Happy Kuroo Fest! :) There's more hehe.. Also I changed the cover just to notify y'all :3 Anyway, enjoy sweethearts!
**please do note that i tried my best to avoid or sugarcoat things to keep this appropriate. but still y'all need to grasp the situation :3
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I'm staring out the window as I always do, this school year's coming to an end. I somehow don't want to leave yet. Life is kinda crazy and a lot of things have happened to me during the years I've studied in Nekoma.
Middle School, High School... My mom even joked if there was a College division she'd have me enroll there, and if there was I would run away.
My closest friends are already preparing for their college resumes, and some are already interviewed. I don't know why but I'm still lagging behind.
I only have a month left to think.
"Love where will you study?" Kuroo asked and I just shrugged. "Seriously?"
"Then... With my grades I could go to The University of Tokyo, Keio University or Waseda University." I said and he let out a nervous laugh. "Bro you're smart, don't look at me like that."
"Are you bro-zoning your boyfriend?" I smiled realizing that just now. "I'm offended." I hugged him, and gave him the puppy eyes. "Do you want me to bite you tonight?" I blushed knowing what he meant.
"H-Ha? Can you?" He brought his face up to mine, a smirk plastered across it.
"You're getting it." He kissed the bridge of my nose and went to his seat. Shit. When he says it, he means it.
I took out my notebook to distract myself from what he just said.
Looking back on the first page of my notes, I just realized how hideous my handwriting was. I remember not writing anything for the whole break, then my handwriting became like this. But after practicing, I eventually got my penmanship back.
There were other things in my notebook that weren't written by me, but by Kuroo. He does this when he wants to distract me from studying. It's when he's needy.
I rest my head on my desk, remembering what Kuroo said earlier. I can't have this.
Hours passed and it's time to go home, usually we'd go home by 8:30PM because of his club activities but, they don't have any today.
He probably planned this knowing he and I would be going home early today.
"Let's go kitten." I can't believe the amount of nicknames I have. "Love hurry." Stick to one kudasai.
"Wait jeez. Calm your horses." I swing my back over my shoulder and he grabbed my hand and we walked out.
Today he brought me to his place. Well this is just when... things are gonna happen. When he wants them to happen.
When he said he'd bite me, he meant licking and sucking my skin. You already know what that means. I just hope there won't be too much to show— cover up.
We were alone so I guess he had freedom. I don't really know what to think about this, us doing this.
"You planned.. T-This didn't you?" I asked in between his kisses, he slipped his tongue in and now I can't say a word.
"What if I did?" He broke away looking to my eyes, they're full of lust and I can't break him out of that now.
"Y-You're naughty..." He brought his lips down to my neck, licking and sucking my bare skin. "Be g-gentle." He continued to leave kiss marks until he was satisfied.
He was hard and I can't run away now. All you have to know now is that, things happened.
It's cold in his room and I'm tired. He made me wear his sweater, it's huge. It's basically a dress to me. I'm dressed underneath, I can't afford to catch a cold.
"Don't provoke me next time." He kissed my forehead.
"You love me anyway." He chuckled and I fell asleep.
I woke up at 7PM and he brought me home, I of course am wearing my uniform now. I went to my room and took a shower, changing into my comfortable pajamas.
I laid in bed and eventually fell asleep after a few minutes.
The next days, I went to school as usual. Nothing was out of the ordinary. I was still deciding on what University I'd be attending.
I actually want to take Psychology. Psychology has been something that I was always curious of. People said it was difficult, but I still want to go for it nonetheless.
I'm in my room, gathering documents for the college application. I chose the University of Tokyo, it's number one so I chose that place. But if I don't get in then there're other options. I have two weeks left.
"Hmm Psychology..." I blinked slowly as I felt my head spin. "Damn it, I can't focus with my head being like this." I stood and lost balance, I held on to my table.
I suddenly felt my stomach feel weird, and I had the urge to vomit. I rushed to the bathroom and vomited. I felt my head bang, and my eyes are burning. I held my forehead and no I don't have a fever.
I went back to my room, and I decided to call my mom.
"Mom, I feel sick?"
"What do you mean? Do you have a fever?" She seemed like she was panicking the moment she heard my voice.
"N-No, my head's spinning... My body's weak, and I feel like I want to vomit— every o-other minute." I hugged a pillow, I feel bad.
"What? Did you..? Honey. I'll be back soon. Wait for me at the bathroom." She hung up.
