Lauren's pov
I feel numb, I feel unwanted, I don't feel love in my heart I feel nothing..
My phone Ping
I got a dm from a kid named Noah schnapp
Noah
Lauren
Hi Lauren right?
I'm Lauren ur Noah?
Yes, this is weird but..
But?
Wanna be my friend?
Oh sure I guess
Yay, let's ask questions to each other !
Okay fine..
Who's ur crush ?
I had one but I don't like that person anymore that persons a dick!
Oh I'm sorry for you laur
Awe that's a cute nickname!
We talked till the morning more and more and I think my feelings for payton are gone.. but I think I'm starting to fall for Noah instead.. I don't wanna kill myself anymore..
Wait what.
I DONT WANNA KILL MYSELF anymore...
Noah schnapp saved my life..
The next morning
I woke up.. I remember Noah wanted to meet up.. I'm really excited...the first time in a whole ass time I'm excited in something.. Noah is changing me so much I'm happy he dm me..
I showered and got some colorful clothes from when I was happy ⬇️⬇️
I was wearing this cause I felt like those colors I felt happiness with Noah he's so nic- I think I'm falling for him..
I grabbed my phone and scrolled on YouTube and watched some hypehouse videos and all.. there really fun and I started to watch Emma chamberlain
While watching I got a text
Hey Lauren, wanna meet in 20 in Starbucks at the hollow beach?
Sure, I'm coming see you there x
Okay cool xx
I'm so happy I'm going to see Noah!! I opened my room door and walked downstairs to see everyone standing there and looking at me with worried expressions.. "hey guys" I said smiling "L-Lauren how are you?" John ask terrified "I'm great why are y'all looking like that at me? Did I do something wrong?" I said "no no no ur fine.." Nadia said looking at me with tears "well I gotta go.." I said and then Anthony said "where!" And then Hayden said "yea where are you goin Lauren " "meeting my friend.." I said weird "who's ur little friends?" Payton ask clenching his jaw "well it's a boy " I said and they all looked at me "what boy?" Avani said "I gotta go I'm going to be late!" I said and then heard Annie screaming "so it's a date?" I laughed and said "maybe"
Anthony pov
When Lauren walked out Smiley and colorful I was shocked we all tough she was gonna commit suicide today.. "what in the world just happened.." josh said, I looked over at Johnny and saw him smiling thinking and whispering "this never happened... she's truly happy now" we all looked at John "but how ?" Payton said "maybe that person she's gonna meet helped her out.." avani said "yea what if that person gave Lauren so much advice that she changed her mind" kio said "but Lauren never changed her mind" nadia said "unless the person is the most important person now in her life.." John said "what do you mean by that?" Addison then said "Lauren believes in love at the first sight..what if last night before she got to sleep this person accidentally texted her they began to talk and Lauren began to realize she doesn't wanna loose that person.. so she changed her mind cause her feelings are controlling her own mind.." John said smart " that's so logical John!" I said giving him a high five.. "but I tough she liked Payton.." avani said "well she did- I mean yea I tough that" I said that by accident now everyone was looking at me... "what do you mean she did.. " Payton said nervous "well we were talking in her room one day and I asked her who's ur crush and she was like Payton and then I said but he has a girlfriend back home.. she started tearing up she run out of her bedroom and was saying to y'all why is everyone lying to me.." they all were now looking at me "Payton you have a mother fucking girlfriend!" Annie said "no no we broke up cause I looked at her page and saw that she sended Lauren a message saying Lauren should jump of the bridge and all.." everyone was looking at Payton "WHAT?" Carson and Brynn walked in the house "what the hell are y'all talking about and we're is Lauren!" Brynn said sad. "So you wanna say The day you guys were at the mall Lauren got a very hard dm and she didn't took it well cause that was the day she started being the old Lauren all because of one dumb dm.."I said everyone looked at Payton... he had tears in his eyes "yea" he said nodding "but wait wheres Lauren" Brynn said "Lauren came walking down the stairs in colorful colors she said that she was going to meet someone.. so we think that person was helping Lauren last night and she never changed her mind unless that person means allot towards her.. so we think she likes the person and that she changed her mind cause she really likes him..." I said Brynn and Carson looked at each-other and hugged so tight "that means the person saved her life.." Carson said
Lauren pov
I'm so excited I'm going to meet Noah at Starbucks I came in and ordered and sat down at one of the booths.. I was looking at my phone while someone sat next to me "is this seat free for me" the person said laughing I looked up and it was Noah I smiled and hugged him and said "always" he ordered his drink and we sat down "ur eyes are so pretty emerald green" Noah said looking at my eyes "I love ur brunette eyes too" I said looking back "let's go to beach to some pictures and have fun" Noah said grabbing my hand.. I nodded and smiled.
We walked towards the beach.. and a group girls asked for Noah and me a picture..
We were done and sat at the beach..
"So ur famous Noah?"
