Brave Not Perfect- Formally:...

By IAmBraveNotPerfect

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Darling, to be Perfect Is simply not real. True tellings of domestic abuse in poetical form. This is the t... More

Warning: PLEASE READ
Introductions
Some facts
Thank you
Who will listen to you
Just a spoonful of salt
A girl made of coal- part 1
A girl made of fire- part 2
Those monsters we kiss
Diary dust
Butterfly promises
Gorging on girls
I'm no princess & the pea
My bf built me a fairy house
Fairy Tales
Run
Not scared of me are you?
late night lawn conversations
A Lock, A Key, A Locksmith
Why do I return to you
You
This isn't love
Hairbrush hopes
listen
Love me seeds
Those hardy shade growers
Dry up
Muscle
Stop living in fairy land
The wind
How do I write this trio
Sometimes I wonder
Feed
When you love the hated
Step 3: Isolation
Welcome home
Rope
chocolate eyes
A message to herself
Two for the price of one
Throw me to the wind
The beginnings of building
Fairyland forever
Fortresses take a while to rebuild
mental health awareness month
Very clear videos
Craft paper voice
Please
A witch
please #2
The courtroom
Travelling
Grey sunbathing
Exploring paper cuts
Blister splinters
Ghost, leave me alone
Stepping on shadows
Carry on
Looking for heartbreak
My poetry
Trusting takes time
Fitting
Bedtime Stories
Drown. Me. Again.
Succumbing
Can you predict a shipwreck?
You belong
Pre-packaged dolls
For the girls with ink tears
She's gone & it's 4am
I dug my own grave
I admire poets
cyber awareness week
You don't get me
A Revelation
Sod off
Your poems
Tinder
Dedicated to generation Z
I wish I said thank you Dad.
Oh insecurities
What kind of gardener are you?
Sending flowers
How did we get here?
A staring contest with the devil
10:45pm
Pulling petals
Hold me poetry
Sheets are not a shield
New message
I'm not 'that girl'
My mind's a liar
My minds a library
Believe me I want to
Weather update
Wild wondering
Ghost hunt
Butterflies arising
Star letters
The sand collecting girl
The page turning girl
Light me up
90 poems later
remember
How?
Why
Not yet
ghosting
Trust me
Misplaced
wanting to be heard
Reporting is never easy
A message to myself
Stop judging
Beauty
The year(s) I live
The poet painter
Soul Merge
A prison life
head & heart dance partnership
How will this end?
Perspective
"Healing"
"Healing" & Healing
Through The Looking-Glass
Once upon a time
what you told your parents
This is a girl's choice
Warning#2
My 2019 Christmas
Swing Swing
mother knows best
I wish someone told me
7/10
Do we know what we want?
A white pill
will you?
can we?
Point one of a chance
I understand now
Have a little respect
Ice Mother
Note to self 3
Forgiveness
Freedom is not easy to find
The left behind
What I dream of
I found a Mother
Seeking
I'm an earthquake girl
No Trust
Seeking company in lies
Soar Darling
A "Book Life"
words can murder
Justice will come
the weak hurt the strong
Dear
To Fairy Heidi
the last note to the deadfriends
The first day of my free life
no plan? no worry!
to be human
a warning to a girl I knew
No nutritional value here.
Rent-Free
Eviction Day
This is not forever
Jigsaw pieces
Soul & Bone Home
Dear Heather- I will not try to kill myself again.
A Fairy-Garden Life
Soul-Seeds
Truth
No hushing
Dear brave readers
Special thank you

~The End~

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By IAmBraveNotPerfect

Well hello everyone, -awkwardly waves- yes I'm still shy with talking to you wonderful readers!

I'm lost for words really. 14k reads, floods of beautiful comments and messages. That has set me off crying again!

This chapter marks the end of this poetry book. It began as I'm No Perfect Poet and has evolved through my life, emotions & experiences into: I'm Brave Not Perfect. I believe with everything- this title has become far more fitting, not only for myself but for others within my life.

This book really does contain the truth of my experiences of life so far, some I wrote as events were happening and are therefore incredibly raw.

This book has covered child abuse, sexual abuse, later domestic abuse, rape, choices, parent abuse, bullying, abortion, self-harm, suicide and also beautiful moments, such as falling in love, self-love, empowerment, strength, friendship and forgiveness- all sprinkled with fairies, of course.

This platform has very honestly been a lifeline. It has helped me express every part of me, which otherwise would have remained hidden and mute. I know this platform provides a voice for so many & I am thankful that people have taken time out of their lives to follow me through my own journey.

I am saddened to part with this book, as it is like parting with my memories, with parts of my soul, it's like parting from a kind of home. ...but this novel in my life has to close and now feels like the right time- I have found my fairy tale end to this poetry book & it was in finding my partner, forgiving my friends and beginning building my home- & yes I will be putting fairy themed objects and wallpaper everywhere I can!

I deserve to begin a fresh, new, magical part 2, as do we all.

I send my love, well wishes and prayers of safety to all.

Take care,

Lowena, aka

Lowy- The Fairy Queen

Xoxoxo

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