beware of countless typos, i'm writing with a fever so uhm yes, but don't worry i'll be fine.
ps. I have a disability called 'i cannot say no' so uhmmmmmmmm hehe i hope everyone can adjust to me too hehehe :3
enjoy :)
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I hate people. They are obnoxious, noisy, crazy, chaotic and just dumb. I would rather be alone than to have people around me. Having them just makes me create wild expectations that I know they'll fail to do so.
I expected so much from my brother, but he lied to me. I still have mixed emotions towards the matter. He told me he was the ace of a powerhouse school, but apparently he was not even included in the team.
Seeing people like Hinata, dreaming so high... it's as if we could reach everything we dream of. I've witnessed my brother fall and fail to achieve his goals. It's useless to put so much effort into something, it'll just go to waste.
People say I'm also putting my effort into my studies, sorry I was born smart, unlike the crazy duo. They're stupid. I'm just able to score because I'm effortlessly smart.
When people say that I'm putting so much effort into volleyball, I'm only continuing the sport since I'm not interested in other clubs. I'd rather stick to it than try to get used to a different club.
"Tsukishima!" Early in the fucking morning. I nonchalantly look at Hinata whose brows are furrowed and eyes were glaring daggers at me. "I told you to come to the meeting!" He complains, bringing his face closer to me. I stand up and now his face is somewhere by my stomach, I grab his head and pushed him away. "Fucking beanpole!!"
"It's not my fault that you're short, chibi-chan." I look down to him, giving him a smirk. I flick his forehead and sat back on my seat. "I came in late this morning." He looks at me, suddenly bursting into laughter. "Just shut up and leave, you're annoying."
"What did you say—?!" Hinata was about to charge at me when we heard a tiny voice. It's a girl's..?
"U-Uhm... I-It's time f-for c-class..." She says, stuttering at almost every word, her eyes were on the floor and her cheeks were very red. "I-I'm the cl-class rep.. Y-(Y/n). P-Please s-stop ma-aking a s-scene." Class rep? I eyed her from head to feet, she's taller than Hinata. Also, class rep? I don't even know who she is.
"You heard her. Go out and leave." I tell Hinata without looking at him, I heard him scowl before leaving the room. The girl was still in front of me even after he left. "What?" She flinched and quickly looked at me before looking back to the floor.
"Y-Your t-towel's o-on the floor..." She points at it, my eyes following where she was pointing at, fuck it's dirty now. She bowed and hurriedly left. Weird.
I've never seen her or noticed her, but apparently she's the class representative. Well what do I expect? I don't even care about anyone else but myself.
Despite being an asshole to other people, I'm kinder to girls. I made a girl cry once and I hate it when they cry, crybabies. Like honestly why? If you break something it's not like you get to bring it back by crying over it.
I'm only being less like an ass to them because of how annoying they can actually get. I don't like hearing them complain, I don't like their tiny voices when they scream over literally nothing.
One example of annoying is that girl. Why do you have to stutter over every single word? It's annoying. Can't you speak normally? It's that easy so what the hell? They are after all just plain idiots.
It's time for club activities, I got everything done so I can leave now for practice. Walking out of the door, I bumped into someone, curse people for being so short I can't see them.
"I'm sorry." I say, helping the girl up. I look at the face and it's the girl from earlier, (Y/n). "I didn't see you." I really want to tease her but her face is really red and I know what'll happen next if I do.
"I-It's fine.. I-I bumped into you.. I-It's my fault." First word stutter? She looks up and gives me a smile, for some reason, it's not an annoying smile. "Y-You can go ah-head.." She gestures me to go out first, I maybe a jerk but I know how to be a gentleman.
"You can go first." She smiles cute— smiles, walking out of the classroom. I pick up my phone that I dropped, going ahead to the club room to get changed.
My teammates are noisy again. They always are. Yamaguchi and I are casually changing our clothes, hearing Tanaka-san and Nishinoya-san imagine things about Shimizu-san.
Hinata and Kageyama are bickering again, literally over nothing, I could heard the door slam closed when they probably raced to the gym again. The third years came and got changed, Azumane-san getting teased at by Sugawara-san.
I go ahead without speaking to anyone, Yamaguchi following me. I just stood by the door waiting for the others to arrive. It took them a while before everyone else got here.
"Tsukishima!" Fucking. I look at the orange kid, furrowing his brows at me. "Practice with me!" Ha? I raise my brow at him, noticing the shadow standing behind him. They want me to try and block their attacks?
