alternative ending. | enjoy :)
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After my daughter had caught me at the cemetery, I just had to take her out and treat her for the first time in the 16 years of her life.
I drove us to the mall, I let her shop whatever she wanted. She has a credit card that I gave her as a gift for her 14th birthday but I just wanted to make her feel like I'm paying for them— it's me either way.
The way how she looked around the whole place, she reminded me of (Y/n). I can't believe how my daughter could remind me of a deceased lover of mine, they're not even blood related.
"Dad can I wear these types of clothing?" I turn to my daughter who was showing me a crop top, I just smiled and pat her on the head. She giggled, roaming around the store.
I wasn't fully paying attention to her nor the stores she dragged me into. I look at a sign, FOREVER21. The crop tops, the pants, the accessories— all of them reminded me of (Y/n).
Taira just roamed around, she seriously looks like her from behind. She's not even the mother. But everything, how she'd act when I allow her, when I buy them for her.. (Y/n) how are you so much like my daughter?
"Dad, look! This would totally look good on you." She smiled, putting up a sweater in front of me, I looked at my reflection. She suddenly put her hand down.
"Is there something wrong?" Taira seemed like she was hesitant to act around me like this, after all, I never spent time with her up until now. "Taira, go ahead and be comfortable around me. I'm your father, I'm happy I get to bond with you."
"I've been looking at clothes that might look good on you... Try them out!" She showed me a wide bright smile, pulling me to the dressing room to try out the clothes she picked out for me. "Show me how handsome you can be Dad." She giggled, closing the door and now I'm here trying the clothes on.
I tried the coat on, looks nice, something (Y/n) would totally pick out for me— Taira's my daughter. I tried layering them just how I would back then.
I smile, looking at my reflection. It's like there's a split image of the me from 16 years ago, wearing the same outfit as the day I went out with (Y/n) to the mall, the day when I told her to just die and rot in hell.
"Dad! Wake up!" I turn around, raising my brow, why would Taira tell me to wake up? "Wake up! You're going to be late!"
I blinked my eyes, still hearing Taira's voice telling me to wake up because I'm late. For what? I don't have work today, well I do but I said I'd take the day off.
I suddenly felt someone shaking my body, I'm alone what the fucking hell? Taira's voice is ringing in my ear. I can't speak, my mouth won't let me.
"What the fuck?"
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"Wake up! Wake up!" I slowly opened my eyes, seeing a familiar, nostalgic ceiling. The gray ceiling I always see when I wake up in the morning... 16 years ago. "Yuji!"
"Where's Taira...?" I sit up, rubbing my eyes, yawning. I woke up from my sleep? I stretch my arms out, turning to see who it was.
"Who the fuck is Taira?" My eyes started to water as I saw her in front of me. Is this a dream? I pinch myself, feeling pain, I slap myself, feeling blood rush to my cheeks. "Yuji hey... Yuji are you okay? Stop hurting yourself."
"(Y/n)..." I still can't believe she's in front of me, she died right before my eyes.
".... heading off to... para... di...."
"Yuji did you have a nightmare? Hey calm down, I'm here, don't worry I'm here." I feel my whole body tremble as I felt her against me. (Y/n) hugged me tight, patting and caressing my back as I broke down on her shoulder, wrapping my arms around her. "Want to tell me what happened?"
"Y-You died.. You died a-and I got married to Hina, I had children, Taira the eldest.. Mitsu.. the youngest." I say to her, still just crying on her shoulder. "(Y/n) don't die, please.. Love don't die..." I cried and hugged her tight.
"Love...?" She breaks away from the hug, looking at me with a confused look. "Wait did you just call me Love?" My eyes widen at her sudden reaction, we're not together yet? Does that mean, this is weeks before she goes to that party.. "Yuji I don't know if there's anything wrong, but why are you calling me Love?" I clench my chest, feeling the pain as she stabs me with her words.
