Obsession
KIM TAEHYUNG
You hug V's figures tightly, resting your head on his chest.
He keeps on rubbing your back slowly, calming you down with his soothing voice and words.
You were crying non stop since you gain your consciousness. Your eyes didn't leave his wooden brown coffin.
Your heartache. A lot...
Then your eyes switch to the figure of an old lady standing by the coffin.
His mom... She looks so pale and weak.
I wish I could give you such comfort like Jin have ever give to you, Aunt Kim.
I'm sorry.
You keep saying that to yourself. Feeling so much guilt.
If only you went back home together with Jin when he offered you the night before, things wouldn't be like this.
Jin will be working with you at the shop. Play with you like how he used to do.
You already miss his goofiness.
You miss his bad dad jokes.
You miss his rare windshield laugh.
You miss him.... so much...
People tend to say humans will appreciate the person only when the person is gone but not you... you appreciate Jin.
He is like a big brother of yours. He will definitely will be missed by many of you.
"May his soul rest in peace" the priest last words were heard by you.
You look up to V "he really is gone V... Jin is gone..." you start sobbing.
Gripping his black jacket harder. He pulls you closer to him.
"I know angel... I know" he kiss the top of your head. Slowly you let go of the hugs and walk closer to the coffin.
"I am so thankful for your existence Jin Oppa... I'm sorry for not calling you Oppa when you're still here with me. I know you always wanted me to call you that. If only I ever know..." I stopped talking and let my tears drenching my dress.
"I'm sorry Oppa... please fly high. I love you so much" you touch the coffin after placing a white rose on top of him.
Then you felt a light touch on your shoulder. You look to the side and see V smiling softly at you and nodded.
You nod and look back at the coffin "i will miss you Jin Oppa".
You place your index and middle finger on your lips before placing them on the coffin "Goodbye Oppa"
The ride to your apartment was just silent. You lean your whole body on the seat while looking at the window blankly. Your mind was blocked and empty.
Then you felt a warm and light touch on your left palm. You look at the other side and see V's fingers intertwined with yours.
He brought your hands to his lips and kissed on the back of it. He rest both your and his hands on his thighs, slightly caressing it.
You just smile at his sweet gesture. You feel so lucky to meet him. He makes you feel that the world belongs to you.
Tbh, you kinda have falling in love with him.
He really knows how to give you so much comfort after everything that you have been through in your hard life.
What makes you fell for him even more is he never ever taking advantage on you.
He respects you.
He once told you that he would never do anything to you unless you ask for it.
He really keep his words.
"Are you okay angel?" He finally say breaking up the silence between you two.
You look at him and smiled softly.
"Getting better... atleast"
"We're here" he turned off his car engine and both of you walked up to your apartment.
You unlock the door and he let you went inside first.
"I'm gonna make a quick call. I'll be back in a while" you just nodded. He kisses your forehead and went to the end of the hallway.
He took out his phone and dialled a number. His back leans against the wall. His eyes fixed at your door.
"Hey Chim... how's everything?..."
"oh okay, you sure no one saw you?"
"Okay... I'm with y/n right now"
"Yeah I know. Careful bro"
"Keep me update. Gtg now. Bye"
He ended the call. Poking his tongue inside his cheek. Staring deep at your door, let out a deep sigh before making his way there.
You were cleaning the dishes, when you feel a presence behind you "hey angel".
A soft kiss landed on your bare shoulder as he rubbed your arms slowly.
"Hey..." you smile at him as he rested his chin on your shoulder.
"Can I talk to you after this?"
"Can't you talk now?" You replied to him.
"No. We are going to have a deep conversation and this is all for your own goodness" he says sternly.
"I'll wait for you at the living room" he kissed your cheek and tapped your shoulder for a few times before leaving you in the kitchen alone.
You furrowed your eyebrows feeling kinda confused "why can't he just tell me right now?" You look to the front pursing your lips.
You quickly get the job done. You clean everything and went to the living room.
You saw V calmly sitting on the couch, playing with his phone.
You plops yourself besides him hugging the small heart pillow, he turns his head towards you and let out a small smile.
"So, what is it? The things that you wanted to tell me just now?" You move your body towards his direction and rest your head on the couch headers.
"Y/n..." your eyes fixed on him as you heard him calling your real name for the first time.
"I want you to move in with me. Stay with me" you widen your eyes. You quickly straighten your posture
"what? Why?"
"After the things that happen to... you know... Him. I can't take the risk by letting you live alone here, in this apartment" he holds your hand tightly.
"I will be fine V, you don't have to be worried about me" you smile sincerely as the reassurance that you're going to be okay.
He shook his head. "No angel. You will move in with me. I won't let you live here alone. whether you like it or not you're going to stay with me. I'm worried about you "
"V, I'm gonna be fine. Don't worry about me okay?" You cupped his cheek. Kissing the tip of his nose.
"I'm not asking you angel. I'm telling you. And that's the final. No one knows what is going to happen in the future" his facial expression change.
His voice tone change. He is damn serious about what he says.
You become so annoying when someone tells you what to do or making a decision for you in your life.
"No, V! Now, You listen to me! You're not my brother nor my boyfriend to tell me what to do! This is my house! I'm the one who pay for my rent! And this is my fucking life. Not you."
You throw the small pillow to him and stood up. You rolled your eyes and walked away from him whose eyes widened.
Never in his life someone denied him.
"Y/n!" You keep on walking, completely ignoring him.
"Fuck y/n!" He clenched his jaws, throw the heart pillow on the floor and quickly followed you.
He grabbed your wrist and push you on the wall. Pinning both of your hands above your head.
Both of you stare into each other's eyes. Breathing heavily.
Soon both of your anger turns to a desire. A desire of wanting to taste each other's lips so badly.
Somehow...
out of nowhere...
the little miss brave inside of you suddenly appears...
"V..."
"Hmmm"
"Kiss me... now... please..."