"Can I have everyone here?" We all turn to Shimizu-san who's by the door with two girls. Yachi and... Class rep? "I know you guys have met Yachi but, we also have someone else to join the club.." (Y/n) bowed, looking back up.
"I-I'm (L/n) (F/n).. C-Class 1-4.. I-I don't h-have a club so.. I-I wanted to j-join the v-volleyball club." Daichi-san went up to her and smiled, (Y/n) turned red but she eventually smiled at us too.
"Now we have three pretty and cute managers?!" Nishinoya-san says as he clasps his hands with Tanaka-san. I don't know if I should call them perverts. "So you're Yamaguchi's classmate?" I'm here too. Whatever.
"Y-Yes.. He's my seat m-mate." (Y/n) answers and they all turned to Yamaguchi with a smug look. "W-We're j-just classmates.. T-That's all." Well Yamaguchi clearly likes Yachi so of course you're only class— not friends? I look at Yamaguchi and he smiled.
Just classmates....?
~~~
(Y/n) lives somewhere near Yamaguchi's place so we're all walking home together. Yamaguchi's trying to help her be comfortable with speaking to us, and (Y/n) is surprisingly not stuttering.
I could hear them both chuckling, even if I have headphones on. I don't usually care about girls like her— I meant, conversations between other people, it's not my business anyway.
But somehow I'm so irritated just by hearing them laughing together, why are they both so close now? I glanced at them and they were smiling over something. Their conversation was inaudible except for their laughter.
"Can you both keep it down?" I tell them, pulling my headphones down and off my ears, resting it on my shoulders. The two of them innocently looked at me.
"Sorry Tsukki." Yamaguchi apologizes, scratching his nape like he usually does. I roll my eyes at them and (Y/n)'s just looking at me.
"Is Yamaguchi your only friend?" I stop walking, turning to her as I raised my brow. What? "You don't really communicate much with your other teammates, you only comfortably speak with him." I furrow my brows at her. "I-I'm sorry, I-I think I-I'm prying t-too much."
"And you only even consider him as a classmate. Maybe the same goes to me?" Her face turned extremely red, that's what you get for pointing that out.
"I-I don't r-really have friends... S-So I'm j-just.. I o-only asked h-him earlier if we were..." (Y/n) looked away, I didn't mean to— ah fuck whatever.
"Let's stop this conversation and head home."
We headed home and eventually (Y/n) lives near me, not Yamaguchi. Knowing that it will be extremely awkward once it's just the two of us.
I kinda eyed Yamaguchi to bring her home instead but he didn't want to. He split up with us and now we're alone. I'm really uncomfortable with having to be alone with her after what happened.
I am guilty, it's not like I knew what kind of person she was. I only continued walking, not even putting my headphones on. She might say something and I have to listen.
My eyes were on the road, kicking little pebbles when I find some. I was supposed to continued walking when she held my uniform from behind. I looked at her and to my right, so this is where she lives.
"I'll see you in class.." She gives me a small smile, turning around to enter the house. Fuck Kei just say it.
"I'm sorry." She was about to open the gate when I spoke up, she turns to me and raises her brow at me. I bit my lip before speaking again, fuck. "I'm sorry... About earlier. I didn't mean to." She looked at me, suddenly chuckling.
"It's fine.. A-And, I'm sorry too.. I-I made it sound like y-you had no other f-friends.. I'll g-go.." She gave me a smile, brighter than the one earlier, she waved a little before turning to get inside.
I left when I saw her enter their house... for some odd reason, that smile made me smile too.
But still.. why do you have to ask people to become friends with them? What are we? Elementary students?
~~~
We're currently training, we have to halfway up the hill. The managers were up the hill already, waiting for us to get there.
I'm partnered with Yamaguchi, and now we're running. We both got halfway up, (Y/n) gave us bottles and towels, showing us a small smile. We then heard Kageyama and Hinata making noises as they ran up.. and there they go running up to the top of the hill.
"I-I s-should go find them.." (Y/n) says to Shimizu-san, turning around to go but I stopped her by grabbing her wrist. "T-Tsukishima...?"
"Don't go after them, it's dangerous for a girl like you." I say, letting go of her. She furrowed her brows, pouting her lips and stuffing her cheeks with air. Her face is red, I find her cute— oddly.