"(Y/n), we got t-together... We did what couples do.. I went on dates with you, we went to the mall, I went to Osaka with you, we kissed, we did all sorts of things... (Y/n).." She cupped my cheek, wiping my tears with her thumbs. I placed my hand over her right hand.
"So you're telling me, we got together in your dream? Then I died? And you married Hina?" I cried harder, this is going to be so difficult to explain. I can't say these words are for certain, but how about the thing between our families?
"(Y/n), I'm in love with you. Believe it or not I love you. I want to marry you for real, not because we were arranged to do so, but because I love you.. I want to protect you." I grit my teeth as she looks at me with eyes full of concern, fuck I just want to keep you.
"Yuji, just last night you cursed at me for being here. Now you're saying you love me? How many bottles did you drink last night?" I shake my head repeatedly, feeling my tears continuously fall from my eyes. I don't know what happened last night, I don't know how many bottles I emptied. All I want is for her to stay with me.
"(Y/n), I'm sorry if I did. I'm sorry if I swore at you, I didn't mean to. But (Y/n) please believe me when I said I love you, please..." I hold her hands, crying on them, I love her. I don't want anything to happen. "Please (Y/n). I'm not insane, but I will be if you leave me. Will you marry me?"
"Yuji, I'm calling you in sick for today. You need rest." (Y/n) why aren't you believing me? I love you. "We'll talk more after the call." I stop her from walking away any further. "Yuji." I cupped her cheeks and kissed her on the lips, her plump lips, the taste of her luscious lips. I'm not mistaken, this is reality and this is (Y/n).
"I love you, please make it quick and come back. I want to hold you in my arms."
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I left him in our bedroom, he's crying waterfalls right off the bat. He said I died, he said he married Hina and had children, two to be exact.
Yuji never cries, he'd hide his feelings, concealing them from me. He doesn't want me to see him crying, he always pushed me away. But the Yuji right now... it's like he changed in an instant.
I called the university and called him in, sick. I called Higashiyama just in case he knew the exact bottles he had emptied the night before.
"15? Yeah 15." What the hell?
I spoke to Higashiyama more, hanging up when I felt arms wrap around my waist, and my shoulder getting wet because of Yuji crying.
"I told you to be quick, what's taking you forever?" He cried, sniffling and trying his best to breathe. I bring my hand to his head, ruffling his hair. "Don't leave me."
"Yuji, you drank and emptied 15 bottles. I think this is all because of alcohol. Do you have a hangover? I'll cook you sou—" He shakes his head, cutting me off by shutting me up with his lips. He's trembling.
"(Y/n) I'm serious. I love you, please don't leave me." I look at him, my eyes giving him off a worried expression. I turn around to face him and he rests his forehead on mine. "I'm serious, trust me.. I don't have a hangover, I just need you.." His eyes glistened, wet by the tears that never seemed to stop coming.
"What's scaring you so much making you think that I'd leave?" He bits his bottom lip, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"(Y/n) I told you to die, and you followed my words. I felt guilty, I am guilty because I love you so fucking much. I pushed you away when we argued over a problem and y-you died... right before my eyes.. You spat blood everywhere. You died because you obeyed my words.. (Y/n) please just listen to me and let me love you." My hand was on his chest, he held it and he's hand is damn cold.
"Will you tell me everything if I asked you to tell me?" He looks a bit hesitant. It's probably what made him speak harsh words to me, and I died obeying them. "Yuji, I will stay. Right now, let me cook you breakfast. You need to eat."
"Marry me." He demanded. "You don't know how painful it was to marry someone else, moreover have kids. My daughter was born exactly a year after your death. I neglected my family. Things went wrong because I pushed you away. I don't want to push you away again." I sigh, giving him a soft kiss on the cheek.
"Terushima Yuji, I will cook then you will eat. Then we'll talk in the bedroom, okay?" He frowned and pouted his lips. He seriously turned from a jerk to a needy baby.
"Call me Love. Please? I lived 16 years without you, but now I get the chance to change that, call me Love." He presses his lips on mine, soft but needy kiss. It's really like he hasn't seen me in years.
