•Benefits• {cash} {boyxboy}

By wedontbelieveinyou

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I kinda wish I was buried six feet under but oh g o d I wish I was buried in your arms. c.d&n.g Book One... More

Benefits •cash• boyxboy
Chapter 1: This Is How It All Started
Chapter 2: Youtubers and Secrets
Chapter 3: Appointments
Chapter 4: It Meant Nothing
Chapter 5: Comfort
Chapter 6: Just Friends
Chapter 7: #Nia
Chapter 8: Lia
Chapter 9: House Party
Chapter 10: Drunk Matt
Chapter 11: Catthew
Chapter 12: The Agreement
Chapter 13: Matt Needs Help
Chapter 14: I Only Want You
Chapter 15: Scrabble
Chapter 16: Trailer Trash
Author Note *Important*
Chapter 17: A Chat With Matt
Chapter 18 : New York New York (Part One)
Chapter 19: New York New York (Part Two)
Chapter 20: Happiness
Chapter 21: An Awkward Situation
Chapter 22: Matt's Thoughts
Chapter 23: An Unexpected Visit
Chapter 24: All Good Things Come To An End
Chapter 25: Hatred
Chapter 26: Matt Is A Bit Upset
Chapter 27: Silver Linings
Chapter 28: Friendship Is Key
Chapter 29: Misery
Chapter 30: Breakdown
Chapter 31: Ever Heard Of The Term 'Anger Sex'?
Chapter 32:Wonderwall
Chapter 33: Mr Mendes
Chapter 34: Mr Mendes (Part 2)
Chapter 35: Roof Tops
Chapter 36: Oh
Chapter 37: Closure
Chapter 38: Petty
Chapter 39: Hope
Chapter 40: A Big Mistake And Some Heartbreak
A quick note
Chapter 41: Exile
Chapter 42: Sting
Chapter 43: Uncertainty
Chapter 44: Mini Grier
Chapter 45: Misconception
Chapter 46: All Or Nothing
Chapter 47: Cartah Stahp (Part One)
Chapter 48: Cartah Stahp (Part Two)
Chapter 49: Me And You
Chapter 50: Don't Go
Chapter 51: Light My Fire
Chapter 52: I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off Me
Chapter 53: R U Mine?
Chapter 54: Little Things
Chapter 55: Dalliance
Chapter 56: I Want You To Want Me (Part One)
Chapter 57: I Want You To Want Me (Part Two)
Chapter 58: I Want You To Want Me (Part Three)
Chapter 59: I Want You To Want Me (Part Four)
Chapter 60: I Miss You
Chapter 61: Just
Chapter 62: Girl Talk
Chapter 63: Something Big
Chapter 64: Coming Of Age (Part One)
Chapter 65:Coming Of Age (Part Two)
Chapter 66: Coming Of Age (Part Three)
Chapter 67: IFHY
Chapter 68: Shutdown
Chapter 69: Not Again
Chapter 70: Back
Chapter 71: Words
Chapter 72: Forget
Chapter 73: Conversations About Nash
Chapter 74: If Only
Chapter 75: Flashbacks
Chapter 76: Plans
Chapter 77: Flights And Goodbyes
Chapter 78: Ponder
Chapter 79: Angry Cameron
Chapter 81: That's Where You're Wrong
Chapter 82: Teddy Picker
Chapter 83: Breaking Point
Chapter 84: Since Forever
Chapter 85: Just For A Day
Chapter 86: I Would Do Anything For You
Chapter 87: Your Love Will Tear Us Apart
Chapter 88: Still Take You Home
Chapter 89: One For The Road
Chapter 90: Pull Yourself Together
One
Chapter 91: Wedding Bells
Chapter 92: Bittersweet
Chapter 93: Late Night Conversations
Chapter 94: What Came First The Chicken Or The Dickhead?
Chapter 95: Under Pressure
Explanation
Chapter 96: And I Swear I Don't Have A Gun
Chapter 97: I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Chapter 98: It's A Bad Religion
Chapter 99: Tick Where It Hurts
Chapter 100: Epilogue
Ending Notes and Alternative Endings
Soundtrack
We Need To Talk
Asking Me Personal stuff

Chapter 80: Love Is A Laserquest

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By wedontbelieveinyou

Jack G's POV

"Why the fuck does it matter that he knows?!" I yelled at Jack. Jack let out a sigh and shook his head.

