•Benefits• {cash} {boyxboy}

By wedontbelieveinyou

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I kinda wish I was buried six feet under but oh g o d I wish I was buried in your arms. c.d&n.g Book One... More

Benefits •cash• boyxboy
Chapter 1: This Is How It All Started
Chapter 2: Youtubers and Secrets
Chapter 3: Appointments
Chapter 4: It Meant Nothing
Chapter 5: Comfort
Chapter 6: Just Friends
Chapter 7: #Nia
Chapter 8: Lia
Chapter 9: House Party
Chapter 10: Drunk Matt
Chapter 11: Catthew
Chapter 12: The Agreement
Chapter 13: Matt Needs Help
Chapter 14: I Only Want You
Chapter 15: Scrabble
Chapter 16: Trailer Trash
Author Note *Important*
Chapter 17: A Chat With Matt
Chapter 18 : New York New York (Part One)
Chapter 19: New York New York (Part Two)
Chapter 20: Happiness
Chapter 21: An Awkward Situation
Chapter 22: Matt's Thoughts
Chapter 23: An Unexpected Visit
Chapter 24: All Good Things Come To An End
Chapter 25: Hatred
Chapter 26: Matt Is A Bit Upset
Chapter 27: Silver Linings
Chapter 28: Friendship Is Key
Chapter 29: Misery
Chapter 30: Breakdown
Chapter 31: Ever Heard Of The Term 'Anger Sex'?
Chapter 32:Wonderwall
Chapter 33: Mr Mendes
Chapter 34: Mr Mendes (Part 2)
Chapter 35: Roof Tops
Chapter 36: Oh
Chapter 37: Closure
Chapter 38: Petty
Chapter 39: Hope
Chapter 40: A Big Mistake And Some Heartbreak
A quick note
Chapter 41: Exile
Chapter 42: Sting
Chapter 43: Uncertainty
Chapter 44: Mini Grier
Chapter 45: Misconception
Chapter 46: All Or Nothing
Chapter 47: Cartah Stahp (Part One)
Chapter 48: Cartah Stahp (Part Two)
Chapter 49: Me And You
Chapter 50: Don't Go
Chapter 51: Light My Fire
Chapter 52: I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off Me
Chapter 53: R U Mine?
Chapter 54: Little Things
Chapter 55: Dalliance
Chapter 56: I Want You To Want Me (Part One)
Chapter 57: I Want You To Want Me (Part Two)
Chapter 58: I Want You To Want Me (Part Three)
Chapter 59: I Want You To Want Me (Part Four)
Chapter 60: I Miss You
Chapter 61: Just
Chapter 62: Girl Talk
Chapter 63: Something Big
Chapter 64: Coming Of Age (Part One)
Chapter 65:Coming Of Age (Part Two)
Chapter 66: Coming Of Age (Part Three)
Chapter 67: IFHY
Chapter 68: Shutdown
Chapter 69: Not Again
Chapter 70: Back
Chapter 71: Words
Chapter 72: Forget
Chapter 73: Conversations About Nash
Chapter 74: If Only
Chapter 75: Flashbacks
Chapter 76: Plans
Chapter 77: Flights And Goodbyes
Chapter 78: Ponder
Chapter 79: Angry Cameron
Chapter 80: Love Is A Laserquest
Chapter 81: That's Where You're Wrong
Chapter 82: Teddy Picker
Chapter 83: Breaking Point
Chapter 84: Since Forever
Chapter 85: Just For A Day
Chapter 86: I Would Do Anything For You
Chapter 87: Your Love Will Tear Us Apart
Chapter 88: Still Take You Home
Chapter 89: One For The Road
Chapter 90: Pull Yourself Together
One
Chapter 91: Wedding Bells
Chapter 92: Bittersweet
Chapter 93: Late Night Conversations
Chapter 94: What Came First The Chicken Or The Dickhead?
Explanation
Chapter 96: And I Swear I Don't Have A Gun
Chapter 97: I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Chapter 98: It's A Bad Religion
Chapter 99: Tick Where It Hurts
Chapter 100: Epilogue
Ending Notes and Alternative Endings
Soundtrack
We Need To Talk
Asking Me Personal stuff

Chapter 95: Under Pressure

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By wedontbelieveinyou

Nash's POV

Cameron and I held hands as we got out of the black and white limo. Stephen was so kind as to have one sent for us.

"Are you ready?" I asked Cameron as he squeezed my hand. "As ready as I'll ever be babe." He said as he briefly kissed my lips.

The paparazzi went insane as they saw Cameron and I holding hands. They were asking so many questions that everything was barely audible. The flashes of the cameras nearly blinded Cameron and I as we walked into the hotel where the party was being held.

"Nash!" a voice yelled, I turned around and was immediately pulled into a gigantic bear hug.

"So glad you could make it!" Chloe said with a smile. She glanced over to Cameron. "Oh so this is the lucky guy! I'm Chloe, nice to meet you." She said politely while hugging him. Cameron smiled, "I'm Cameron." Chloe let out a slight chuckle. "I know! Nash talks about you all the time!"

I looked down and blushed.

"Oh does he?" Cameron asked with a smirk.

"All the time! It's actually very cute! Now come on guys, party's on the roof!" Chloe said while grabbing mine and Cameron's hands and dragging us to the elevator.

"So, are you here alone?" Cameron asked as the elevator door shut.