"I-I know t-the area.. I-I have to g-go—" She tried to leave again but I once again grabbed her wrist. Someone like her, shy and timid, to run after them is just dangerous. "T-Tsukishima.."
"I told you it's dangerous." I furrow my brows at her stubbornness. How hard is her head anyway? She glares at me and I just lookef at her. "They can go back on their own, unless their dumb. Wait— they are."
"(Y/n) Tsukishima's right, it'd be dangerous for you to go after them. I'll go instead." Sugawara-san says, smiling at (Y/n). She pouts and nods her head at the third year. Ahh, so you won't listen to me but to him? Stubborn.
I let go of her, finally drinking my water as we went down the hill back to school. (Y/n)'s quiet and still sulking that we didn't let her go. Daichi-san let Sugawara-san go so it's fine if she didn't.
(Y/n) was sulking the whole time. She's spacing out and it's our second break after our spike and dig drills. I had to flick her forehead to get her back from her thoughts. She frowned at me, giving me my bottle.
"Chini-chan, are you mad that we didn't let you go?" Her face turned red. Still oddly cute.
"I-I k-know t-the area! Also d-don't c-call me chibi-chan." She says, the others are looking at her chuckling. I want to laugh too, but I won't.
"Yes yes, chibi-chan." I gave her the bottle, going back to practice. I heard her scowl, I wiped my mouth with my hand, smiling.
~~~
Days pass by and she's getting a lot more comfortable with everyone, I can even tease her now. She still stutters and turns red, I'm the one who mainly makes her stutters by calling her shorty.
We're at the training camp and here they are, the crazy duo, arguing. I remember (Y/n) getting a busted lip after trying to make them stop fighting just a few days ago. (Y/n)'s doing the same thing again.
"I told you already you dumbass!! We can't!" The training's already done and they're here arguing by the cafeteria.
"Why are you so scared to try?!" I look at (Y/n) who's contemplating whether she'd go stop them or not. Hinata and Kageyama are hitting each other already.
"G-Guys!! Stop fighting!" They both glared at (Y/n), making her panic more. "J-Just s-stop fighting, n-nothing will happen if y-you keep fighting!" Kageyama walked up to her and looked down on her.
"This has nothing to do with you." He swung his arm up, I held his wrist, I don't know what he was going to do but it's better than not stopping him. "Get your stupid hand off me."
"Are you going to hit a girl? Is the King back?" I glared at him and his eyes twitched when I said King. "She's a manager and she's only trying to help." Why am I doing this?
"Kageyama, you're such a coward." Hinata scoffs, leaving us here.
Kageyama pulled his hand way from my grip, stomping his feet as he walked the opposite direction Hinata went. I don't know if they know, but the two hallways meet at the other end, ugh whatever.
I look at (Y/n), she's about to cry. Along with Yachi, she's been trying her best to have them make up. It's annoying that they're arguing, we haven't played properly because of them.
"Next time, don't stick your nose into their business. You almost got hit." I tell her and she frowns.
"I-I... I just wanted t-to help.." I put my hand on her head, and I brought my face closer to hers. "T-Too c-close." Her face is so red now.
"If I weren't here, what do you think would've happened to you already?" I ask and she looks away. I must be really crazy but, I pressed my lips against her forehead. "Don't get yourself in trouble."
"T-T-Tsukishima?!" She stepped back, almost stumbling, but I caught her before she even fell. "W-W-What are you doing?!" I covered her mouth with my hand. "Nghh g-ghhng hhahgg." I remove my hand when she stopped trying to talk. "What w-was t-that for?"
"I don't know, what do you think that was?" I gently pinch her cheek, smiling at how red she was. She furrowed her brows and pouted her lips, I kissed her.
"T-Tsukishima!" She tried pushing me but I wouldn't budge, she gave up after a few tries. "S-Stop it.... If y-you're j-just playing a-around.." I cup her cheek, caressing it with my thumb. I tilt my head to the side as I looked at her face, pressing my lips against hers once again.
"I don't think I would kiss you if I wasn't serious."
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I had to explain it to her and, say that I like her before she gave in and believed me. I never had an interest in romance, never thought of dating, but here I am... falling for her. Gross that sounded so cheesy.
I made Kageyama apologize about what happened, he said he wasn't going to hit her that night. But even if he wasn't going to hit her, talking to her in that manner was still wrong.
We're running up the slope behind the gym, fucking punishments. We've been losing nonstop, those two aren't getting along yet.
