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Having to have the most famous student in school as my boyfriend is kinda hard. I still find it hard to believe how we got together but, that's I guess how it is now.
Oikawa Tooru, the most handsome (as most people would say) student in Aoba Johsai. He's the captain of the men's volleyball team, the setter. Ever since he was in middle school, he's gained popularity for his skills as a setter, and overall, a volleyball player; sometimes I still think it's because of his looks, anyway.
Having Oikawa as a boyfriend maybe a blessing, but in reality it's somehow a curse to me, his girlfriend.
Of course, everyone would love to be me. Any girl or maybe even a guy, would be so happy to be this close to him. Anyone would probably want to be his friend or his girlfriend but... I'm his girlfriend and I can seriously say, it ain't easy.
Oikawa's surrounded by his fans, in and out of the school campus. Whenever we're at Sendai City Gymnasium for their match, all I could ever hear are squeals and whispers whenever he passes by. I mostly get glares and insults, ha what a life.
I'm at the gym, watching them train and helping them out by acting like their manager. As this life is somehow normal to us, there they are, the fan girls. I always get stared at— observed by them. It's like they're waiting for me to make a mistake, to make up an excuse for him to just breakup with me. I hope there's an end to their dreams now that they see him cut that string of hope.
"Hajime." Iwaizumi turns to me as I call out to him, drinking from his bottle and a hand on his waist. "Where's Tooru?" He puts his bottle down and wipes his forehead with his towel, searching for the brunette that has once again gone missing-in-action.
We both turn to the girls' squeals, seeing my boyfriend entertaining his fans and enjoying himself as he gets so much more attention that he's already received. I sighed and took all the bottles from the players to refill them.
"Oi Shittykawa." I flinch hearing Iwaizumi smack Oikawa hard on the head. From the force that Iwaizumi's exerted into smacking him, he nearly dropped to the floor. "Why don't you mind your girlfriend first?" They both turn to me, I give them a smile before heading outside to refill the bottles.
I don't really like showing him how I want to be possessive and clingy to him, I could only act normal and wait for my turn. I heard rumors about his exes and I don't want any of the bad things to happen to us as well.
He's my first and he may as well be the last, if we end up splitting then I'd rather not be in a relationship ever again. Not because I'm going to be traumatized by this, but instead I'd want freedom for myself without having to be so careful in front of my partner.
I go back to the gym, meeting Kindaichi by the door. He helped me carry the basket and bring it to the bench, we had a short talk about random things about the school. I chuckled when I saw how red he was, asking me if I could help him with his homework; I thought I was talking to a grade schooler.
"Whaaat?" I turn to my whining boyfriend who's getting scolded by his best friend. I look at him with worry as he gets another smack on the head from Iwaizumi. "Iwa-chan, that hurts! Stop that already, I feel like my head's spinning." I run to them, smiling at my boyfriend. He pulled me into a hug as he glared at Iwaizumi. "Tell him (Y/n), he's bad." I just chuckle at his childish behavior.
"Shittykawa, she may look like she's fine but she's not you dumbass!" Iwaizumi scolds him again and Oikawa hides behind me; pretty useless I would say. I give Iwaizumi a look and he knew it right away. I don't really like acting all so clingy to my boyfriend so, I'd rather keep it a secret.
"Focus on your practice first, you can entertain your fans and yourself later." He pouts at the last few words, giving me a cute smile as he ruffled my hair. He pinched my cheeks, leaning in to peck my lips.
I can be satisfied with only this much of his attention, at least I know that he's still giving me the amount that he should be giving. Even if I can't get his full attention, then I could be grateful for this, for the very least.
I told myself back then, if I were to have a boyfriend may it be that we're each other's firsts, and we could spend time together exploring new things we've never done before.
I always find it cute when I find couples that get married, saying that they were each other's firsts. Whenever I hear of those, I could just imagine how nice it would be to meet the person that's destined to be mine.
Then maybe in the end no one was ever fated to end up with me, just kidding, maybe?