He nodded and said "well do you watch Netflix? "
"Everyone watch Netflix"
He laughed his laugh is adorable
"Well thanks Lauren for the compliment and I am a actor in stranger things"
"Oh I said that out loud.. but I used to watch that.. it got scary so I stopped.."
"We need to watch it together laur!!!"
"Sureeeee today would be fun if you have nothing to do?" I said smiling towards him..
"Yea absolutely.." he said looking at me.. "let's make pictures now!! ". Noah said I nodded..
"Lets get to my house you could meet my friends and we— omg let's buy matching hoodies and face masks!!!!!!" I said jumping up "okay okay let's go fast don't wanna stay up all night watching stranger things" we laughed
We got to the mall and bought everything we needed and we got into my car and drove by Starbucks to buy a drink and a stranger came up to us and said I made a adorable picture of y'all I'm going to send it to you guys, we smiled and thanked her for the picture and then a girl came up to us saying she made a cute Polaroid and she gave it to us and we thanked her..
We got to the house before we stepped out of the car I decided to post our pictures..
Liked: 1.000.00 c: 2.000.00
Laurenorlando: where cute or whateva 💞
Noahschnappersss: omg so cute!!!!
Laureno:I ship!!
We got out of the car with our stuff and all and we walked in my house laughing..
Anthony pov
We all got a notification "laurenorlando posted something after a long time" before we could click on it the house door opened.. we could hear laughing from Lauren but from someone else too.. we all stand up and saw Lauren and a boy getting there shoes off "hey Lauren!" Annie said "hey Ann's, hey guys meet Noah.. Noah meet my friends!!" Lauren said excited we all said hi to each other and Lauren and 'Noah' went upstairs with shopping bags I then looked at the group and Payton clicked on Lauren's notification.. we then saw really cute pics of Lauren and that boy.. " omg there so cute I ship" Nadia said jumping up and down clapping " then John looked at Payton "well payt I think you need to move on.." he looked really sad..
Lauren pov
We walked into my room and sat on my bed "well Lauren ur room is full of darkness.." he said grinning "well yea I used to be sad all the time.. yk you saved my life.." I said with tears "how did I do that.." Noah asked seriously "you know uhm yesterday I was planning to kill myself today.." I said now crying.. "omg Lauren are you okay?" Noah said while hugging me tight I feel so save around him.. " I'm okay now.." he smiled at me and wiped my tears away I stared at him and we leaned in.. and before I knew it our lips met.. we were making out.. we pulled away searching for air.. that kiss was amazing I felt a hundred butterflies run trough my body "I'm sorry if you didn't wanted to kiss me-" I kissed him again.. and pulled away "it's okay I like you.." he smiled and hugged me.. we started grabbing our matching hoodies and sweats and we wear it and we walked to my bathroom and started doing face masks.. I made a picture and posted it
Likes: 2 mil c: 4 mil
Laurenorlando: my hot guy bestfriend❤️
Noah schnapp: were so cute laur
I know we are💜
We got our masks off and we started watching stranger things.. we fell asleep and we cuddled.. I woke up with Noah touching my hair and staring at me "hey goodmorning bubss" I said happy he laughed and we started brushing our teeth's I wore his hoodie from yesterday cause that hoodie was soooooooo pretty and I grabbed one of Johns hoodies and gave it to Noah and we went to Starbucks nobody was awake so we got away.. we came there and I saw a flower path.. saying Lauren will you be mine.. I looked at Noah and he was nervous as if I hugged him and pecked him on the lips and said "yes I will" he smiled so widely and hugged in the air.. people were clapping and all and we took a picture to announce that we're together..
Likes: 3 mil c: are off
Laurenorlando: babe❤️
And he posted the same..
We saw Annie and Hayden and we went shopping with all of us..
Some girl made a picture for us I then posted it
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Laurenorlando: nobody told me it was a double date?
Loloorlandooo: double date?????
Noahschnappers: there dating??????
Annieleblanc: were so cute
Anniegrace: I love her friendship with Annie
Hayden and Annie has to go To a appointment while Noah and me went to his neighborhood so that I could meet his friends.
We got to his house.
"Ur house is gorgeous Noah" he smiled at me and we went inside.. I saw 2 girls and 2 boys.. I smiled and they then said "hi I'm Millie ur Noah's girlfriend right? He talks about you allot.." I laughed and looked at Noah seeing him blush "I'm Sadie and ur so pretty!" "Aww thanks I love your hair Sadie and Millie ur so beautiful!" I said and they smiled "hi I'm Finn, and Noah's bestfriend we miss one boy but he is with his family this month.." I smiled and then the last boy spook "I'm gaten" "hi guys I'm Lauren and I'm Noah his girlfriend " I smiled at them they smiled back.. "let's watch a movie or get to know eachother.." I said soft they all smiled and we walked towards the seats and we talked..