I clung on to anything I could, heading to the bathroom just as she told me to. I don't know why she asked me to stay there but, I went because she said I should.
I sat on the floor, leaning my head on the glass wall to the shower. It was the only thing I could lean on. I hugged myself as I felt shivers down my spine, it's fucking cold in here.
Minutes later and my mom arrived.
"(Y/n), I don't know if this is it. But do it." She handed me a pregnancy test.
"Wait no— mom what's this for? You're not telling me?" She kissed my forehead.
"I'll be outside."
I felt tears build up in my eyes. I can't. My mother must be crazy. I felt my stomach again, I rushed to the toilet and vomited.
I looked at the box. Fuck. It's not it. How can she think that it's this? I drink pills— this is incredibly ridiculous!
"Honey, I know you're scared to even try. But do it."
Mom, I don't believe that this is it. I just couldn't. But hearing my mom become so desperate to make me do it, I just have to. She's my mother anyway.
I did as the instructions says. I closed my eyes, before I glanced at it.
Please. please. please.
I gasped, dropping the test. I felt my heart ache, I felt my chest tighten. I dropped to the floor, I can't believe this. I cried and I cried. No, I can't accept this.
"(Y/n)!" My mom went to me and hugged me tight.
"Mom, I-I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." She brushed my hair back and wiped my face. "I'm so sorry, mom. I'm.. I-I'm a huge disappointment." She shook her head and smiled.
"I'm not mad. I'm only worried about you. Your father thinks the same way. I already told him. Calm down." I hugged her tight and cried. "Let's get you to your room."
I laid in bed and I'm still a crying mess. My mom's still beside me trying to calm me down, telling me stories about when she first had me.
My mom revealed that she had me when she was 20. That kind of helped me calm down but I'm still scared. I'm only 18. I can't— I'm scared for life.
Dad came home and he's also here in my room. I hugged mom, trying to get closer to her. I'm scared of what dad had to say.
"Pumpkin. I'm not mad, so don't hide from me. 'Kay? We'll help you." I felt like crying more, dad came up to me and he hugged me. "If you think that I'd kick you out and hate you for the rest of my life— I mean how could I? You're my only child. I love you no matter what happens."
I cried until I fell asleep. My parents— they don't usually get mad but when they do, it scares the hell out of me.
I want to keep the baby. I don't want to kill it just because I'm scared. After all the baby's my child. It doesn't have anything to do with what happened to me. The baby's only a part of the future now.
I went to school as usual, still I felt sick. I wore a thick sweater. I didn't have an appetite— I don't even feel like listening to anyone.
"Love, are you alright? You're pale." Kuroo kissed the top of my head.
"Y-Yeah I am, just not really in today." I leaned my head on his shoulder.
We're outside. We're on a bench just outside the garden. No one really goes here, so it was quiet.
He placed an arm around my shoulder. I closed my eyes. I wanted to be satisfied with this. I don't know if it'll be my last. Tears started falling from my eyes.
"Hey, is everything alright?" I hugged him. "(Y/n), did something happen?" I shook my head.
"I just feel sick, I guess I'm having mood swings." I cried, he pat my back and brushed his fingers through my hair.
"Just let me know if everything's alright."
I can't tell you. I'm sorry.
Hours passed, and it's time to go home. I ran out of the classroom and headed to Kenma's classroom. I didn't say goodbye to Kuroo, I didn't want to.
"Let's not tell him."
Dad said that. I can't just ignore that.
The moment I saw Kenma, I dragged him to the garden. The innermost part of the garden. That place is the most hidden place in school.
I coughed, I felt my stomach ache again. I breathed for air and so did he.
"(Y/n), don't just drag me out without an explanation—"
"I'm... Pregnant." I cut him off, still trying to breathe.
"If you were then why the hell run? That's not good— Wait what?" I nodded and sat on the floor. "Wait, why are you telling me this?"
"Because you're the only one that I could tell this to." He sat beside me and waited until we both could properly breathe.
"Is it Kuroo's?" I nodded. "Did you tell him?" I shook my head. "What?! (Y/n) why?"
"I can't tell him, so please keep this between us."
"(Y/n)— no. You have to tell him. He might've expected this to happen already, he's not the type of person who would not understand the situation. Plus he's your boyfriend." Kenma was concerned and also panicking.