"No, I'm here with Ethan." She said with a smile and I could sense a slight blush.

"Are you guys like dating?" I asked.

Chloe nodded her head. "Yeah, we have been for a while." She said with a smile.

"How come I was unaware of this?" I asked while chucking.

"I mean we made it kind of obvious, it's not my fault you suck at taking hints." Chloe said with a giggle.

"I do not!" I protested.

"Oh trust me he does!" Cameron added.

I glared at Cameron only to start laughing.

I gripped his hand and kissed him lightly.

"Oh you guys are so cute!" Chloe exclaimed.

"Thanks..." I said with a smile.

"How long have you guys been together?" she asked.

"We'll I would say about three years or so. On and off on and off but that's normal you know." Cameron said with a smile.

I wondered to myself, had it really been three years? Three years since that night that changed everything. I'm glad Cameron and I have come this far though and I'm also glad that I can say I am with him in the end.

"Wow." Chloe said while staring off into space.

The elevator door dinged and it opened to reveal a mass of people.

"I'm going to go find Ethan." Chloe said while disappearing into the crowd of people.

I clutched on to Cameron's waist as we waded through the people. "Wow there are a lot of people here." Cameron commented. "God I feel like I'm in the apocalypse." I said while chuckling.

Cameron and I eventually found some couches way at the back. We sat down and tried to catch our breath.

"Cameron!" a girls voice said. A very, very pretty blonde girl walked over to Cameron. She was tan and bleach blonde hair. She looked like a Victoria's Secret model.

"Skye!" Cameron said while getting up and pulling her in for a hug.

"It's so great to see you again! What are you doing here?" she said. I quickly stood up next to him.

Cameron smiled. "I'm here with my fiancée Nash, he's working on one of Stephens films." Cameron said while looking at me.

"Oh that's great!" she said while smiling.

"I'll see you around okay! Have fun tonight!" she said while walking off.

"Who was that?" I asked Cameron

"Oh that's Skye, we worked on this underwear catalogue for Calvin Klein and Victoria's secret a while ago." Cameron said with a smile.

I nodded. Cameron kissed my cheek gently. "I'm heading to the bathroom okay. I'll be right back." He said while squeezing my hand one last time. I nodded.

I took a seat back down.

I pulled out my phone and it was literally blowing up. There were already pictures of Cam and I holding hands all over Twitter and Instagram.

Some of the feedback was positive while a lot of it was negative. Although, there will always be negativity. I tweeted a few fans and updated my Snapchat story. I also had received quite a few texts from the guys about all the photo's.

I continued to scroll for a while till I realized that Cameron hadn't come back yet. I checked the time, it had been a half an hour. Could the line for the bathroom be that long?

"Nash!" Ethan said as he came over to me. "Hey bro." I said. I wasn't really interested in talking to anyone, I wanted to find out where Cameron was.

"Have you seen Cameron?" I asked. Ethan shook his head, "No, but you need to come! I have something to show you!" Ethan said while dragging me into the crowd before I could respond.

He dragged me for a while till we came to a small door. "Hey where's Chloe?" I asked.

"She's in here and so is Stephen, come on dude." He said while discreetly opening the door. We quickly went in before anyone could see.

The door led to a room, it was filled with couches. The walls were a maroon color and there was a large window that took up almost an entire wall. Stephen, Chloe and a few other people were sprawled out on the couch.

"What is this?" I asked.

"Nash!" Stephen said while getting up. He looked off.

"Nash you've got to you join us!" Chloe said from the couch.

"Join you?" I asked.

"Yeah!" Stephen said while handing me something. I looked and my heart almost stopped.

It was a needle.

Oh god.

I've read about this. Sometimes big time actors and directors take drugs to keep their stamina up so they can film or learn their lines better.

"What is that?" I asked shakily. I full well knew exactly what that was. I couldn't go back to it. I couldn't. I had Cameron now, I didn't need it.

"You know what it is! Now are you going to join us or not?" Stephen asked.

Fuck.

You know, I never really thought peer pressure was a thing but now I do. If I don't take it i will embarrass myself in front of my director. What if he drops me from the movie? But if I do take it then I'll go back to what I was before. And I don't want that.

Resist. Resist.

I took the needle and the contents quickly.

"If you want to do it in privacy you can go to that bathroom over there." Chloe said while pointing.

Thank god.

I nodded and quickly went to the bathroom.

Okay Nash, you don't have to do it. You just have to pretend like you did. I quickly slipped the stuff in my pocket. I waited a few minutes before coming out again.

"How do you feel?" Stephen asked. I just nodded my head aimlessly to give off the impression that I was on a high.

"I'm going to do find Cam." I said while walking out of the room.

I was once again faced with a mob of people. I waded my way through till I found myself back at the couches where Cameron and I had been sitting previously. Cameron sat there on his phone.

"Nash! There you are! I told you not to leave." Cameron said with a pout.

I let out a shaky sigh. "Can we go please?" I asked desperately.

"Why?" Cameron asked.

"Cam please. Can we go. We can have a movie marathon or a sex marathon or whatever you want just please can we go." I said pleadingly.

Cameron raised an eyebrow. "Sure boo." He said while getting up.

I breathed out a breath of relief. I needed to get out of here.

//

QOTD: Opinions on Carter?

-I kind of think he's an asshole that's why he isn't in this book that much. Don't attack me.

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