"You don't get it!" He snapped.

"What don't I get here? Explain to me!"

"When your dad walks in on his son and his best friend making out, that's a problem!" He yelled.

"He didn't even have a problem with it! He was okay with it! The only one that has a problem with it is you!" I counted.

"He gave me that goddamed condescending parent look!" He shouted.

Jack stopped. "Maybe I do have a problem with it."

Not this again. Not this. Not a-fucking-gain.

"I don't understand you. For the last six months things have been great! They've been better than great. I don't see the issue!" I yelled.

That was a lie. Things haven't been great. But I like to tell myself that they are so that I don't fall into a pit of insanity.

"No one knew! No one was supposed to know!" Jack stated.

Did he seriously expect everyone to be completely oblivious?

"Oh please. All the guys knew we had a thing. It was so fucking obvious."

"There's no way they knew."

"Are you stupid?"

Jack didn't say anything. I was done. I was so sick and tired of him making me feel like this meant nothing. He made me feel like he was doing me a favor.

"You know what Jack? You and me? Whatever the fuck this is, is over." I said while walking away.

"What the fuck Jack?" He yelled. His blue eyes were shimmering with tears.

"Don't play the victim here. It's not like you wanted to be in this relationship anyway." I said, trying to hold back tears.

"What do you mean?" Jack said slowly.

I sighed. "Remember when we were supposed to go on a double date with Shawn and Taylor for my birthday and you never fucking showed up?"

*F L A S H B A C K*

(Jack G's POV)

I sat opposite Shawn and Taylor at a restaurant. It had just opened so we all decided that it'd be the best place to celebrate my birthday.

So far it was only the three of us. Jack had not showed up yet.

There were tons of birthday presents spread out on the table that Taylor and Shawn had got for me.

"What time did you say that Jack would be coming?" Shawn asked.

I shrugged. "He hasn't returned any of my texts. Maybe he's caught up or something." I said, trying to make up an excuse.

Taylor gave me a sympathetic smile.

The waiter came over. She was rather beautiful. Even I had to admit that. She had long red hair, like Ariel. She was quite small.

"May I take your order luvs." She said in a British accent. Oh god I love British accents.

"Um we're actually waiting for someon-"

"But Taylor I'm hungry. We've been waiting for an hour." Shawn interrupted Taylor.

"It's fine, you guys can go ahead." I said, feeling bad that Jack was keeping us waiting.

Shawn mouthed a 'thanks' and ordered his food. So does Taylor.

"Excuse me guys I'll be right back." I say as I get up. I walk out of the restaurant to get some air.

I let out a shaky sigh. He always does this.

I take out my phone and try to call him again. No answer. "God dammit!" I yell as I let out a deep breath.

I waited for a half an hour before Shawn came out looking for me.

"Jack." He said as he tuned me around.

"Taylor and I are finished eating, we're gonna head home. Taylor got you something to go alright." Shawn said with a soft smile.

"He's not coming is he." I said slowly.

Shawn gave me a sympathetic smile.

"God I know this feeling all too well. I'm sorry Jack."

*E N D O F F L A S H B A C K*

"God I said I was sorry!" Jack yelled.

"Don't lie to yourself Jack. You know that you just couldn't be bothered!" I yelled.

"I don't see why you're overreacting! We were never actually dating in the first place!" He yelled. Ouch.

"God. Of course. That's not my fucking fault. You're the one that doesn't like labels!" I said while rolling my eyes.

"I don't see why we can't just be together!" I yelled.

"Maybe because I don't want to be a faggot!" Jack mumbles softly.

"Grow a fucking pair. What are you going to do about it?"

"Well, I don't have to be a fag, do I?" Jack says.

I turn away.

"No, I guess not."

//

QOTD: What is your fav Wattpad books?

-A Splitting Of The Mind (Frerard)
-Testing The Tension by LooseCanonWallFlower (cash)
-Just Friends (the book that inspired this book) by Larraymeanslove (cash)
- Determined by @cashorstfu (cash)
- Chasing Cars by ShhImATurtle (Catthew)

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