"I can't. I just can't." I cried. His eyes widened at the sight of me crying. "What if he doesn't want the baby to be born? I can't let that happen... So please.. Kenma." I cried on his shoulder. He wrapped an arm around me.
"I get it." I hugged him tight. "But, you have to know what happens next. If you're gonna hide this from him, and if you're just gonna run up to me for the rest of the future, then..."
"I know. I know it already."
That day, Kenma brought me home. Kenma's the only person I could trust with this. I don't plan on telling anyone else.
For the rest of time left here in school, I've neglected him. I ignored him without a warning. I used being sick as an excuse to threaten and argue with him.
"(Y/n), talk to me!"
He dragged me to the back of the school, another secret hideout other than the garden.
"Kuroo can you just fuck off? I'm tired. I'm tired of us." He froze. I'm sorry.. I love you and I'm sorry. I want to hug you, I want to hold your hand. But I can't.
"(Y/n), d-did I do something wrong?"
"Us being together is already wrong. Kuroo..." Tetsuro.
"It's Tetsuro. Tetsuro!" I flinched hearing him yell. "(Y/n), what the fuck happened? Tell me!"
"You don't have to know, because I'm breaking up with you." I walked away but he grabbed my hand. "Just fuck off! I said we're done. Look for someone else." I said and he let go.
I walked back to class, grabbing my things. Today's the last day. Today's also the last day I'm going to ever see you. Today was our graduation.
"Let's take a picture when we graduate."
I'm sorry, we can't.....
Kuroo called and messaged nonstop. I cry every time he does, I want to hear your voice. I want to hear you just one more time. But I'm scared that, when I hear you, I'd hold on to you and I can't ever run back.
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What did I do? What was my mistake?! I can't fucking think of an answer!
(Y/n) and I never argued. We'd 'argue' over the smallest things but that's only a joke and she knows that. What happened to us? What made her leave?
I called. I messaged. She didn't answer. She didn't read. I went to her house and no one was home. No one was ever home.
I looked at my gallery and it's full of her. Nothing else but her. Her smile, her laugh.. Even those random expressions she make, I love them. I love her.
What made you leave (Y/n)? Please talk to me.
I haven't gotten any sleep since she has been neglecting me.
"Don't talk to me!"
"Leave me alone. You're hurting me. Don't ever show up in front of me! Just fucking leave!"
"Just fuck off! I said we're done. Look for someone else."
How can I just..? It happened so fast. (Y/n) please come back and tell me that this is just a joke, a nightmare. Hug me and tell me it's not true.
(Y/n) I love you..
Five Y E A ———— R S later.
I'm back in Tokyo. I moved to Osaka, well my family did. It was a good thing that we had owned a house there. That's where I hid from everyone else.
Kenma would come by sometimes. He does it often. Kenma's been a big help, now my daughters are really fond of him.
I never expected twins. But I was happy knowing that they were twins, at least they wouldn't be lonely.
"Yumi, Yuki!" My daughters are four years old. They're still tiny though. They go to daycare and they really enjoy it there, which I'm thankful for.
"Mama! Yuki's wearing my socks!" Yumi ran up to me crying. I carried her and Yuki was also crying.
"No mama.. Y-Yuki did not." Yuki tried her best to hide her cries.
"Hmm? Come on, to the couch." I reached out for Yuki's hand and she took mine. We went to the couch and I placed both of them there.
"Mama, my favorite socks." Yumi's still crying.
"Y-Yuki d-did not.. I only wear my.." She cried as well.
"Both of you have the same pair of socks." I looked at the and they looked at each other. "Mama always buys two of everything, but do you want mama to buy you different things? If mama buys different things then, Yuki won't pair with Yumi." I explained in the softest voice.
"N-No... Mama don't buy not same things.." Yuki cried and Yumi did too.
"I-I want to pair Yuki." Yumi held her sister's hand. They're so cute! I wonder if I was the same.
"Now.. Yumi you say sorry to Yuki."
"Y-Yuki I'm sorry.. I love you." She kissed her sister's cheek and they giggled despite their cries. I hugged both of them, kissing the top of their heads.
The doorbell rang and there's only one person to come here. I stood and the twins followed behind me. I opened the door and the kids held on to my pants.
"I brought cake." It's Kenma.
"Ni-chan!" They yelled.
"It's uncle." Kenma kneeled down and hugged the twins. "Let's get inside."
