•Benefits• {cash} {boyxboy}

By wedontbelieveinyou

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I kinda wish I was buried six feet under but oh g o d I wish I was buried in your arms. c.d&n.g Book One... More

Benefits •cash• boyxboy
Chapter 1: This Is How It All Started
Chapter 2: Youtubers and Secrets
Chapter 3: Appointments
Chapter 4: It Meant Nothing
Chapter 5: Comfort
Chapter 6: Just Friends
Chapter 7: #Nia
Chapter 8: Lia
Chapter 9: House Party
Chapter 10: Drunk Matt
Chapter 11: Catthew
Chapter 12: The Agreement
Chapter 13: Matt Needs Help
Chapter 14: I Only Want You
Chapter 15: Scrabble
Chapter 16: Trailer Trash
Author Note *Important*
Chapter 17: A Chat With Matt
Chapter 18 : New York New York (Part One)
Chapter 19: New York New York (Part Two)
Chapter 20: Happiness
Chapter 21: An Awkward Situation
Chapter 22: Matt's Thoughts
Chapter 23: An Unexpected Visit
Chapter 24: All Good Things Come To An End
Chapter 25: Hatred
Chapter 26: Matt Is A Bit Upset
Chapter 27: Silver Linings
Chapter 28: Friendship Is Key
Chapter 29: Misery
Chapter 30: Breakdown
Chapter 31: Ever Heard Of The Term 'Anger Sex'?
Chapter 32:Wonderwall
Chapter 33: Mr Mendes
Chapter 34: Mr Mendes (Part 2)
Chapter 35: Roof Tops
Chapter 36: Oh
Chapter 37: Closure
Chapter 38: Petty
Chapter 39: Hope
Chapter 40: A Big Mistake And Some Heartbreak
A quick note
Chapter 41: Exile
Chapter 42: Sting
Chapter 43: Uncertainty
Chapter 44: Mini Grier
Chapter 45: Misconception
Chapter 46: All Or Nothing
Chapter 47: Cartah Stahp (Part One)
Chapter 48: Cartah Stahp (Part Two)
Chapter 49: Me And You
Chapter 50: Don't Go
Chapter 51: Light My Fire
Chapter 52: I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off Me
Chapter 53: R U Mine?
Chapter 54: Little Things
Chapter 55: Dalliance
Chapter 56: I Want You To Want Me (Part One)
Chapter 57: I Want You To Want Me (Part Two)
Chapter 58: I Want You To Want Me (Part Three)
Chapter 59: I Want You To Want Me (Part Four)
Chapter 60: I Miss You
Chapter 61: Just
Chapter 62: Girl Talk
Chapter 63: Something Big
Chapter 64: Coming Of Age (Part One)
Chapter 65:Coming Of Age (Part Two)
Chapter 66: Coming Of Age (Part Three)
Chapter 67: IFHY
Chapter 68: Shutdown
Chapter 69: Not Again
Chapter 70: Back
Chapter 71: Words
Chapter 72: Forget
Chapter 73: Conversations About Nash
Chapter 74: If Only
Chapter 75: Flashbacks
Chapter 76: Plans
Chapter 77: Flights And Goodbyes
Chapter 78: Ponder
Chapter 79: Angry Cameron
Chapter 80: Love Is A Laserquest
Chapter 81: That's Where You're Wrong
Chapter 82: Teddy Picker
Chapter 83: Breaking Point
Chapter 84: Since Forever
Chapter 85: Just For A Day
Chapter 86: I Would Do Anything For You
Chapter 87: Your Love Will Tear Us Apart
Chapter 88: Still Take You Home
Chapter 89: One For The Road
Chapter 90: Pull Yourself Together
One
Chapter 91: Wedding Bells
Chapter 92: Bittersweet
Chapter 93: Late Night Conversations
Chapter 94: What Came First The Chicken Or The Dickhead?
Chapter 95: Under Pressure
Explanation
Chapter 96: And I Swear I Don't Have A Gun
Chapter 97: I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Chapter 99: Tick Where It Hurts
Chapter 100: Epilogue
Ending Notes and Alternative Endings
Soundtrack
We Need To Talk
Asking Me Personal stuff

Chapter 98: It's A Bad Religion

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By wedontbelieveinyou

3rd Person POV

Taylor Caniff and Shawn Caniff stood on their balcony, over looking California. Things were peaceful, things were good.

Their marriage was good, although they had surpassed the honeymoon phase of every relationship. They did fight often but it was always resolved, always.

As far as they were concerned, life was good.