I've never had a heart-to-heart talk with Oikawa, not once from the time we've been together. He's always around entertaining his fans, collecting the gifts they want to give him; may it be a bouquet, chocolates, fan letters or even other gifts. With him going around like that all the time, I couldn't bring myself to ask him more about himself. I get kinda shy. Stupid if you'd ask me.
Watching him from afar, seeing him play from a distance, and being his girlfriend; all of them kinda feels the same, except that I get hugged and kissed by the brunette now that we're together. But there's always something missing or maybe I'm just too needy.
Practice came to an end and we're all about to leave the gym. I'm always so impressed by how his fans would stay until the end of practice, just to interact with him. They know he entertains anyone who comes for him. If he was a celebrity, he's fans are damn lucky.
"Oikawa-sama! I-I wanted to g-give you t-this!" A girl shouted, making all of them say, 'Me too!' I look at my boyfriend who's flattered by the amount of attention he was receiving, gifts actually.
I give him a smile before walking to Iwaizumi, I just don't want to be around them, it suffocates me. Hearing them squeal is one thing, but hearing my boyfriend say sweet messages to his fans is a lot more suffocating. I don't always get those sweet nothings from him, but they get a daily dosage of it.
"(Y/n), will you wait for me by the front gate? With Iwa-chan?" Iwaizumi and I turn to him, I nod and smile before walking ahead. Iwaizumi held my wrist and made me stop, he gave me a look, gesturing me to drag him away.
"(Y/n) just go and collect that boyfriend of yours." He looks at his best friend once again, looking back at me with worried eyes. I give him a reassuring smile, pushing his hand off me. "(Y/n)."
"Let's just go. I wouldn't be able to catch his attention either way." I chuckle at the look he had on his face, grabbing his arm to pull him away.
We went to the front gate and waited for the brunette. Iwaizumi told me different things, he mainly complained about how annoying his friend is. I tried asking him about Oikawa but I got scolded instead of getting answers.
Iwaizumi seemed so annoyed after I told him that his best friend had never told me anything yet. I tried to calm him down, he looked like he was about to fight anyone or anything that would come in his way.
"(Y/n)." I look to my right and see my boyfriend, giving that usual smile. The first thing I heard from Iwaizumi was a scoff, I pinched his sides and he just frowned. "Let's go."
We're walking home and the two are bickering again, I could clearly see the childhood friends vibes here. I'm in between them and I feel like two towering buildings are reaching over to the other to wreck them.
"You're such a shitty boyfriend, this is why girls dump you." I burst out laughing hearing what Iwaizumi said, Oikawa furrows his brows at me and I just keep laughing. "She laughed at you."
"Who's the boyfriend here?" I continued laughing, I really found that funny. I never thought he got dumped, he was the man of every girl's dreams. "(Y/n), stooop." He pouts his lips and makes his voice sound cuter, trying his best to make me stop.
"Sorry that was funny. Hajime you never said anything." I say, looking at Iwaizumi, teary eyed from all the laughing. I turn back to my boyfriend, seeing him looking so pissed because of me. I force myself to shut my mouth as he continued to look at me with serious eyes.
"Can we go to 8 Eleven?" Oikawa asks, looking like he's only forcing himself. I collected myself, clearing my throat before I could give him an answer. I couldn't think of anything so I instead, gave him a nod.
Iwaizumi went ahead, and we went to 8 Eleven just like Oikawa wanted. He took my hand in his, intertwining our fingers the moment his friend left. Our walk was pretty quiet, making me compare my worth with his fans'.
Oikawa always has something to say to his fans, it goes a lot more natural than when he says things to me. With our walk being so quiet, awkward, and suffocating; I had already compared myself to all of his exes the moment we got to 8 Eleven.
Oikawa told me to get anything I want, going to the aisle that had what he was looking for. I decided to get a pack of pistachios, I miss eating them. I found them by the end of one aisle, seeing a couple by the beverages.
