(I know This happens before the first tasks but I decided to make it during The second task so it will be slightly different to fit with the story)
We made it back to hogwarts. Everyone kept asking me if I was okay and I just nodded my head or responded with a smile and a yes, but in all truths that was lie my life doesn't seem to be getting any better. Just when I thought I could put everything behind me something turns up and the bad thing is I think I'm starting to love someone.
As annoying as the git is he makes me smile more than I have in the past years. He shows me that I can be me when I'm with him. And maybe it's because we both are broken souls but sometimes you need two broken souls to heal each other.
I walk to my room I have been skipping meals lately worrying about Percy hoping and praying to the gods that he's alive. I've been depressed lately too but it's nothing new for me more like an old friend returning for a visit. I've been crying a lot and thinking thoughts know right minded person should think, but what can I do I can't tell my friends because they all have enough to deal with as it is.
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It's been two whole weeks
I decide it's time to get myself together and take a shower and return back to my cold self and make it through life like I always did. I get showered and dressed in a black hoodie and black ripped pants with black vans. I decide to add some light makeup just because.
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I walk into the great hall not caring how people will react to what I'm wearing since I'm normally dressed in my house robes and slytherin colors but not today I'm tired of keeping up with appearances based on what people expect. This is me deal with it.
Ella is the first to notice me and I give her a slight smile and walk over to her. She looks surprised/shocked as the rest of the slytherin house and hogwarts students.
"Oh my god vi your finally out" I just give her cold stare and I can see she's a bit hurt "are you okay vi? I've never seen you dressed so dark and cold"
"I'm completely fine thank you and I'm dressing how I always used to" I can't help but be cold to my friends at least I would be protecting them
"No your not fine you haven't been out of the girls dorms unless it's for classes and you've barely spoken to any of us!" She mad and angry and I understand
"I said I'm fucking fine! Damn get off my back" I slam my hands on the table and I see tears pricking at her eyes so I look away from her feeling my own tears sting.
"What happened to you where the Vivian I know, the one who's always saying dark jokes or being sarcastic but smiling? Where's that Vivian?" I look at her and shrug
"Your looking at her, I only showed you the person everyone wanted to see but I'm tired of keeping appearances you can either take me or leave me that your choice but don't get mad at me for not pretending to be something I'm not" I say harshly but to be fair This is partly true
"You know you may be the most beautiful person to exist but your personality is what made you ugly" she says with a little bit of venom but mainly sorrow
"No!, You would never understand my life that's why I'm being this way I'm being myself that part is not a lie I'm a broken person you can't fix so why do you keep trying" she looks at me with mixed emotions
"Ok not tying to hate you Ella but I have to, to protect you and my friends I'm just bringing you danger" I sob quietly Ella comes up to me and embraces me in a big hug
"You can't just push people away, Malfoy has literally been crying no one has noticed but I have and he pushes people" I can't believe I've put him through this. I never even thought vault how this would effect him.
I laugh a real laugh and Ella smiles
"There's the Vivian I know" she nudges me "okay so what up with the dark clothing though" she says while wiping away her almost dried tears
"What are you taking about I was being serious this is me well partially...but this is how I really dress"
"Well not gonna lie you look hot in that outfit, the style really suits you well it shows off your tough girl image" I can't help but grin at her. Maybe I really do need them.
"Please vivian don't shut us out any longer it's been dreadful it's like since you've been dreadful, everyone else also has been" she looks happy and so does everyone else even though they didn't look this happy earlier
"Yeah I guess it has something to do with the gift Apollo gave me or something" I say witch is probably the honest truth
"Oh.....well I don't wanna piss you off but I think you should talk to Malfoy" I groan "he's probably going to just shove me away or something or scream at me"
"Well I mean can you blame him, the love of his life shutting him out for two whole weeks without any explanation" I gasp at what she says and playfully slap her arm
"First of all I'm not the love of his life and two I know I messed up" she nods her at me "where is he?"
"Last I heard he was in the astronomy tower" Ella says with a bored tone
"Okay thanks el, you've helped through a lot of shit more than you know" I hug her and walk out of the great hall in search for Draco
I go up to the astronomy tower and look to see if he's there but he isn't but then again Ella didn't tell me when she heard that so it was probably early this morning. I walk out to the black lake where I see Harry sitting with Neville. But little did I know that Draco was up in the tree staring down while his goons were near.
"Sup Potter" I say waking up Harry who seems to be having a small talk with Neville longbottom
"Hey Vivian I see your out of your dorm I hope your doing well it's been awhile since I've seen you" I nod my head and sit down next to him "yeah I've been out of it lately I guess but I'm doing fine now"
Harry hugs me and I just sit there with my hand wrapped around legs
"Don't worry Vi you always have me to talk to if you ever need it" I smile and nod
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Draco had watched the whole
Conversation from above them he couldn't believe she would talk to him but not talk to her and The fact that saint potter is trying to make a move on her since he thinks he's not There but Vivian didn't even notice him there
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"What's up with black outfit I mean no offense or anything it's just I'm used to you wearing your robes" I shrug "this is how I always dress when I'm not at school and I'm out and about nothing new"
"Well it looks good on you, really matches your personality and style" I laugh at Harry and this is the last straw for Draco complimenting his girl who does the bloody git think he is?