Taylor on the other hand, was starting to feel guilty. He had not seen Matthew since the wedding and that was the last time they had spoken of their brief love affair. Taylor couldn't help but feel incredibly guilty, especially after hearing of Matthew and Carter's break up. It was pretty public, almost the entire world knew about it.

Carter had been caught with Maggie, once again. It was broadcast-ed all over social media and left behind a very broken Matthew.

Matthew had tried to contact Taylor many times but Taylor would ignore him. Taylor loved Shawn, Taylor was married to Shawn and Taylor lived with Shawn. But his mind would sometimes wonder to Matthew. Wonder where he was, what he was doing and if he was seeing anyone new.

The thought of Matthew seeing anyone else was distressing for Taylor. Taylor didn't want Matthew seeing anyone else. He also knew how selfish that was of himself. What did he expect Matthew to just be alone forever? Of course not. He just couldn't shake the feeling off of how uncomfortable it made him feel to see Matthew with someone else.

Taylor would constantly keep an eye on Matthews social media, as creepy as that sounds. The tweets and the quotes that Matthew would post, Taylor knew it was all aimed at him. He kind of liked it, as sick and twisted as that sounds.

"Babe?" Shawn said as he walked closer to Taylor and nudged him.

"Yeah?" Taylor asked while continuing to look out at the horizon.

"You're phone has been ringing." Shawn pointed out.

Taylor quickly snapped out of his trance and pulled out his phone. He looked down to see the contact name.

'Cameron-lil' bitch'

Taylor quickly answered the phone and held it to his ear.

"Cam?" he asked while listening inattentively.

He heard heavy breaths on the other line.

"Cameron, are you okay?" Taylor asked with concern. Shawn raised an eyebrow and moved closer to Taylor.

"No." Cameron said in a hush whisper.

"What happened?" Taylor asked with concern.

"N-N-A-A-SH." Cameron cried out on the other line.

"Cameron what happened?" Taylor asked again, now even more concerned.

"Nash... Nash is dead."

Taylor dropped the phone and the sound of the screen smashing into a million pieces was heard.

Taylor immediately fell to the floor and started sobbing. Shawn quickly rushed over to Taylor and pulled him in for an embrace.

"Taylor what did he say?" Shawn asked as he squeezed Taylor.

"Nash is dead." Taylor whispered.

Shawn got up and started walking backwards. "You're lying." he said while shaking his head.

Taylor got up and stomped his foot. "The fuck would I lie about something like that Shawn!" he yelled.

"HE CANNOT BE DEAD!" Shawn yelled.

"We need to go." Taylor said while picking up whatever was left of his iPhone.

"Where?" Shawn protested. He still had not fully taken in what had just happened.

"London. We need to go to London. And we need to go now." Taylor said while walking back into the house.

"We cannot just pick up and leave Taylor!" Shawn screamed as he followed him.

"Nash is fucking dead! We need to go and be there for Cameron! He is in a state! What if he does something stupid Shawn! Fucking hell! Go pack now! I need to call Hayes!" Taylor yelled while he ran downstairs.

Shawn let out a shaky breath as he quickly ran to his bedroom and began packing for himself and Taylor.

Taylor paced downstairs while pulling up the home phone as his cellphone was completely broken.

He quickly dialed Hayes' number and waited.

"Fuck Hayes pick up!" Taylor uttered as he wiped the tears form his face.

"Taylor?" Hayes said in an odd tone. Taylor couldn't tell if he knew or not yet.

"Hayes." Taylor let out.

"You okay?" he asked.

"Fuck." Taylor muttered out. He didn't know.

"Meet me at the airport in twenty minutes. Have your passport ready." Taylor said while trying to regulate his breathing.

"What why?" Hayes asked with a confused tone.

"JUST FUCKING MEET ME AT THE AIRPORT HAYES! DON'T FUCKING ASK! BRING YOUR FATHER WITH YOU!" Taylor yelled into the phone before slamming it back down.

Taylor rubbed his forehead as he ran back upstairs to find Shawn almost done with the packing.

"I'm calling a cab." Taylor muttered while pacing again.

"You need to calm down Taylor." Shawn said while zipping up their bags.

"Nash is fucking dead how do you expect me to calm down. You didn't hear what Cameron sounded like. He sounded off. And I am NOT loosing another friend today, do you understand me?" Taylor yelled while grabbing the bags and rushing back down stairs.

Shawn wiped the tears from his face and followed Taylor.

Taylor quickly locked their house and walked outside, setting down the bags.

Shawn quickly engulfed Taylor into a large hug.

"Hey, listen to me. It'll be okay." Shawn muttered into Taylor's ear.

Taylor pulled away and shook his head.

"That's the thing Shawn, no it wont."

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