I looked at them with envy as I watched them act all lovey-dovey with each other. The guy gave the girl multiple kisses on the cheek as they asked each other what drink they should get. The girl looks so comfortable with her boyfriend, they're really close.
"(Y/n)." I come back to my senses, turning to see my boyfriend. "Why do you look so flustered?" I shake my head, giving him a smile; I turn back to the shelf and reach for the pack. I'm so short I can't even reach it. "Let me do it." He went right behind me and got it for me. He didn't give me the pack, instead he took my hand. "Come on."
Oikawa paid for everything, there wasn't much but I could've paid for mine. He's now walking me home. The atmosphere's lighter since I was eating the ice cream he bought; it's safe to say that we can't speak. It's actually less awkward this way.
I didn't realize that the 8 Eleven was the one near my house; walks home are probably the longest we could spend time with each other, aside from when we're in class. But, even with having him as a classmate, his attention is always divided. I also couldn't come over to his since I'm not really allowed to be out so late, and he's also never tried coming over.
"Tooru, we're here." We stop walking, he looks at the house behind me before looking at me. Oikawa tilts his head, looking intently at my face; he leaned in and wiped my lips with his thumb, for a moment I thought he was going to kiss— He kissed me.
"I'll see you tomorrow." He smiles, pressing a soft loving kiss on my lips. That felt nice... He handed me the plastic bag and ruffled my hair. I give him a smile, turning to enter my house.
Today's probably the first time I've felt so loved after he asked me out.
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When we went to 8 Eleven, I wanted her to pick freely of whatever she wanted to get. I went to an aisle myself, getting a snack for her. One thing that kinda threw me off was when I saw a couple acting all lovey-dovey with each other; (Y/n) still seems like she's uncomfortable when we're alone.
I went around to look for her. I found her and she's frozen, I went to her but she didn't notice me coming. I tried to look at what she was staring at, it's the couple I saw earlier. I had to call her to catch her attention.
The real reason why I got dumped by my ex-girlfriends is because I never gave them affection. All we've done is hold hands or hug, never kissed them before; I just never felt like there was a need to, never wanted to actually.
If I would describe my past relationships, they're all just flings. (Y/n)'s my first actual girlfriend. Whenever she's there it's just... warm. I always feel like kissing her when she just looks at me, she's cute.
"Tooru, your snacks are here.. You forgot to get them." I can hear the stove, she's cooking. "Should I bring them for you tomorrow?" They're for you.
"I bought them for you.. I wanted to give you something, just tell me if you don't like them." I heard something fall, she didn't drop the pan, did she? "Hey are you alright?"
"I dropped the spatula and the oil splattered on me, I also hit the pan... other than that, I'm fine." That must've hurt.. "I'm fine, don't worry." You sound like you're in pain though.
"Are you sure?" She hummed, I hope she is. "Again just tell me, if you don't like them.. I don't really know what snacks like—"
"You picked out my favorites, thank you!" Why do you have to be so cute? "Oh I have to go, I'll see you tomorrow. Byeeee." She ended the call, I could've said something before she hung up.
".....I love you."
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I didn't eat the other snacks last night, I wanted to save them for today for me to eat them during break time. He really bought all my favorite snacks, that was out of luck though.
I put them under my desk, reaching for them every now and then while I listened to the teacher discuss random things. I want to eat them already, maybe I should've eaten them last night.
The bell rings, echoing all over the school; I could feel the joy inside me. As soon as the teacher left, I reached for the snacks and opened them. I smile, tasting the salty chips in my mouth.
"Can I have some?" I look at a friend, holding her hand out for me to pour chips into her hand. I purse my lips, asking myself if I should or not... She started begging with her eyes, I gave in. "Thank you!!!"
I look at the bag of chips, there's only a few left. I frown seeing the amount of chips left for myself, this is my favorite from all the snacks he bought...
"Here." I look up to see Oikawa holding the same bag of chips, but bigger in size. I was so happy I jumped and hugged him.