"Oi Potter" I hadn't noticed Draco until I see him jump down from the tree not to far from us I watch as harry tenses and stands up as do I "what do you want Malfoy?" Harry says with venom
"Me and my father have a bet you see I don't think you'll last ten more minutes in this tournament but he thinks you won't last five" Draco and his goons laugh
"I don't care what your father think he's mean, cruel and vile and your just pathetic" Draco eyes seem to darken and Harry turns to leave and I see Draco point his wand at Harry "I'll show you pathetic"
But before Draco can cats the spell mad-eye moody comes out and cast a spell at draco "that'll teach you caring spells on people's back turned" I look to see draco as a ferret and I can't help but laugh I clutch my stomach to get air and calm myself I see Harry also laughing
And Draco the dumb guy he is even as an animal starts running around Goyle and nott and moody levitates Draco up and shoves him in Goyle's pants who starts jumping around trying to shake Draco out but Draco is biting him.
I calm myself down and see Draco finally found his way out and starts running around so before he can get hurt anymore I go and lift him up and hold him which at first he starts squirming and trying to bite me but I flick him and he stops
I turns him to look at me and I lay him on my chest to rest and little git he is tries to go in my shirt so I have to hold him in my arms "Draco you big git, I suppose this is karma for you" he's shaking so I start petting him and McGonagall comes rushing out
"Don't tell me that's a student" she says with a horrified tone "more like a ferret to me" moody says with a smug look on his face
"I'm certain professor Dumbledore has told you about the regulations of spells and how they are not to be used on students" she seems to very stressed and angry which I see why "yes he may have spoken about that"
Then Draco is turned back into his human self "my father will hear about this you bloody git"
"Your dare threaten me, I could tell you stories about your father that would make your greasy hair curl" he starts chasing Malfoy around the tree who end up coming behind me as a shield and buried his head into me back
"Please don't let him turn me into a ferret" I still can't believe how much have a whining coward Draco can be "alright moody I think that's enough, I think he's learned his lesson, but Then again I bet any person who was shoved in goyle's pants would" Harry and The other people who crowded around start laughing again
"Alright get back to your common rooms I don't to hear anymore nonsense from any of you or you'll have detention for a week"
Some people groan and murmur
I turn around to face Draco who's head is now on my chest and hasn't moved from away at all. "Come on you big baby we need to talk and he's gone now" Draco lifts his head slightly to look around lays it back down "Draco! I'm am not your person pillow and you just want to lay on my boobs now let's go" I say dragging him
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We arrive in the common room and we are the only ones in there everyone else must be in the great hall having dinner well except for a few couples who are off until the corner snogging but they left as soon as we sat down. We sit in awkward silence and recap gets up to leave but I haul him back down.
"Where do you think your going we need to have a discussion" I say looking at the side of his face That has a cold stare
"We have nothing to discuss"
"Yea we do" I can't believe he's still mad after I basically saved him from getting trampled "just please hear me out"
"...."
"I didn't mean to ignore you for these past two weeks okay I know that not an excuse but-" I feel the tears flow into my eyes and I have to take a breather to stop myself from sobbing "-I haven't been in the greatest condition Drac I've been feeling empty and broken you have to understand that these feeling are new to me and I had found out my only family could possibly die for gods sake he's in Tartarus" I'm sobbing now and draco has finally turned around to face me with a soft expression on his face
"I'm not mad at you Vi because of that, I was mad at the fact that you ignored me for two whole weeks and every time I tried talking to you, you ignored me" he wiped the tears off my face but I can see tears of hurt forming in the corners of his
"But what you said do you mean it?...do you really have feelings for me vivian? And don't just give one of those sappy answers of I don't know" his face also my looks desperate for me to say what he wants to hear but the truth is I Think I knew the answer all along but I kept pushing it away because I was scared. Scared of love.
I can't seem to speak so I nod my head but it's not enough "I need to hear you say it V because that's not enough for me"
"Yes Draco I have feeling for you I think I like you and not as friends but more but Draco I'm scared I'm new to this...this isn't my type of thing so I can't promise I won't hurt you but I can promise to be here for you and love you" I say and he loves my face to him where our eyes meet
"Vivian the things you do to me and make me feel I don't care about none of that your just as broken as me and I love you" I can feel the grin on my face at his words and I let our foreheads touch before kissing Draco on the cheek
"Really not even a real kiss? Where the love at Vivian?" He pouts and I laugh he is a git but he's my handsome git
I inch closer to him before leaning to close the space between our lips I can feel his hot minty breath on me face and I'm desperate I craving the touch of him And so is he for he closes the space first connecting our lips that feel like have been molded for each other a perfect fit as you could say.
I break the kiss for air and gasp as air fills my lungs "so what are we exactly Vivian?"
I shrug "what do you want us to be Draco?"
"I want you to be mine and mine only I don't want Potter thinking he has a chance with you because all of you is mine" He can't help but let the truth spill when he's with you it's like his brain shuts off for a second "then I'm yours"
Our lips crash together once again as we explore each other's mouths fighting for dominance which he wins I can taste the mint and apples on his tongue and mouth he trails kisses to my nose then cheeks and makes his way to jaw and my neck there most definitely gonna be a trail of hickeys
My eyes flutter as he find me sweet spot in my neck and attacks it with kisses making me gasp out a moan " ahhhmm... Draco" I tug at the locks of his hair as he trails his kisses all over my neck before crashing his lips back on mine.
"Hey no fair if you have a claim on me I get to have a claim on you" I say before sitting on his lap and attacking his jaw with kisses I trail along his Adam's apple and move to the side of it where I find his sweet spot he immediately let's out a loud groan gripping my hips I leave two more hickeys before pulling away
"There now if Parkinson asks tell her it's from your girlfriend Vivian" he chuckles and hold me and burrys his head in the crook of my neck