The kids usually give Kenma random names. He's sometimes called a cat, uncle, ni-chan, tiger.. But the most hurtful word of all... is dada. It's basically papa.
I sliced the cake placing them on plates. I watched them from the kitchen, Kenma's playing with them in the living room. He's surprisingly good at being... a temporary parent.
"Here." I gave Kenma the plate and the twins ran up to me. "Aren't you busy? You can always just video call, the kids wouldn't mind."
"I'm not here entirely for the kids (Y/n). I'm here for you. I couldn't even get a girlfriend, it's because I have to take care of a friend in need." I blushed, he's right.
"Thanks for always being here for me, and for the twins." I fed the two and they'd giggle.
"I'm here to tell you that, we have a reunion. The volleyball wants to meet. It's a dinner at a Korean restaurant, they're probably after meat. Everyone's asking you to come." I continued to feed the kids, I don't know how to feel about that.
"Mama mama rean resrant (korean restaurant)!" Yumi smiled at me, she wants to go? "Mama mama..." She pleaded, pouting.
"I don't think you could resist that." I chuckled at Kenma's words. "You should come, and bring the kids."
"Is he..?"
"He will be there."
After eating cake, the kids played with Kenma until they were tired. We carried them to their room and they were asleep already.
Kenma cleaned the living room, putting away the girls' toys. I washed the dishes. In other people's view, we may look like a married couple, but that's not the case.
That'll never be the case. I still couldn't move on. But it was me who pushed him away after all.
"(Y/n), I think it's time you tell him." Kenma and I are seated on the couch, watching a random baseball match.
"He hates me, I can't imagine the look on his face when he finds out the truth." I chuckled.
"(Y/n) he's still in love with you. He asks me to drink with him. All he's drunken words are your name."
"When is it?"
"Tomorrow. I'll text you the address. I'll go home now. Be there, with the twins. Text me when you get there, I'll help you carry one of them." He smiled and left.
I turned off the TV and went to the twins. I don't think I could ever make an explanation once they see them. They look so much like their father.
Yumi and Yuki, they're complete opposites except for when it comes to fighting. They fight once a month. Sometimes they even argue saying they have different fathers that's why they don't get along.
I kissed their foreheads, and went to my bedroom.
My life after High School wasn't the best. But having them was the most wonderful thing that has ever happened in my life.
I didn't enter college right away, I waited until they were born. My mom had helped me take care of them, my mom loves both of them dearly.
I studied in Osaka, and I just graduated two months ago. Kenma helped me buy this apartment, and now we're living here, the three of us.
The next day, Yumi woke me up after she had a nightmare, she was crying. Yuki went up to me crying because she was scared that Yumi was gone.
I gave them a bath and they played in the water like they always do. I dressed them up, Yuki in pink, and Yumi in purple. They liked their dress.
"Puple!" I laughed. I kissed Yumi's cheek.
"Ping!" These girls.
"Mama will take a shower, and dress herself up. Mama will be pretty."
"Mama is pretty!" They warmed my heart. I kissed their cheeks and went to take a shower.
I'm finally done getting ready. I grabbed all that was needed, their bottles, bibs, everything. Well the rest's in the car.
I carried them both to the car. They had baby seats so I can be at ease.
I drove to the address Kenma sent me. It was kinda traffic so I feel like we're late. I looked at the mirror and saw the twins sleeping, they're tired already.
I parked outside the place and messaged Kenma to come. After a few minutes he's finally here.
"Is everyone there already?" He nodded, I feel nervous.
"You'll be fine." He carried Yumi, and I carried Yuki.
They booked a private room, I'm happy about that. At least the kids won't wander around the place.
Kenma opened the door and entered first. Just loke he said, everyone's here.
"(Y/n)-san?! The babies???" Lev asked and was immediately smacked by Yaku. Yuki woke up and saw the amount of people inside the room.
"M-Mama!" She cried, Yuki's not used to having many people around.
"Yuki, they're mama's friends." I said and she looked at them again. She hid her face on my neck.
"Yumi, wake up." Kenma said gently and Yumi woke up. "We're here."
"Dada..?"
"Dada?!" Everyone asked in unison, I feel like I'm gonna die.
"No, he's not.." I let out a nervous chuckle. "Yuki, Yumi be kind." They looked at me and they smiled.
There were already high chairs, I'm surprised that there are even some in this place.
"I'm Yuki! I love ping!" She smiled and showed her dress.