"Okay fine." He frowns, probably thinking he forced me to do it. "Love, take a seat at the table. Be kind and patient as I cook you breakfast." He pouts, kissing me again.
"Okay.. I love you.."
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I feel so anxious watching her cook. I remember the day we got into a fight. She was cooking the moment I woke up, I hugged her from behind and she burnt herself. She was mad at me, she and I fought. Then she went to the party and made out with Felix. Wait that's actually today..
(Y/n) places the food in front of me, turning to leave but I stopped her. I held her hand tight, pulling her down to sit on my lap.
"Yuji—" I cut her off, pressing my lips on hers. I feel her place her hands up to my chest, and I wrapped my arms around her waist.
"I told you to call me Love." I look at her and she's just staring into my eyes, I'm still a crying mess. I can't imagine if everything was real, if I wasn't given a chance to love her again. "Sit beside me, please?" She presses a kiss on my forehead, sitting on the chair on my left.
I ate using only my right hand, I could hold the chopsticks and eat with only a hand anyway. My left held her hand, I didn't want her to leave. I want her to stay right here.
(Y/n) started feeding me spoonfuls of rice. I intertwined our fingers, feeling the warmth of her hand in mine. I try to breathe as I was still crying, she would wipe my tears.
The last time I held her, she was cold. Her body was cold and she started to turn gray. (Y/n)'s body temperature dropped the moment she died in my arms.
The look she gave me, smiling, blood dripping from her mouth, tears rolling down her cheeks. It was horrible. I remember fainting and losing my sanity when she died.
I finished eating but I didn't move, I only sat here, holding her down to keep her here beside me.
"Yu— Love, stop crying.. It's been three hours since you woke up. I'm alive, I'm right here, I'm not dying." I turn my body to her, resting my head on her shoulder, I continued to cry. "Let's go upstairs.. Ms. Hiremi, please clean this up, I have to take care of him."
(Y/n) made me drink water before dragging me upstairs. She made me lay on the bed, and she followed. I hugged her close, kissing her cheek nonstop.
"Love, can we get married now? Let's build a family right away, please.. I want to prevent everything from happening... I want you to be my wife." I cried, and she played with my hair. I tucked strands of her hair behind her ear. The look on her face was fear and concern.
"I don't know.." I held my face, my tears never stopped, they just kept on going. "Stop crying.. You're eyes will be extremely puffy, Love stop."
"(Y/n), please.. I beg you." I cup her cheeks, biting my bottom lip. I used my elbow to support me as I sat up a little to have a better look of her face. "I love you." I crashed my lips on hers, kissing her nonstop.
I'm being needy and possessive, I want to be. She died because of me, and I lived years in regret.
[lime.]
(Y/n) wasn't fighting back, she let me kiss her. I pulled her up, not once breaking the kiss. I brought my hand to the back of her head, pushing her closer to me, deepening the kiss. I bit her bottom lip, sliding my tongue in her, exploring her to my heart's extent. She stopped me, sucking my tongue.
"I love you (Y/n).." I say through the kiss. She pulls my shirt over my head, bringing her lips to my neck, sucking my bare skin. I groaned when she suddenly sat on my lap, her area rubbing against my covered member. I cup her cheek, bringing her lips back on mine, my hands roaming her body. I smirked realizing she wasn't wearing a bra. I pulled her shirt over her head, crashing my lips on hers once again as I played with her soft mounds.
She lets out a loud moan when I brought my lips to her nipple, licking and flicking it with my tongue, sucking it until it hardened. My hand played with her other mound, pressing, rolling and rubbing her nipple with my fingers. She grabbed a handful of hair pushing me closer to her chest. I pinned her down to the bed, kissing her lips down to her jawline and down to her neck, she lets out a stifled moan as I sucked on her sensitive spot.
"You're wet." I look at her face, seeing her cheeks turn red as I played with her wet clothed folds. I rolled her panties down, thrusting three fingers inside her stretching insides. She moans loudly as I played with her clit, fingering her. "Shh, you're too loud."
