I need people to keep me grounded,
Don't let me drift away...
I feel a lack of motivation,
And my mind has gone astray...
I want to open up,
I want to tell you everything.
But I want to put it in a cup,
Complete with a lid to seal off my feelings.
It's easier to shut down
And forget about the pain.
It's easier to say "I'm fine."
And not have to explain.
Now I fear that I'm stuck
To eat myself alive.
I have nobody, face to face,
Because I'm trapped inside.
I stare out the window
Wishing for different company;
Don't want to face the grief billow,
I need a new distraction.
I'm confused, and I'm scared,
I don't know what the future holds.
I fear my vision's been impaired
Of everything I thought I know.