"Thank you!" I kiss his cheek, going back to sit and eat the chips. I feel him brush his hand through my hair, I just let him while I ate the bag of chips. Then suddenly he pulled my hair, I look back and see him getting pulled away by his fans.
"Oikawa-sama!" This is really getting too far. Oikawa's stuck in the middle if all the girls, they're all giving him gifts again. I can't believe this, his fans are annoying but what's more annoying is that he's actually enjoying it.
"(Y/n), let's buy coke." I look up to see Iwaizumi with his hands in his pockets, his eyes weren't on me but on his best friend. "And maybe share that bag of chips."
I stood from my seat; bringing my phone, wallet, and the chips; walking to the vending machine with Iwaizumi. I glanced at Oikawa and he didn't even notice that I left. My mood went from 100 to -100 in a blink of an eye.
I give Iwaizumi my stuff to fix my hair. I was about to throw a fit when Oikawa suddenly pulled my hair, that fucking hurt. Iwaizumi gave me my phone and my wallet back.
I lean against the wall beside the vending machine, eyes on my feet as I wait for Iwaizumi. Maybe drinking coke and eating the bag of chips would make me feel better. I take the coke he held out, opening the can as soon as I got a hold of it.
"Aren't you going to tell him?" I look at him as I sip from my can of coke. I tap my finger on the top of the can, thinking of an answer. My eyes turn to the bag of chips when I heard him open it. I immediately put my hand into the bag of chips to get a handful. "I'm not finishing this by myself, chill."
"Thda ghoerl ashked phor thdis hearlier, I whash lefth whishth honlry a fhew lreft (The girl asked for for this ealrier, I was left with only a few left)." I answer, mouth full with chips, I'm munching on them. I should never eat and speak at the same time. He chuckled and handed me his handkerchief. "Thanks and, don't laugh."
"You should tell him. Or do you want me to hit him for you?" I just chuckle, drinking more from my can of coke. "Does that mean I can hit him?"
"When have you never hit that guy?"
"I'm just that guy?" I look to my right and there he is, I ignored him and drank my coke. I don't feel like talking anymore. He took the coke from me and I just avoided his gaze. "Do you not want me here?" I shook my head and got chips from the bag.
"I'll give you two some space." Iwaizumi hits Oikawa's arm before he left, I seriously feel like they'd be fighting one day. Iwaizumi gave me the chips and Oikawa's just standing in front of me with a hand in his pocket.
"Are you mad?" I shake my head, eating pieces of chips one by one. He takes the bag of chips from me, rolling the plastic bag to close it. "We can't talk if you won't look at me and not say anything."
"Then what do you want me to say?"
"Just tell me why you're acting like this or if there's something I should know of. We can't keep shutting each other out." This argument makes me look like I'm the bad guy here. Between us, he's the one who's mad.
"Pick a side, me or your fans?" I don't want to make him choose but, right now he has to. If he can't choose than he could at least try to balance himself and give me the same amount of attention.
"What's that for?" I roll my eyes and sigh in frustration, is he really gonna ask that? "Why do you have to ask? Of course I'd pick you." And to how many women have you said that already? I nod my head and take the coke from him to drink. "Can't you just tell me everything?"
"I don't like acting clingy to you... it makes me look so desperate to have your attention. I just want you to at least.. give equal attention to me and to your fans. That's all I ask for." He cleans his hands and looks at me with serious eyes, did I say something wrong?
"I'm your boyfriend, you can be as clingy as you want. I'm the one at fault, and it's only natural for you long for my attention.. there's nothing wrong with that. You're my girlfriend, (Y/n). I'm sorry." He brought his hand to my nape, leaning in to kiss me. It's the same kiss from last night; soft, tender and loving...
"We shouldn't really be kissing... in a hallway... Your exes might see us..... Or your fans..." Why is he trying to make out at a public area? He tries to make me stop speaking and just crashes his lips on mine.
"You're the only girl I've ever kissed. I don't care about the others seeing us, because my eyes are on you."
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We decided to start over, get to know each other better and spend more time together. The day I met her parents, by accident, they just told me to take her away and bring her with me. I got a yes right away.
