course.
I threw my head back as low moans escaped pass my plump lips. Getting caught up in the moment, I hadn't even heard the front door open.
I'm caught between a hard place and a rock when I heard San's voice "Babe?I'm home!" the man shouted and I panicked as my finger accidentally turned the speed of the water up instead of turning it off.
"I'm in here~" I moaned out with wide eyes as I dropped the showerhead. I slapped a hand over my mouth and quickly used the other to switch the shower off.
I gasped as I reached out, grabbing the white material off of the rack as I wrapped my body with the towel.
"You okay in there?" I heard him ask with a soft knock on the surface of the door.
Since when does this he knock?
Was he really tired of me?
Did he want nothing to do with me anymore?
Did he not want to see me?
"Yes!" I yelled out knowing all too well that yes, he was tired of me. I had to admit that we had definitely lost our fire.
Things weren't the same and I doubt that's ever gonna change. Our relationship will probably turn into one of those one sided love relationships then I'll find out that he's cheating on me and I'll be left alone... with a broken heart.
Bitch! Snap out of it!
I had to remind myself that I was no longer home alone. I rubbed the towel against my skin, drying it as I got lost in thoughts once again.
Frustration, that's what I've been feeling over the past three months. He hadn't touch me in a while and I wasn't liking that. He had me thinking that maybe he had found someone new, someone younger... more beautiful...
I had to accept that I was no longer the love he had wanted a few years ago... he had definitely moved on.
And maybe... it wasn't my place to judge that. People get tired of things easily and just maybe, our time together has come to an end. I wasn't going to force it... if that's what he wants then I'll be happy to let him move on...
"Babe?! Hurry up already!" He whined and I choked back the tears that were threatening to fall as I pulled my clothes on. Moving over to the door, I twisted the door knob as I let myself out.
Moving into our bedroom, I was definitely convinced that the man was indeed a cheater. Looking at his state, I couldn't help but to stare. His clothes ruffled, his neck tie loosened his hair was a complete mess.
"Finally, I've been wai-" he was cut short when I deadpanned "Not now, I'm tired" but really, I wasn't. I couldn't help but to let my body come in contact with the softness of the mattress as I pulled the shared blanket over my body. Hugging the ends tightly, I sniffled as he moved into bed beside me.
"Monthly?" He asked softly and I lied as I nodded not wanting to voice out anything.
He hugged my form tightly, cuddling me as I cried. I couldn't fight it because as much as I knew that he was cheating on me, I still loved him.
And just as my eyelids touched, I felt him turn my body to face him as he let out angrily "Tell me you haven't used the showerhead"
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