This is better than having to screw with someone else.
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I'm in the bathroom, taking a shower. I can't believe we had morning sex, I can't. It's not my safe day, but he came in me.
Yuji actually wanted to take a shower with me saying I might leave him suddenly. I recalled his dream, he married Hina and had children. I died because I obeyed his words?
I went out in my bathrobe, seeing him changing the sheets. He's in his pajama pants, shirtless and sweaty. He sees me and smiles, at least he stopped crying.
"(Y/n), Love.. Are you heading to a party tonight?" I raise a brow at him, he got that right. "Don't go. Felix will take advantage of you."
"How do you know Felix? I never introduced people I know to you." He sighs, hugging me. I look at him with expectant eyes, feeling his lips on my forehead.
"I told you, that nightmare was reality." He lets go of me and heads to the bathroom.
Things were so weird, he knew what I'd be wearing. What would happen, and all sorts of things. He never let me go, holding my hand, switching to hold the right when I said I was sweaty.
The next few weeks he told me more about his story, he looked sad whenever I asked him what had happened to us, but he doesn't answer. Graduation was nearing yet he was still hiding the truth.
"Yuji, tell me the truth."
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(Y/n) said she loves me, she said that. But she's always asking me what happened to us, I can't. Maybe I should? But I'm scared she might leave me.
"Yuji, tell me the truth." She calls me by my name when she's mad. I pout, holding her hands, swaying them left to right.
"(Y/n), promise me first. You won't break up with me, you won't leave me, you will marry me and have a family with me." I started to feel very nervous, feeling my tears build up in my eyes.
"I promise. I love you. I'm just worried, I want to know so I could help." She kisses my cheek and I sigh, pulling her to the bed.
"My father got arrested because of your father, your dad made stories about our company stealing from yours. I pushed you away thinking that you were siding with your dad, then that's when I told you to rot in hell and die.." I bit my lip, remembering the expression she had on her face. "Then, I left. I went back to my family's residence, left you here. Then you lived with your family again."
"Our marriage was called off?" I nodded and she rubbed my hands with her thumbs.
"You starved yourself. You were pale and extremely thin when I saw you at the trial. You were ordered to falsely testify, then you spoke about the truth. We're asked to wed to kill, (Y/n)." She doesn't seem surprised. "Our fathers— parents did dirty work. Then, when the trial took a ten minute break to decide whether my father goes to jail or not... your parents beat you up. You spat blood, until you died, in my arms." My tears fell, she pulled me in and embraced me.
"I know about our fathers' issues, I have evidence. I started looking into them. But the thing about our marriage to kill the other's child, I never knew that.. Between us, everything is real.. I love you."
"I want to tell you that I don't have anything to do with this.. Between us, everything is real."
"I love you, once we get solid evidence.. Let's turn them in, okay?" She says, I smiled and kissed her forehead.
We didn't really notice the first few weeks, but (Y/n) started to become very moody, always craving for food, and she always vomits.
We got her checked up, she took an ultrasound and eventually she was three months pregnant already. I was so happy, if she's going to bear my child, I would be happier than anyone in this world. I love her so much.
I went to school although I ditched most of my classes since I had to take care of her. She tried to go to her classes and ends up always falling ill. (Y/n) said she wanted to at least graduate, to be useful in the future. I tried making her stay at home and she got mad, mood swings.
We had a civil marriage, we hid it from our families, we didn't want anyone knowing. I continued to work on the evidence until we could finally turn our family in.
"Love.." I hear (Y/n) call, turning to see her walking down the stairs. She held on to the railing. I went up to her and carried her to the couch.
"Call me when you need me, with your phone. I'll run upstairs if I have to, okay?" She leaned on the couch, pouting her lips. "Is there something you need? Are you in pain?"
"My father's coming..." My eyes widen at the sudden news. "How will he react once he finds out about this? Love this is stressing me out.."