(Y/n) is clingy, she's comfortable with me now, I'm happy that she is. If we stayed the way we were at the beginning, I don't think we'd still be together.
I stopped accepting gifts from my fans, (Y/n) always sulks when I'm given gifts. She told me that, if they'd keep on giving me gifts, she wouldn't know what to give me if I had it all already. But even if she didn't give a gift, as long as she stays with me then I'm happy.
"Oikawa-sama, just one letter?" A fan says, handing out a letter she wrote. There's more than just one girl, there're almost 20 of them. I shake my head and smile, gesturing that I can't. "Your girlfriend's possessive." She complained.
"Of course she would be, she's my girlfriend. But the decision was made by me, not her. I can't continue accepting gifts." I bow a little, giving them an apologetic smile. I could see (Y/n) from here, she's just smiling at me. If she smiled cheek to cheek, then that means... she doesn't like what she's seeing.
I excused myself and went to her. I give her a hug, kissing the top of her head to calm her down. She just chuckled as I continued to kiss her head, I love your voice. She tiptoed and kissed my cheek.
"(Y/n).. I'm leaving for Argentina, after we graduate." I already told her before, but I wanted to make sure she remembers. "I'll be training there."
"That's the 10th time you've told me, I know already. It's not like we're splitting once you go there." She's smiling, so she'll be fine if I'm away? "Why do you look so worried? I'll be fine."
"Won't you come with me?"
"I can't, I've already applied for a university. I wish I could, but there're times that we just have to be apart." I don't want to be apart from you though. I pressed my lips against hers; does that mean I won't be feeling this for years? "Again... A public area, Tooru. I'll be there to see you off, don't worry."
"Come with me.."
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Graduation Day came, and we both took many pictures together. If that day was one of our remaining days together, then might as well fill our storage.
She helped me pack, shop for things that I needed, and she stayed over at my place for days before I leave. I really wish I could just bring her with me, plus, why did she have to apply for a college early? My studious girlfriend..
(Y/n) left yesterday since she said her mom made her come home. We spoke on the phone, our call lasted hours just talking about random things. Most of the time, I jut begged her to come.
Today's my flight and I couldn't reach (Y/n). Her phone's probably dead, and she's still charging. I tried calling her mom, she answered but she said (Y/n)'s sleeping. Is she not coming to see me off? Or is she sick?
My phone suddenly vibrated and it's a text message.
"Tooru, Love, I'm sorry.. I can't come today. I was asked to go to the university, I'm really sorry :(( I wanted to see you off, but I can't... I'm sorry, I'll make it up to you.. I love you and I hope you have a safe flight. -(Y/n)" - Mother
She used her mom's phone... She's not coming... I kinda feel sad now, but I can't do anything about it. She has her priorities too, I'm not the only one she has to prioritize.
"I wish you were here though..."
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I just got off the plane. Just by inhaling oxygen, I could really say that it's different here. I got my luggage and went ahead to look for the guy who's going to fetch me.
I chuckle, seeing the huge signboard with my name on it; both in the English alphabet and in Hiragana. I went up to him and he immediately knew who I was.
"Hi, I'm Joseph. I'll be taking you to your apartment and basically be the one helping you the whole time you're here." He surprisingly knows Japanese, I nod.
"Thank you, I guess I don't have to introduce myself?" We both laugh and headed outside.
I feel like a child. I'm really looking around the place, it's beautiful here. But still, nothing's gonna top off Japan as my home. Well wherever she is, that's home.
Joseph asked a lot of questions which I didn't mind, he'd have to know what type of person I am so he could help me. He's actually kind of a fun guy, he'll really be a big help to me.
If only (Y/n) didn't scold me for saying, "I could stop playing volleyball and just be with you," I would've really stopped and just attended college back there, and plan for a future with her. But she won't let me.
I feel sad just remembering the fact that she wasn't there to see me off. Iwa-chan just scolded the heck out of me, what a nice farewell.