"Go... ahead..." I tell Yamaguchi, panting. I can't run any further, I'm having trouble. He looked at me before going ahead. I suddenly felt a towel over my head, I look to my left and there she is. "What...?"
"Y-You're tired.." She's still shy when it comes to me, I'm now your boyfriend for fuck's sake. "Should I tell them?" I shake my head, holding on to my knees as I tried to breathe. "Y-You know, it's harder t-to breathe when you're body's bending over or back." I look at her, still catching my breath. "Come on." She held my hand and pulled me down the slope.
(Y/n) made me stand against the wall, body straight up. She's right, I can breathe better this way. She tiptoed to reach my face to wipe my sweat off. I hold her wrist and she furrowed her brows.
"Let me." She begged. "I can reach if I stand on my toes." I'm okay now so I bent down a little for her to reach my face better. I let her go. "Your stamina's low.."
"Is that supposed to cheer me up?" She chuckled, wiping my face and my neck. "I could do this on my own." She ignored me and continued what she's doing.
"Tsukishima—" I pressed my lips against hers. She knows that I will if she calls me by my last name. "Kei." She says, she shouldn't have so I could kiss her again. "I love you." She smiles, kissing my cheek.
"You better do." I love you too, more than I act like I do. I ruffle her hair, bringing my hand to her cheek, leaning in to meet her lips. "(Y/n), you mean that.. right?"
"Of course, see me be your first and your last."
~~~
We both moved out of our parents' home, and we live together in an apartment now. We have different courses but we have the same off days, we spend time together when we can.
(Y/n)'s still kinda shy when it comes to new people, but she's comfortable with me. People think that she's actually faking her personality but that's just how my girlfriend is.
"Love.. Can we go to the beach?" She asks, hugging me from behind, placing her chin on my shoulder. I look at her and she pouts her lips. "Just to take our minds off our projects... You've been focusing on that.. Babe time?" I turn around and she looked away.
"You want to?" She looks at me, slowly nodding her head. I'm still not finished with the written reports, I have to pass them early but I can't say no.. it's true that I haven't had time for her. "Okay."
"Really?" I nod, she jumps and throws herself to me, I groaned when my back hit the coffee table. "Sorry.." I kiss her forehead and smiled at her. "We'll just walk around the beach.. then we can head home.."
"We can stay as long as you want." She kissed my lips repeatedly. I bring my hand to the back of her head and push her closer to keep her lips on mine. "I love you."
"I love you too."
(Y/n) got changed and I fixed my things on the coffee table. She got out of the bedroom, wearing shorts and my sweatshirt. I wanted to complain but she would sulk so I kept quiet.
I drove us to the beach, (Y/n) hummed to herself on the way there. She's happy. I don't usually drive with one hand but she took my left hand and played with it, drawing circles with her finger.
The moment we got off the car, she ran to the sea, running backwards when the waves almost brushed against her feet.
"Love, look there's a hermit crab." She squatted down, watching the hermit crab dig a hole in the sand. I pulled her up and away from the water when the waves came. "Thank you." I pressed my lips against hers, pressing a soft kiss on her lips. I kiss her forehead, giving her a hug. "I really love you." I smile and she gave me a kiss.
"Let's go and take a walk." She links her arm with mine and we walked around the beach.
I don't really like coming here because of the sand, but she wanted to so I came. I'm only listening to her tell me different stories, she's opening up to me, telling me more about herself.
To return the gesture, I also told her more about me. I told her everything, why I used to hate volleyball or why I sometimes ask her if she really loves me. I just don't want to go through the same thing anymore.
(Y/n) suddenly let go of me, running off to somewhere. I took my phone out when she stopped running, standing right before the sea. The sun's setting. The wind blew, her hair flowing along with it, I took a picture of her. She looks... perfect.
"(Y/n).. I'm very happy to have you."
~~~
I left (Y/n) at home, I went to the mall to get something. I went to get the ring, I plan on proposing to her today or even tomorrow.. She meant it, being my first and my last.
We're nearing graduation and I just want to marry her right after we graduate. She always said something about the ring, she kept on hinting about what she likes.
(Y/n) said she wanted it simple. So I kept it simple, but of course.. It's still a diamond ring. I know for a fact that she will be my wife, and that she'll be by my side. I love her, and I now we'll be together now and in the future.
I get my keys to open the door. The living room's quiet, then that must mean that she's in the bedroom. I drank water first before heading there.