"I'll take care of everything. Wait for me here, I'll hide all these documents upstairs. Himeri-san, please watch over her."
I gathered all the documents, putting them back in the file folder. I went to the bathroom, and opened the vault, I hid all of them there. I gotta place things where you least expect them.
I looked for the other documents, they're hidden everywhere. I made sure I split them all up in different places, I placed the least useful information in the most obvious vault just in case her father inspects the place.
Her baby bump was still not that obvious, so to hide it from everyone, I also hid the pictures of the ultrasound and our marriage papers. My phone started to ring, he's here.
"Oh Yuji." Her father greeted me with a smile, seeing him down at the foot of the steps. Fake jerk. "How are you both?"
"We're doing great." I smile back, walking to (Y/n) who was struggling to keep herself standing. "Do you want coffee sir?" I would never call you father even if you ask me to.
"Ah yes please."
I told the maids to prepare snacks and coffee for all of us. I helped (Y/n) sit, she's dizzy. She looks extremely pale. I leaned her on me and her father sat across us.
(Y/n) tried her best to look fine, I brushed her hair with my fingers. Her father was eyeing us, I have to tell him one way or another.
"Did I come at the wrong time? Darling you look ill." I looked at (Y/n) and she just smiled at her father. "Are you sure? Or is there something I should know?" I kissed (Y/n)'s cheek turning to her father.
"We have some news." Her father raises a brow at me and I just smile at him. "(Y/n)'s almost four months pregnant." His eyes twitched, don't wanna hear this shit don't you? It took him a minute or so before he answered.
"Well that's great news, I'm glad the two of you are getting along with each other, and now I will now be waiting for my grandchild." His tone was unstable, he sounded disappointed, mad and annoyed. I just smiled.
We discussed a few things, he tried searching around the house. Sorry sir, but you won't be finding anything, except for useless documents.
He found the most useless ones, he was uneasy when he saw files about his company, I just said I wanted to know more about my wife's (fiancée) family.
Her father left and now we're alone. (Y/n)'s resting upstairs, she's asleep probably drained after all the questioning her father did.
Months passed and Graduation came, (Y/n) got to graduate despite the absences. I didn't know she passed her projects though.
"Good morning." (Y/n) smiles, eyes still closed. I chuckle, pressing a soft kiss on her lips and her forehead. "Slept well?" She nodded.
"Chicken soup..." She says as she opens her eyes, she's pleading. "I want Chicken soup.."
"Breakfast in bed or will you eat downstairs?"
"In bed." I kissed her forehead and went downstairs.
The maids said they will cook but I insisted, I want to do everything I can for my wife. I don't want to make the same mistake of hurting her, I don't want to see her die before my eyes.
I love her, and I'd do anything to help her. I want her to feel loved, I want her to feel that she's really special to me. I still hope this is reality.
I went upstairs with the tray of food, seeing her feeling her belly. She's so adorable. I set the tray on the table, sitting on the edge of the bed. I kissed her belly, rubbing it gently with my hands, feeling our baby kick.
"This is reality right?" I ask her, biting my bottom lip as I still felt nervous about this being just a dream. We haven't spoken about my nightmare since then, although this does feel like reality, I'm still scared.
"Yuji, this is reality. Okay?" I smiled and nodded, kissing her hands.
"By the way, we have everything we need to turn them in. I will go later." She gestured me to come closer, planting a soft kiss on my lips. "(Y/n)?"
"We will go."
I fed her and she took a shower after. I hope everything goes well.
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After turning our parents in, our families were all over the news. Social media platforms, newspapers, news channels, everywhere. Our companies went downhill.
With everything going on, Yuji kept me away from the spotlight. I was so stressed out with everything that I was hospitalized for three days. I'm still about three months away from my due date.
Yuji was interviewed by reporters and writers, and we were revealed to be secretly married, also revealing that I was pregnant. I don't know why that was revealed but I guess it was shocking and probably juicy for those reporters since our companies were enemies and that we teamed up against our own family.
