I am so sorry i took so long to update, a bunch of stuff went down and I didn't have my laptop for a while but, I promise from here on out the updates will be consistent.
I will update every Saturday which is funny because its Wednesday lol so, I'll update again later this week.
Thank you for sticking around this long and I hope to see you in the next chapter...or not.
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"Sleeping alone is a waste of
sexual talent,"
Bonnie's pov.
It felt like i couldn't breathe, this reality-no this situation stifled me. My thoughts were all over the place, and i couldn't sit still without continuously spacing out. I'm only twenty-three years old, my worthless life hardly began, and now the blinds were forcibly being closed on me.
This man i was expected to wed broke my heart not long ago, and for the longest time, i tried to forget him. The idea of seeing him again made me want to coil up in a ball and wail. He made me feel defenseless, and in this world that was the sole thing powerful enough to destroy the most potent.
Maybe that's why he pushed me away. I suppose we both had to grow up...it's to bad he was the only one who ever did.
Not to long ago, i left my mother's estate in a haze. At first, i thought she was playing a joke on me but, that soon drowned when her expression never floundered. Now I'm thinking maybe i should have waited, and gotten an explanation out of her but, i was all too out of it to reason whatsoever.
It's a good thing she didn't try to stop me...not that i would've done anything, the woman has insane karate skills.
I'm going to have to draw up some kind of plan or at least establish some form of negotiation. I could never live with myself knowing i didn't attempt to get myself out of this. As arduous as it's going to be, i have to make sure he understands he doesn't own me.
It was currently eleven thirty-five and Evie- oh my god Evie, how the hell am i going to tell her all this? How will she even take it?
I forced myself down from the stool, and grabbed my keys, sprinting to my car. It seems all I've been doing lately is rushing but, now i wouldn't know what else to do.
Once i got to the car, i scoured around for perfume because the last thing i needed was for my niece to start worrying about me. I'm not an alcoholic or anything but, i didn't want her to know I'd been drinking. Even though i only had one small glass.
I did.
I chugged down two bottles of water and immediately regretted it after i sensed my stomach cramping up. It wasn't exactly like it would do anything.
Once the pain subsided, i just sat there with my head resting on the steering wheel. Unexpectedly, the tears issued, and were unable to stop, gliding down my face almost effortlessly. I tried to be quiet but, that just made it hurt so much more.
For some strange reason, i felt annoyingly hot in my own clothes. My mind was pulsating, and i earnestly didn't know why. I quickly whipped my tears gone and started the vehicle, clutching on to the wheels so tightly that my knuckles turned ghosty.
The streets were hectic as fuck and traffic which i didn't want to stick around for was gradually starting to form. I strayed away from the main road and took a different pathway, leading just bellow the bridge i was on.
There weren't that many vehicles here so i picked up the pace a bit.
As i rode through the numerous sea of skyscrapers, a heart-stopping memory of mine caught me by surprise and of course, it was about him.
Like blazing hot liquid, i felt another tear glide down my face. Fuck, I've wept more in the past fifteen minutes than i have in my entire life. I huffed out a thick breath, and pulled over to the school, using my free hand to wipe away the lone tear before more had a chance to come. Not wanting to depress Evie i picked up some shades, to veil my clearly puffy eyes.
As if on Que the school bell rang, and not a minute after toddlers ran out to embrace their parents. It was a rather heartwarming display and having to watch it had me thinking things i hoped i wouldn't.
I climbed out of my car and began walking to the school. There were kids at every corner i turned to but, Evie was nowhere in sight. Six minutes went by and my baby still hadn't come out.
I was now growing anxious and worried unable to stand in one spot for more than an instant. I'm seriously hoping this all spins out to be one stupid misunderstanding.
"Genevieve?" A deep very familiar voice uttered from behind. Dread rushed through me like an electricity bolt as realization sunk in. My body went rigid and i couldn't bring myself to turn around.
This.can't.be.happening.to.me.right.now. Of all the days, of all the places, and of all the people it had to be now, here, and him?
I felt my hands begin to shake and my heart pound straight out of my chest. As much as i wanted to awkwardly face into oblivion, i gathered up whatever ounce of courage i had and faced him. When i did it was like the world stopped.
Who i was met with was completely different from the man i knew five years ago and it took almost everything i had not to ogle at how attractive he had become.
This upgraded asshole stood before me perfect in nearly every way like i had customized him myself. Despite his undeniable attractiveness, his vibrant brown orbs drew me in.
Resembling tiny shiny pools of obsidian rocks, gleaming on the other side like a reflective mirror. I just couldn't help not starring. Besides the obvious, something had changed about the man before me.
My eyes trailed down his body so slow, you'd think i was searching for a flaw. He was wearing a navy blue Armani suit but despite the layers, it held you could still vividly see the bulging muscles which hid underneath.
I snatched my eyes away from him and looked at everything but. His expression never fell as i struggled to keep a straight face. It almost pissed me off how unfazed he was by the sight of me.
"What are you doing here?" I asked formally, as though he had never left, As though the prying feeling in my stomach wasn't there at all.
Ignoring the question, he just stared at me. At first, it didn't faze me much but then it got really intense. I started feeling uneasy and insecure under his eyes. When he saw how uncomfortable i felt he spoke up.
"I'm here to-"
"Dimitrius!"
I looked behind and a gorgeous blonde woman was walking towards us, shouting his name. She seemed really familiar, but was too far away for me to make out her face.
That moment of uncertainty didn't last long as i quickly recognized who the hell she was, Amelia O'Neil.
'oh hell no' I thought to myself.
Before i had a chance to react, Evie came running out with the little girl i saw her with earlier today. I walked towards her as she ran into my arms, the other child running straight past me. Evie was an adorable mess. There was paint all over her jeans and she had grass in her hair which i carefully took out.
"Hi sweetie, you look like you had a lot of fun today! How was your first day?" I said smirking
"we pwainted bunnies, dther was games/sweeping and i mwade a fwend!" She spoke so fast that you could sense she was out of breath but, her excitement brought a smile to my face.
"You made a friend? What's her name?" Her eyes beamed brightly and she ran behind me.
Evie ran towards her friend while yelling her name. The little girl ran towards her and they both stated...
"This is Jewel/evie!"
I was about to speak when yours truly beat me to it, crouching down to get a better view of the girls.
This already scares me endlessly.
"Hi, there Evie I'm Dimitri so you and jewel are friends?" Dimitri spoke delicately like he didn't want to scare her off.
"Yeah!! Jools my bwestie!" Her enthusiastic reply made jewel giggle, bringing a simper to even Dimitris's stoic face.
"Well, I'm glad to hear that. You both look like you enjoyed yourselves today. Did you?" He asked smiling.
That resulted in them both shouting out what they had done with each other. He was a natural at this whole parenting thing but, it had me wondering who jewel was to him.
Am i a horrible person for hoping she wasn't who i assumed she was to him?-probably.
"Dimitrius we've got to get really for your four o'clock." Amelia announced irritated.
How the hell did this bitch over here bag a job with him? It can't possibly be because she's got brains, so what could he possibly want from her besides wanting to contract an STD.
I need to leave before i lose the little dignity i have left. I'm praying to whatever god is out there that i never see this man's face again. Shit, can't i catch a break.
"We've gotta go anyway," I stated blatantly, reaching for Evie's hand."Jewel sweetie it was very nice to meet you!" She quickly waved and i smiled brightly. I didn't say anything to Dimitri nor Amelia as i walked away, but fumes were furiously coming out my ears.
I just need to beat her ass one lousy time.
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