twelve | don't let me go
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Louis began to hyperventilate.
"What? Is he okay? Alive?" Louis asked.
"Yes, he is alive but you might want to get down here," The lady said.
Louis dropped the phone and ran out the door in nothing but his pajamas and socks, he got in his car and drove as fast as he could to the hospital.
'Don't die on me Haz! I can't live without you!' Was all Louis could think about, he was NOT about to lose the love of his life!
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"Where is he? Where is Harry?" Louis yelled as he entered the hospital.
"Sir please calm down!"
"No, I won't calm down! Where is Harry! Harry Styles!"
"Sir, he is in surgery."
"What happened?" Louis asked.
"He passed out behind the wheel, he is in critical condition."
"Will he be okay?" Louis asked.
"I don't know," the doctor said.
Louis broke down, he fell to the floor.
He took a deep breath
"Can you call his mum and sister?" Louis asked.
"I left my phone, I was in a hurry," Louis said.
Louis went to wait in the waiting room
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Shortly Gemma and all the boys walked through the door.
"Lou? What happened?" Gemma asked in tears.
"He was in a car accident, he passed out behind the wheel."
"Is he okay?" Liam asked.
"I don't know, they won't tell me anything else, he is in surgery"
Louis broke down and cried into Niall's chest.
Louis turned to Gemma.
"Did they call your mum?" Louis asked.
"Yeah management put her on a train so that she would be here as quickly as possible, she should be here soon, she was in no position to drive," Gemma said.
"Louis, Haz is going to be fine" Zayn finally said.
"I hope so...I don't think I would be able to handle it if he wasn't"
They all sat down waiting for something...anything...well anything except that...that just wasn't acceptable, Harry was going to live. Period.
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30 minutes later...
Anne walks in the door and runs over to Louis, who is an emotional wreck.
"How are you doing, Lou?" Anne asks she is always so kind and genuine.
"I-I-I'm f-in-e, but- H-ar-ry" Louis muttered out.
"You're not fine Lou, sit down, I'll go get you water!" Anne said
"Niall stay with him, please"
"Of course!" Niall said and grabbed Louis' hand.
"Gemma, will you come with me?" Anne asked, Gemma, nodded, and left with her mum.
Once in the other room, Gemma and Anne hugged.
"I missed you, baby," Anne said.
"I missed you too, mum!" Gemma replied.
"What happened?" Anne asked.
"Harry, Niall, and I were at the bakery, Harry was crying about something that just happened, he left to go home to Louis. They say he passed out behind the wheel, I don't know they won't tell us anything else. Louis is a wreck." Gemma said.
"Oh my poor baby," Anne said sighing with a tear streaming down her face.
"Poor Louis" Anne added.
"Yeah, he is not doing too well," Gemma said.
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Anne and Gemma came back with a glass of water for Louis.
Anne went and sat next to Louis and held his hand.
A minute later the doctor walked in and they all stood up.
"Is he okay?" Louis quickly said.
"Yes, he is fine, he just got out of surgery."
"Can we see him? Louis asked.
"Only family"
"These boys are his family," Anne said.
"Okay then, but one at a time."
"Louis first," Anne said.
"Are you sure?" Louis asked with tears on his cheeks.
"Yes, I'm sure. Now go!" Anne said.
"Thank you," Louis said, hugging Anne and kissed her cheek before leaving.
Louis walked up to the door and saw Harry there asleep with a cast on his leg, cuts, and bruises all over his body.
Louis walked in and instantly broke down. He sat next to Harry's bed and grabbed his hand.
"Don't you leave me. Don't let me go."
'Don't let me go!" Harry thought, hearing every word Louis was saying.
"Don't let me go!" Louis said sobbing even more than before and buried his face into Harry's chest.
It was quiet for a couple of minutes all you could hear was Louis' quiet sobs.
"I won't let you go, Louis" Harry said barely getting the words out.
"Harry? You are awake! You scared me to death! I thought I was going to lose you!" Louis said.
"I'll never leave you! You are my reason!" Harry said.
Louis wiped his tears.
"Your mum is here"
"So are the boys and Gemma, do you want to see them?" Louis asked.