"Love, you're fine right? I should've expected people averting their eyes to us. Tell me if you're having trouble okay?" Yuji's a lot more anxious now than before. Well he was always anxious, he's just feeling sorry. I'm not blaming him though. "You don't have to come to the trial."
"I'm fine. I will go, okay?"
He drove us to the courthouse, and when we got there eyes were immediately on us and whispers everywhere. Yuji held my hand tight as I felt nervous with their stares.
I met eyes with my mother and she glared at me, walking up to me. Yuji stood in front of me, still holding my hand, I'm scared of my mom. I don't understand why she's here when she's supposed to be behind bars, why'd they let her come see the trial?
"You fucking child! How could you do that to us?!" The police held her back as she tried to come closer. I felt my heart pound in my chest. "After what we gave you?!"
Aside from my father, mother was also arrested. Only Yuji's mom was innocent out of everyone, she was a slave to his father. His mother supported our relationship and was happy about the baby.
Today was my father's trial, his father's will be next week and the next is my mother's. I met Hina and she's married to Higashiyama, I didn't know that they were a thing.
Hina was happy seeing me pregnant, she hugged me tight, Higashiyama and Yuji became anxious when she was squeezing me.
"L-Love you're alright, right?" Yuji asked and I just smiled, he sighed.
"Babe don't squeeze her again okay?" Hina and I just laughed at the two of them being worried husbands.
There were paramedics in case anything happens, to me or to anyone. The trial started and I felt anxious, my family's on the other side. I don't know how my grandparents are reacting to this.
With the evidence we gathered before the prosecutor did, we got a more solid chance of winning. We were going to win from the start anyway.
When they announced a break for the Jury to make a decision, my mom started yelling and swearing at me again. Yuji covered my ears and wrapped his arms around me.
"You ruined our lives! You fucking useless child!"
I bumped into my grandparents and I didn't know what to do. I was shaking and I don't know what to tell them.
"Darling we're not mad." My grandma says, showing me a warm smile. "We knew the dirty work your father had done, we wanted to stop him. We're glad that the both of you did it."
"Don't listen to your mother, she only married your father for money. We never liked her. I hope the two of you live a happy life with your own family. I approve of your marriage." My grandparents hugged me and I cried.
Growing up I felt neglected. My grandparents never really liked me either, they kind of hated me. Maybe because I was my mother's daughter.
The break was over and the trial went on. To make things short, my father was sentenced to death.
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With everything that's going on, rewriting history, if it is history, everything went well. (Y/n)'s alive and bearing our child, I'm not married to a person I don't love.
The trials were all the same, everyone was sentenced to death. (Y/n)'s happy, she's safe, we're living our lives like how we're supposed to.
A year and five months passed and we now have our baby. I don't remember feeling so happy, I don't remember feeling like this when Taira was born. It's still weird, how everything came to this.
"Where's Nami?" I ask, suddenly I felt arms on my legs. I chuckle seeing Nami reaching up her arms for me to carry her. "There's my baby girl." I kissed her cheek and she giggled.
"I'm hungry.." (Y/n) says, pouting her lips. I have two babies. "Love do you want to eat?" I just smiled and kissed her forehead.
"Ma.. M maa." (Y/n) smiles taking Nami from me, she nuzzled her nose and showered her with kisses, I chuckle hearing Nami giggled. "Dadaaaaa." Nami's smiled and I kissed her nose.
"Love can I have you for dinner?" (Y/n) furrowed her brows at me. "I'm kidding. Maybe."
We all ate dinner and Nami was breastfed. Himeri-san washed the dishes for us, I said I'd do it but she insisted. I went upstairs and found the two of the sleeping. Nami was still sucking milk from her mom, she's half-awake, cute.
I pulled the covers over them, kissing their foreheads. I went to the bathroom to take a shower, smiling to myself knowing that this is reality. I have both (Y/n) and Nami with me and we're fine, they're fine.
"D daaa. Daaa." I suddenly hear Nami calling for me. I got out of the shower, seeing a weird door.