"The dare, I know I've done them all." I was about to twist the doorknob when I heard her speaking to someone. My heart broke when I heard what she said next. "Joining the club, making him my boyfriend... doing all sorts of things with him. That means we're friends already, right? Kei is—"
"So it was a dare?" (Y/n) turns to me, dropping her phone, her eyes widened when she saw me. "It was a dare? For you to fit in?" I don't cry, but this is breaking my heart.
"Wait no, Kei let me explain." She went up to me and held my hands. My tears are falling. "Kei listen to me okay??"
"You just said it. Joining the club, making me fall for you...." I can't breathe. "Being my girlfriend, loving me... living with me.."
"Kei please listen—"
"You said it was a dare. To be friends with whoever you were talking to." I'm a crying mess, how pathetic. "I had expected something from us... I thought we were real." She's now crying too, but do you even have the right?
"No Kei.. We are real. I do love you. Please listen to me." She wrapped her arms around my waist, crying on my chest. I'm just standing here... I was fooled, again.
"I really loved you.. I made you my first, you took away my firsts.. and I find out that it was just a dare?" Moments from when I met eyes with my brother back then came rushing in. Why do I always get fooled by people I love? "You made me think that we were real..."
"Kei we are.. Pleas listen to me." I push her off of me. "Kei please, hear me out. Please!!"
"I'm leaving... I.." Love you, but you never loved me like I loved you.
I couldn't hear anything aside from my pounding heart. So we were doing fine, because she was only acting the whole time we were together.
"See me be your first and your last." It's a lie.
"I love you." Lies.
I drove away, I don't know where I'm going. All I want is to be away from her as far as I can go. But where'd I end up going to? I ended up going to the beach, the last proper date that we had... she was smiling the whole time we were here.
I sat on the sand, taking out the velvet box out of my pocket. I really thought.. that I could propose to her now, I believed her and she deceived me.
I take out the ring, looking at it. I had it in mind, how she'd react.. how she'd look like when I put the ring on her finger. I had everything pictured in my head, that smile that gives me.. I thought I could see that smile...
I want to throw it to the sea... but I can't.. This is the last thing I could have to remember you, us..
"I was fooled by the people I love... twice."
~~~
I never meant it that way. He won't let me explain. The truth is that it really was a dare. But I do, I really do love him as much as he had loved me. But he wouldn't hear me out..
The scenario that I was so scared of happening, the moment I never wanted to happen... It happened. I broke his heart. He heard me say it and he left...
"I don't have interest in almost everything because I'm scared of having to go through the same pain."
I know. I know. I fucking know. That's why... I never wanted you to hear that. I wanted to say it directly to you, but you heard it.. and you won't listen to my explanation..
I dial his number for the 64th time. I've done nothing but try to contact him. He hasn't come home for a week.. he wouldn't talk to me. I want to tell you everything... Kei.. please...
I tried calling again, this time it rang, and he picked up.
"Kei—!"
"Hey it's me, Yamaguchi. He's drunk. I heard of what happened.. I told him to listen to what you had to say but he wouldn't.. but really (Y/n).. You should've been careful. You know how traumatized he is, having to be fooled by his brother.. and now you.." I can't do anything but cry.
"Yamaguchi please tell him to come home and talk to me.. I want to tell him everything... bring him here.." I cried to the call, hearing him sigh from the other end.
"He said... you guys are over." Wait no... He should listen to me first.. "I got punched for yelling at him to come to you, he won't listen. I'll come by today to get his things. I'm sorry." He hung up. Maybe I should hang myself up..
I love him.. he loves me.. but why won't he give me a chance to explain...? I want to explain.. I want to tell him that I'm being genuine. I love him. I really do.
"Please come back..."
~~~
I'm seated on my chair, leaning back as I read ridiculous reports. What the hell are these? I asked the employees to write a report on how are the businesses doing, but these reports are as if they were copied from someone, and literally everyone copied it.
I press on the telephone, calling my secretary to come see me. If we were still in high school maybe I would get the whole copying attitude, but we're adults and they're working.. what the fuck.
"Yes Ms. (L/n), you called?" I look at her with furrowed brows, I am not happy with these reports. "Is there a problem with the submitted reports Ms. (L/n)?"
"I asked how our businesses are doing, and how the other buildings are. Find who the fucking hell wrote the original copy of this, and who suggested copying it." I throw the clipboard to the table, turning my chair around. I stand and look out of my window. Fucking idiots.
"I will get on it right away."