"Yeah, but I want to be with you more," Harry said.
"Well I'm not going anywhere, but your mom needs to see you!"
Louis left the room to get everybody.
"He is awake!" Louis announced with tears in his eyes, this time happy ones.
Anne went and hugged Louis, soon everyone else followed.
"We can all see him now," Louis said.
Everyone went to see Louis.
"Mum! You came!" Harry expressed.
"Of course I came, baby!" Anne replied cupping Harry's cheek
"You scared the **** out of us," Zayn said.
"Zayn, language!" Haz and Louis said simultaneously.
"What?" Zayn whined.
"My mum is in the room, that is what!" Harry announced and all the boys laughed.
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A week later...
Harry is getting discharged.
"Harry, I have to go back to Doncaster, are you sure you can deal without me?" Anne asked
"Yes, mum! Besides I have Louis, he will take great care of me!" Harry replied.
"Yes, I will," Louis said leaning over to kiss Harry's head.
"You two are so cute together," Gemma said in awe of their adorable relationship.
"Thanks, Gems," Harry said.
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It was time to go home, Gemma left for school, Anne left for the train station, and the boys were in the studio, they were going to FaceTime them later from home to work on some new songs.
Louis helped Harry into the house and sat him on the couch.
"Can I make you some tea?" Louis asked.
"Will you, Bear?" Harry asked
"Of course I will!" Louis said leaning to kiss Harry's forehead before heading to the kitchen.
Louis soon came back with a cup of tea and cuddled next to Harry on the couch.
"So are we watching The Notebook or Titanic?" Louis asked.
"Notebook"
"I'll cry more if we watch the Titanic," Harry replied.
"All right then," Louis said and turned the movie on.
"I love you," Lou said.
"I love you too, Lou."
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"You'll always come back to me, right Lou?" Harry asked.
"Always," Lou said and leaned over to kiss Harry.
"I have something for you," Lou said.
"You do?" Harry asked, genuinely surprised.
"Yeah, just wait one second."
Louis got up, turned off the credits on the tv and came back with a guitar.
"What are you doing?" Harry asked.
"Just be patient," Louis said and sat back down on the couch.
"I wanted to play this for you under the canyon moon the night we signed the contract but then your accident happened," Louis said and brought the guitar up to his lap.
"Life gets hard and it gets messed up,
when you give so much, but it's not enough.
When the high's too high, and the low's too low.
When you love someone you don't let go.
Don't you let it kill you, even when it hurts like hell.
Oh, whatever tears you apart, don't let it break your heart.
Time takes time to heal it, you can't do it by yourself.
Oh, whatever tears you apart, don't let it break your heart."
"It's not finished but..."
"I love it!" Harry interrupted.
"It's about how we have been struggling lately, about the contract. And how even if you are going through something, you don't have to go through it alone and it doesn't have to break your heart." Louis explained.
"It's perfect, I love it," Harry said and leaned to kiss Louis.
"Do we have anything else to do today?" Harry asked.
"Um, we were going to FaceTime the boys but we can cancel if you aren't feeling up to it," Louis said, clueless about what Harry was wanting.
"Yeah, um, how about you do that and we make our way up to the bedroom" Harry suggested.
"No way, you are injured, we are NOT doing that!" Louis said.
"Please!" Harry begged.
"No, and stop begging because I will fall for it!" Louis said.
"You're no fun!" Harry pouted.
"I know!"
"I'm the worst!" Louis said, mocking Harry but leaning over to kiss him.
Harry pulled away.
"I love you! You know that, right?" Harry asked.
"I know, I love you too!"
"How about we go upstairs?" Louis asked.
"Yes!" Harry replied.
"Not to do that! To go to bed!" Louis said.
"Fine!"
"You still love me though right?" Louis asked.
"Always" Harry replied.
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thank you for reading!
this one was a little emotional, even for me and I know what is going to happen!
please share with your friends it would mean the world! And thank you to my friends who have already been reading!!
and I know the lyrics to Don't Let It Break Your Heart are different, I changed them just a little to fit the situation.
treat people with kindness!
love you all!
M.
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