"I'm Yumi! Puple!" She giggled and everyone's in awe.
"I'll feed Yumi, you can focus on Yuki." Kenma said and I nodded.
"I don't want to sit yet!" Yumi pouted. "Play mama play..." I looked at Kenma, and he smiled.
"Let's eat first? We'll play after." Kenma said and Yumi pouted. "Uncle promises." He put out his pinky and Yumi smiled. He placed Yumi and Yuki on the high chairs.
They were already grilling meat. It was still awkward for me. He sat only a few seats away from me. I feel so suffocated.
Yamamoto gave me a bowl of rice and I smiled. I backed the kids a little bit so that they won't feel the heat of the grill.
"Say (Y/n), how come Kenma knows? I mean.. he's comfortable with the kids." Yaku asked and I froze.
"I've known since she got pregnant." Kenma answered. "But no I'm not the father."
"How old are they already?" Akane-chan asked. I'm a bit hesitant.
"Yumi and Yuki is four!" Yumi blurted out. I choked on my saliva. "Mama? M-Mama.." She started to cry seeing me choke. Kenma calmed her down.
"Mama's fine." I smiled and she's still not convinced. "Mama's okay, don't worry." Yuki held her hand and she smiled.
"Four...? High School?" Inuoka said and I want to cry.
"Excuse me for a second. I'll just—" Yuki grabbed my arm asking me to carry her. I carried her in my arms. "I'll be back. Sorry." I smiled and went outside.
Yuki was kissing my cheek and that makes me giggle. I went outside the venue and got their bottles. I made milk and the other two bottles were just milk.
I carried the little bag and went back. Yumi was crying again, I guess I really shouldn't leave them just by themselves, one or two left behind and they cry.
"Mama why you go?" Yumi cried and I carried her. They're both in my arms.
"I'm sorry, don't cry now.. Mama's here."
"Dada.." Yumi said. I raised a brow. "Dada?"
"Do you want to eat now? Or do you want milk?" I had to do that to avoid the situation.
"Milk." They answered, I placed them both in the high chair and gave them the bottles.
"(Y/n) I think you should answer and tell everyone who their 'dada' is." Kuroo spoke up, my chest tightened. He looked at me with serious eyes.
"I'll say it later." I said and he stood coming to me.
"It's already obvious, don't hide it anymore." He was teary eyed. He held my shoulders and everyone was looking at us.
"C-C-Can we please.. T-T-Talk about this later..?" I stuttered, my heart is beating so fast that I can feel it beat.
"(Y/n), just answer."
"Let go of mama!" Yuki cried. I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists.
"Fine, you're the father." Everyone gasped and someone choked. I'm sorry guys. "You're their father." I cried.
"Mama don't cry!" Yuki was crying harder, Kenma stood and tried to calm her down. Yumi was also about to cry.
"Why didn't you tell me then..?"
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After High School, I met a lot of people in college. They tried to set me up on dates but I decline every time. I can't date knowing that what happened to (Y/n) and I was incredibly unexpected.
I can't move on from that. I'm still wishing that she'd come back. I'm still dreaming that she'd say I love you. Five years have passed and nothing.
They asked for a reunion. Kenma said (Y/n)'s coming. I don't know how he got in touch with her, but why him?
In High School, I knew that they hung out when she was neglecting me. It hurt me a lot to see my bestfriend and my girlfriend hang out.
Kenma said it was nothing like that and it did seem like that 'til the end— or maybe I just had to believe it was nothing like I think it was.
(Y/n) arrived, Kenma went out to get her. They came back and they were carrying sleeping kids.
No... He can't be.. He would never lie.
"How old are they already?" (Y/n) didn't want to answer.
"Yumi and Yuki is four!" The one in purple blurted out, (Y/n) seemed bothered.
High School..
(Y/n) stepped out with one of her daughters. I continued to eat but then I can't help but stare at the other kid. She's sure to have gotten (Y/n)'s genes. She looks like her. But the color of her skin, the eyes and the hair.. it was nothing like (Y/n)'s.
That struck me. I'm the father.
That time when she was sick, when she cried to me, she was already pregnant. I didn't even notice that.
"Why didn't you tell me then..?" I cried, it hurts so bad. The kids grew up without me, (Y/n) had to suffer alone.
"Let's continue this later, okay? I think the kids are pretty scared." Kenma commented and I let go of her.