We're now in the elevator to go up to the apartment that I'll be staying in. New place, new life, new experiences.
"By the way, you have a roommate. Just try to get along with each other, but I don't think I'd have to worry about that. You're outgoing after all." I smile and we got off.
I didn't practice my English, I hope I could communicate with my roommate. I could safely assume that it's a guy, maybe a teammate from the team I'll be joining?
We entered the apartment and wow it's clean and spacious, that sounds wrong. The interior is clean and simple, not like how my mother would like to style her walls with weird patterns I don't understand.
"You can go ahead and put your things inside the bedroom. The door on the right sight of the hallway, the second door you'll see." I nod and went ahead.
I carefully opened the door, just in case my roommate was sleeping inside the room. This room is huge. I closed the door, making sure I won't make a sound. I'm so careful what the hell.
I went to the bed, I froze. I rubbed my eyes and blinked a few times to make sure I wasn't hallucinating. I dropped my luggage making a loud noise, my roommate turned to me and smiled.
"Oh, you're here. Hi I'm your roommate, (Y/n)." I immediately teared up seeing my girlfriend on the bed. I went and hugged her tight. "Well this is such a warm greeting." I just cried. (Y/n) brushed her fingers through my hair, smiling at me as I cried on her. "Surprise."
"You fucking... scared me.." I hugged her tighter and she just chuckle. She held my face up, wiping my cheeks with her thumbs; I cried on her hands. To think that she'd be here. "I love you."
"Stop crying already, I'm here. I won't be going anywhere. I meant what I said in the text message, I wouldn't be able to come see you at the airport. I had to go to the university, I also just got here a 30 minutes ago. But I've been here since the day I left your house."
"I love you."
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Tooru would fetch me from the university after his training, we'd go on a date when we could. The first weeks of being here, he was extremely clingy, a lot more than me.
I really wanted to surprise him since I've got nothing else to do at home. The moment he cried, I knew he'd do everything to just be with me. He tried quitting and just living a normal life like me, but I already applied here so I couldn't let him and I would never let him.
It's been five years since then. I'm doing fine with school, nothing's too hard for me and nothing's too easy, everything's normal. Still school, just in a different country of a different continent. I graduated without a sweat, I'm happy I managed.
Last time Tooru left for Brazil, I couldn't come because of school; he just came home and rambled on about the orange chibi, Hitana? Hanita? Hi... Hinata, yeah him. He calls him chibi so I don't know his name.
Tooru enjoyed the time he spent with him, they played beach volleyball. I wish I could've seen him play..
"(Y/n), let's go." I shake my head and tried my best to stay on the bed. My husband furrows his brows and places both his hands on his waist. "Love, you are coming."
"No, Tooru I don't want to go." I cover myself with a blanket, coughing after inhaling dust. We're now both pulling the blanket; me, to keep it over myself; him, to take it off me. "Love please.."
"You don't want to get checked up? Aside from your fever, I think we both know why you don't have an appetite. You meed to go to the hospital, please. I'm just worried." He sits on the side of the bed, pulling the blanket off my head. "Love."
"Going there to get a checkup is easy... Getting surrounded by your fans makes me dizzy, even the doctors there has a crush on you." After playing for Argentina, Tooru's become widely known in this country. He has many fans, more than anyone in his team.
"So what now? Are we just going to wait for you fever to subside? You can't even sit up without my help. (Y/n) please, listen to me." My eyes are tearing up from my body heat, ah I don't want to move. "I'll be carrying you, come on."
I gave in, I don't have a choice. I can't argue with him anymore. This is going to be hard.
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The moment we got to the hospital and the moment we left, the nurses were asking for my autograph. That was honestly rude, I was carrying my wife and that's all they could think of.
I had (Y/n) plug in her AirPods, playing relaxing music to just help her calm down; (Y/n) would've whined if she heard the nurses ask for my autograph. I always give my autograph but not today, my wife is my number one priority.
(Y/n)'s now sleeping peacefully on the bed. I had to force myself to fall asleep too, she'd be waking up later and ask for food or maybe because of her fever. I would need to have the strength to take care of her.