"No."
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The bathroom door to the bathroom in our bedroom wasn't white. Yet I'm seeing a white door, this isn't our bathroom door. This is the dressing room's.
I turn around, seeing the mirror and the outfit I had tried on because Taira made me. I layered the outfit, the coat the sweater. Everything..
I look around and saw my stuff. My coat, my phone, the plain wallpaper I had, the date was the same fuck. I hurriedly changed into my clothes, walking out of the room.
Taira's not out here. She wasn't waiting for me, where is she? No— Why am I back here?
"Oh?" I turn around and saw Hina. "That's a lot of clothing. They suit you." She smiled, the feeling's foreign. "That's a really good set of clothing."
"Hina, are you married?" I ask, holding her by her shoulders. She raises her brow at me.
"Yes?" I bit my bottom lip. That was a dream.
"Babe, did you find what you need?" I turn around to see Higashiyama. "Oh Teru? Wow that's a lot. Did you choose those for yourself?" I looked at the clothes in my hands.
"Wait— babe?" Hina went to Higashiyama and held his hand. They're married. They are. That means she and I aren't together. Tears suddenly fell from my eyes, it hurts.
"Woah why are you crying?" I didn't answer, wiping my cheeks.
"Love did you— Love?" (Y/n). "Why are you crying? Hey.. Love is everything alright?" She's standing before me with Nami, they're here. They're here.
"Da d daaa." Nami frowned, reaching her arms to me. She pouted her lips, her tears falling. "Da daa."
"I thought this was all a dream. I thought everything was just a dream." I placed the clothes in the basket she had, hugging her and Nami tight. "I thought I lost you again."
"Stop crying, we're here. I'm here." I backed away, pressing my lips on hers, it's her. It's real.
"I love you. I love you both.." I took Naki from her and hushed her, kissing her cheek repeatedly to cheer her up. "Come on, let's go and pay for these."
"You like the clothes I chose for you?" I smiled and kissed her forehead. Nami stopped crying, falling asleep on me as I carried her.
I saw the clock, I saw the time, I saw the date. It's (Y/n)'s death anniversary, the same date as Taira's birthday. But the year was Taira's first birthday.
We went and roamed around the mall, Nami woke up and pointed at the toy store. She didn't want anything but a stuff toy.
Nami was hungry, she wanted her mom's milk. (Y/n) breastfed her as we bought things we needed at home and for work. Nami was falling asleep on her mom as she sucked for her milk.
"Nami would look cute in anything, just like her mother." I tell (Y/n) who was looking at baby clothes, she smiled when I said that.
"Thanks.. Also, did that feeling come back? Like you suddenly transported to a random timeline." I hummed in response. "Was that why you were crying?"
"Remember how I told you Taira's birthday was your death anniversary? I took her to the mall, the last scene with her was when she made me fit the clothes. The ones she chose— you chose. Then I woke up in bed with you telling me to wake up."
"From where did you transition back to the dressing room?"
"Last night, at the bathroom. Nami called out to me, then I just saw a different door. It wasn't the bathroom door... then yeah that one earlier." She sighed, kissing my cheek. "I don't know what'll happen to me if you and Nami was just a dream. I wouldn't be able to face the family I had with Hina."
"Love, I promised you, remember? I'm not going anywhere. I'll always be here, we will always be here." I placed my hands on her waist, pulling her closer to me. "I love you." She pressed a gentle kiss on my lips, she tried pulling away but I kissed her back.
"I love you (Y/n). I was given a chance to change what happened to you. Now that we have a family on our own, I will do everything for you and for Nami. I love you."
The past changed.
The present changed.
The future changed.
I married you, and we had Nami. We didn't argue, you didn't die. Our fathers, and your mother was imprisoned, and was sentenced to death. I have you back, you're alive.
I love you with all my heart, 'til death do us part.
To Terushima (Y/n),
Yuji.
done! I'll try to update later too! I hope you guys enjoyed this! see you sweethearts~!