After eating and talking about random things, it was time to go home. I only took a cab since I felt lazy. I didn't want to drive today.
(Y/n) let me come with them to their apartment. (Y/n) carried Yuki and I carried Yumi, we placed them in their baby seats and I said I'd drive.
(Y/n), and the twins fell asleep.
The GPS had shown me the way so it was fine even if they slept. I let them be.
We got to the apartment and, we placed them in bed. (Y/n) said she'd have them change if they wake up.
Now we're in her bedroom.
"Let's talk... please?" She sat beside me, and hugged her knees close to her.
"I.. I got pregnant two weeks before graduation. Dad told me not to tell you— actually he made me choose, but I chose not to." She chuckled despite her tears. "I was scared, you might've said no.. I didn't want that happen."
"(Y/n) how..? Why would I? They're my children, I would've taken responsibility. (Y/n) you should've told me from the start."
"I was scared. I couldn't bring myself to tell you. That's why.. I-I told Kenma. He helped me. The kids, they grew up knowing Kenma. I always wished it was you, how life would've been different for us." I hugged her.
"(Y/n) I told you before, I love you no matter what. Of course that includes the children. (Y/n) I have searched for empty answers for years. Asking myself why you left me, why you broke up with me."
"Yumi always looks for you, she looks for her father.. That's why she tries to call Kenma, dada. She said that if she say that maybe she could feel and find out who her father is. It broke my heart, I wanted to find you sooner. But I couldn't." I cupped her cheeks and wiped her tears.
"(Y/n), from today onwards, I'm going to be responsible for the three of you. I'm not letting you go ever again." I kissed her and she just cried. "I'll be moving here, okay? I'm going to help you, and I'm going to be here for our children." She kissed me, her lips were trembling.
"I'm sorry.. I love you. I really really love you." I hugged her tight.
(Y/n) finally calmed down. She said she'll take a shower, and after changing she laid in bed and fell asleep right away.
I drove to my place to get my things. I went back and forth, I don't even care how tiring that was. I brought everything necessary.
I carefully fixed my things here. I know she doesn't mind.
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I woke up and I felt arms around me, I teared up seeing him asleep by my side. I kissed his cheek and stood. I went to the closet and his things are in here. He moved overnight...? I frowned, he must be tired.
I took a shower and, as I was in the shower. I heard one of them cry, they still sound exactly alike so I couldn't tell.
After I finished, and was completely dressed, I headed to their room. But there was silence. I opened to see Kuroo carrying Yumi in his arms.
"Mama, I found Dada." She smiled, but she was still resting her head on his shoulder. She knows it.
"You're awake." Kuroo kissed my forehead. "I should wake Yuki up." I shook Yuki a little and she started crying. "Mama's here, wake up sleepyhead." I carried her and she calmed down.
"I want Dada." Yuki backed a little and looked at me with sparkling eyes. "Dada.." She was about to cry when Kuroo took her from me. I am jealous.
"No one wants mama?" I asked and the girls chuckled and so did he. "Mama's sad." I frowned.
"Don't be sad." Kuroo kissed me and I still frowned. "I'll give them a bath and I'll get them changed. Don't worry." He kissed me again and I gave in.
I cooked breakfast for everyone. I also prepared milk. Coffee for him and me.
I set the table and the twins were just in time. They looked so happy to play with their father. This is the sight I've longed for.
"Come on, let's eat. Just take a shower after." I smiled at him and he just nodded, he carried the two and placed them on the high chairs.
"I'm starting to think they got your height." Kuroo joked and I smacked his arm. "I'm saying it's cute." I rolled my eyes at him.
The kids were excited and they said they'd eat without our help and they did. They're enthusiastic because of their father.
We brought them down and they played in their room, it's just the two of us now.
"You moved in last night? I must've been so tired to not notice." I drank from my coffee and he laughed. "I'm sorry, again.. I hurt you so much back then. Swearing at you when I normally don't."
"I was scared back then.. I must've done something incredibly wrong. I blamed myself a lot. I couldn't bring myself to blame you because you always have your reasons." He placed his hands on my waist and kissed the top of my head.
"I love you. Then and now." He kissed me softly on the lips.
"Well then, let's get married and have you become Kuroo (Y/n)."
GAAAAH FINALLY DONE! There's still one more Kuroo but I'll write that once I wake up. I hope y'all enjoyed this hehe good mornight sweethearts! <3