Millie and Sadie are so nice.. we took a really pretty picture of Noah and me so that was really cute.. then Annie called me.. "hi Annie.." everyone looked at me "can you come home dinners ready.." "wait one second" I muted my phone and looked at them "wanna have dinner with my friends?" I ask smiling they all nodded "yea sure but I'm bringing Noah's friends too" I told Annie she said "more people the more everything is more fun" i laughed and hang up.. we got to Noah's car and drive to my house "laur ur house is precious" I smiled and thanked Millie, everyone introduced themselves towards the other when we came inside we all ordered post mates.. it came and it was the guy who always brought my food from the window "hey Brody how are your kids Isabelle and symphony?" I asked him "there great thanks for asking Lauren" "how is it with the boy you liked?" Everyone looked at me and Brody "well he's my boyfriend now!!" Everyone looked shock except hannie and Noah and his friends "awwe I knew my advice would help.. we'll here's your food" he handed me the bags and I waved him goodbye and told him that I could baby sit his kids for free sometime and he thanked me i closed the door and everyone looked at me "how did you know him so well?" Carson asked "you see Lauren here used to be sad as we all know and she used to order like 8 times a day food towards her window and that's how they became bestfriends cause that guy always brought her food" Anthony said almost laughing everyone laughed and we started eating and talking I then posted the picture of Noah and me
Likes: 5 mil c: off
Noahschnapp : I'm in love for the first time.
Likes: 5 mil c:off
Laurenorlando: I love him and he is the first one I ever loved.
That's when it came into to me we posted the same thing.. he loves me and I love him.. everyone got a post notification of Noah and mines post everyone straight forward opened it and I could feel them staring at Noah and me.. someone stand up and hugged Noah and me "I'm happy you found the one laur" Carson said hugging us both I smiled "since everyone almost here has someone I wanna announce something, I know who the baby daddy is from Kenzie her kids.." I said.. everyone looked at me "wait what!"everyone said standing up looking at me "you see guys.. she said only two people knew that were Payton and josh OUR Payton and josh" they all now looked at them.. I grabbed my phone and it ringed ones and Kenzie picked up "mackenzie" I said soft "Lauren what's wrong?" "Please tell everyone who's the dad please" she signed "am I on speaker?" Yes" " baby daddy is the one person I love the most the person that I dated for years the person where I'm still love.. John I love you and I miss you and you a-a dad.. I'm sorry I never told you and I'm so sorry i never told anyone else I gotta go love you laur and thanks for calling me a whole weight has gone of me.." she hanged up and everyone looked at John he looked confused, happy, sad everything I one "well since were talking about pregnancy.... IM PREGNANT...." we all looked at the person who said it.. it was
Annie
I sprong of my chair and hugged her but not tight.. "omg hannie I'm so happy for y'all!"
Annie smiled..
Then Payton said "I moved on.." we all looked at him "finally" I said soft what made Annie and Nadia look at me "who's Anthony crush?" Josh asked "Lauren you say it I'm scared" "why does Lauren know everything " kio said "well his crush is... AVANI!!" Avani looked at Anthony and hugged him.. "I've got a Canadian boyfriend.." Addison said soft, we all looked at her "wait what!" I said smiling "his names Bryce-" "Bryce hall?" I said "yea how would you know" "he went missing he was my bestfriend I never saw him.. after senior year.." I said with tears.. they all looked at me.. "Lauren?" Someone's voice said I turned around and saw my old bestfriend "bryceyyyy" I hugged him for a second and pulled away "he then whispered "are you still depressed?" I whispered no he smiled bright he then saw Addison and and hugged her and said hi to everyone.. "we should make pictures" Millie said looking at the rest
We all nodded. "Lauren can I talk to you?" Johnny and Anthony said I nodded we walked to Anthony's room "yes what'd wrong?" Anthony looked at John and said "you cut." Anthony said looking at me "she what.. LAUREN!!" John screamed my name "IT WASNT MY FAULT!" I yelled to him "clearly it was cause look it's dripping on the floor!" John said I looked down and saw blood.. " wth I-I didn't do anything today-" "and yesterday" " I did nothing!" I yelled "and the day before" Anthony said worried "OKAY THAT DAY I DID IT BUT I WAS ONDER A INFLUENCE!" I yelled at them John looked at me "Lauren are you okay?" John said soft "DO YOU REALLY WANT ME TO DAY BETTER THEN EVER CAUSE YEA I FEEL better then ever!" I said loud I looked down and saw that the was more blood on the ground "Lauren ur not okay.." Anthony said " I FUCKING AM OKAY!" I yelled and stormed out of the door walked downstairs grabbed my phone from Noah and he grabbed my hand and saw blood on my hands.. he looked and me and said "Lauren.." a tear came out of his eyes I locked eyes with him and it reminds me I love him to much and then my eyes started getting heavy black dots in my eyes and everything was black and I could feel my lifeless body on the ground dry ground I could hear on last thing and it was "Lauren I love you" and then I saw black...