I still don't know how she got sick. I always don't know why she gets sick, this is frustrating. I only ever make guesses.
"Tooru.." I hurriedly sat up, checking on her. "It's cold.." It's actually hot in here, fucking fever. I stood from the bed and got her my thick hoodie. I helped her up and helped her wear it. Instead of laying back down, she leaned on me.
"(Y/n).. Let's go back to sleep." She shook her head, trying to keep herself steady. "Are you hungry?" She shook her head again.
"...Kiss.." I kissed her forehead and she frowned, pouting her lips. I brushed her hair and tied it up, she's about to cry. "Love..." I pressed my lips against hers, giving her soft and loving kiss. I kissed her every time she asked for more.
(Y/n) cried, I kinda panicked when she was saying random things I don't know of. Crying kinda helped her fall asleep, but I'm worried her.
Please get better soon.
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It was a rollercoaster ride, (Y/n)'s mood was just switching every 6 hours. She wakes me up at three in the morning to buy her something from the convenience store downstairs. (Y/n) would sometimes lock herself in the room and she would get mad if I don't let her.
But that's all in the past now.
(Y/n)'s playing with Tatsuya on the bed, all I can hear from them are both their giggles. I'm cooking (Y/n)'s breakfast, I don't know why but she woke up at 2PM. Probably because of waking up in the middle of the night to tend to Tatsuya.
"Tatsuya is looking for you." I turn to my wife who's carrying our eleven month old baby boy, biting his fingers. "No don't eat your fingers." (Y/n) kissed him everywhere making him giggle. (Y/n) then turned to me with begging eyes. "Kiss..."
"Love I'm cooking." She frowned and went to the living room. She always asks for kisses; (Y/n)'s like a baby who doesn't like waking up to an empty bed and not getting a kiss in the morning.
I don't think Tatsuya would be here, if she never came here. If (Y/n) just stayed in Japan I probably would still be begging her to come here and live with me. I'm happy she came, and stayed with me.
I went to the living room with a bowl of food for (Y/n), welcomed by Tatsuya who's slowly walking up to me. I waited for him to get to me before I went to (Y/n). He almost stumbled but he successfully made his way to me, I carried him and kissed his cheek. I love you, you and your mother are so cute.
"Dada.." Tatsuya tries to pinch my nose, poke my cheeks and he tried slapping me; he hit my eye. You're so innocent, you just laughed at me.
"(Y/n) blow on it, it's still hot jeez." (Y/n)'s just constantly stuffing food into her mouth, not even bothered by how hot her food is. She gave me an innocent smile, making me look at her and Tatsuya. They look like each other.
"He looks like me but acts like you." (Y/n) gives me the bowl and takes Tatsuya from me, she breastfed him. "Are you happy?"
"Of course, I'm always happy when I'm with you."
"Why me?" Is she seriously asking that after being together for eight years? "Really though, back in high school.. You had three exes, all of them are so different from me. Why'd you settle for less?" They were flings, Love.
"What do you mean less? You're more than what they are. I just feel at home, whenever you're around.. It just feels warm and lovely. None of them felt right to me."
"Then why me?"
"You can have a lover of seven years but the moment you meet eyes with the one just for three seconds, it just hits differently. You just can't fool yourself."
I knew it was you but I denied the truth, settled for others but I never felt that we could be together. I held your hand and the warmth of yours just felt perfect..
You were the perfect match.
Our arguments never grew into fights, and our mistakes turned into lessons. Our love never faded even when we were apart, we stayed by each other's side and now..
We have a family; you, me, and Tatsuya.
There's no better blessing than this,
I love you, (Y/n).
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doooone! kinda long, i hope you enjoyed this! i tried hehe, happy family! i will tell you guys if i still have time. OUR CLASSES MIGHT BE MOVED so uhm ye hehehehe (all filo friends can relate). i love you all, i'll see you all tomorrow! bye and good mornight sweethearts~!