I kinda hate being the CEO of this company. No one's listening to me, they're not obeying me. Just because I'm fucking young doesn't mean I'm not capable of being a CEO.
I wanted to know how our other properties and businesses are doing so that I could personally check on them. I asked them to write a report after hearing that one of our businesses aren't really doing well.
Our company owns a lot of the buildings and establishments here in Miyagi, and it's our job to keep them standing on the ground.
I recently heard that the museum had some issues with their building, so we partnered with the head, we're helping them renovate the place to make it safer and better for everyone.
I head out, going downstairs to the parking lot. I'm gonna go eat lunch while I'm still controlling my anger pretty well.
I have a driver but I ran away from him, I don't like having a driver. I wasn't born a princess so I'm used to driving for myself. Wait— I actually am not used to it.
Someone else used to drive for me, my... ex-boyfriend, Tsukishima Kei. It's been six years and I haven't moved on yet. I'm still in love with him, and I still want him. I want to apologize... even if he won't accept me anymore.
My eyes were blurred out by my tears... I didn't realize there was a vehicle in front, I crashed into them. It's not a big accident... ah fuck.
I got out of the car, meeting the driver of the vehicle I crashed into.
"My husband is.. gonna get mad." She says, looking at her car. Mine was perfectly fine. "It looks bad..." I don't think she noticed me.
"I'm sorry..." I say, and she finally looks at me. "I'll pay for it or even buy you a new car." I tell her, wiping my cheeks when I realized and remembered that I was actually crying earlier. "I'm really sorry, you can have my car instead, I have another one back home."
"We could just get it fixed. You don't have to do that." She says, smiling at me. "I'm Tsukishima Akari." She puts her hand out and I shake it.. her name..
"I'm (L/n) (F/n), but seriously.. I'll give you my car." I tell her, and she shakes her head. "Where were you heading to? I'll drive you there." She sighs, giving me a genuine smile.
"It's really fine.. I'll just call—"
"I'll call someone to pickup your car, and someone to bring me my other car. I'll really give you my car, it's to replace yours. Please just accept it, I will feel extremely guilty if you won't." I really don't want to feel guilty.
"Okay... But.. I was heading to the elementary school nearby, I'm going to pickup my daughter." Fuck now I really feel awful for crashing into her.
"Okay, I'll make this quick so I can bring you there."
~~~
I forgot my agenda of eating lunch. I got someone to drive my other car to the elementary school she said, and I got all of her things from her car and transferred it to mine.
We got there and I went with her inside, I still feel bad, really bad for crashing into her car.
"Mommy!!!" The little girl ran up to her and Akari carried her. "Mommy teacher Suga gave me five stars!!" Suga?
"Oh Akari, Cheena was waiting for you, how's Kei— (Y/n)?" Sugawara-san. How's Kei? "You two came together?" I nod slowly, Akari looked at me and smiled. "Holy...."
"Well Kei's at home right now." Wait no. "Also, I got into some accident with (Y/n), and she helped me get here. We kinda clashed... And she drove me here." Akari's so clueless.
"Oh... Haha.. I see.. Well then, I'll go ahead." Sugawara-san excused himself, calling someone on his phone. What the hell is going on here?
"You know Sugawara-sensei?" Akari turns to me and asks, we both head outside. I nod. "And my husband? Tsukishima Kei?" Fuck. I froze. "(Y/n)?"
"Yes I do—"
"Akari, I was just around the corner. I came here right away when Sugawara-san called. What happened? Are you okay? This is why I told you to wait for me. You're pregnant, you shouldn't have come here by yourself." Fucking... I'm already so stressed out by the reports.. and now you're in front of me.
"Akari, here are the keys.." I tell her, meeting eyes with him as I gave her the keys to the car. He furrowed his brows, averting his attention to his daughter. Fuck. "I'll see you.. I guess.."
"We don't need your car." He's still mad at me.
"Just take it, as my apology. For both back then, and now. I'm sorry, I have to go back to my office."
I guess.. I don't have someone to come back to anymore. We really ended, and there's no more chance to change that.
You're married, and you have a daughter. Your wife is pregnant with your second child, where will I put myself? You replaced me, and now you're happy..
But I still love you.
I'm sorry.
okay this kinda meh? HAHAHAHHAHAHA I literally wrote while i'm bedridden right now. i hope this was okay. Ughhh sorry!! i'll write a better one next time :,) i still hope you enjoyed this nonetheless, bye sweethearts~!