•Benefits• {cash} {boyxboy}

By wedontbelieveinyou

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I kinda wish I was buried six feet under but oh g o d I wish I was buried in your arms. c.d&n.g Book One... More

Benefits •cash• boyxboy
Chapter 1: This Is How It All Started
Chapter 2: Youtubers and Secrets
Chapter 3: Appointments
Chapter 4: It Meant Nothing
Chapter 5: Comfort
Chapter 6: Just Friends
Chapter 7: #Nia
Chapter 8: Lia
Chapter 9: House Party
Chapter 10: Drunk Matt
Chapter 11: Catthew
Chapter 12: The Agreement
Chapter 13: Matt Needs Help
Chapter 14: I Only Want You
Chapter 15: Scrabble
Chapter 16: Trailer Trash
Author Note *Important*
Chapter 17: A Chat With Matt
Chapter 18 : New York New York (Part One)
Chapter 19: New York New York (Part Two)
Chapter 20: Happiness
Chapter 21: An Awkward Situation
Chapter 22: Matt's Thoughts
Chapter 23: An Unexpected Visit
Chapter 24: All Good Things Come To An End
Chapter 25: Hatred
Chapter 26: Matt Is A Bit Upset
Chapter 27: Silver Linings
Chapter 28: Friendship Is Key
Chapter 29: Misery
Chapter 30: Breakdown
Chapter 31: Ever Heard Of The Term 'Anger Sex'?
Chapter 32:Wonderwall
Chapter 33: Mr Mendes
Chapter 34: Mr Mendes (Part 2)
Chapter 35: Roof Tops
Chapter 36: Oh
Chapter 37: Closure
Chapter 38: Petty
Chapter 39: Hope
Chapter 40: A Big Mistake And Some Heartbreak
A quick note
Chapter 41: Exile
Chapter 42: Sting
Chapter 43: Uncertainty
Chapter 44: Mini Grier
Chapter 45: Misconception
Chapter 46: All Or Nothing
Chapter 47: Cartah Stahp (Part One)
Chapter 48: Cartah Stahp (Part Two)
Chapter 49: Me And You
Chapter 50: Don't Go
Chapter 51: Light My Fire
Chapter 52: I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off Me
Chapter 53: R U Mine?
Chapter 54: Little Things
Chapter 55: Dalliance
Chapter 56: I Want You To Want Me (Part One)
Chapter 57: I Want You To Want Me (Part Two)
Chapter 58: I Want You To Want Me (Part Three)
Chapter 59: I Want You To Want Me (Part Four)
Chapter 60: I Miss You
Chapter 61: Just
Chapter 62: Girl Talk
Chapter 63: Something Big
Chapter 64: Coming Of Age (Part One)
Chapter 65:Coming Of Age (Part Two)
Chapter 66: Coming Of Age (Part Three)
Chapter 67: IFHY
Chapter 68: Shutdown
Chapter 69: Not Again
Chapter 70: Back
Chapter 71: Words
Chapter 72: Forget
Chapter 73: Conversations About Nash
Chapter 75: Flashbacks
Chapter 76: Plans
Chapter 77: Flights And Goodbyes
Chapter 78: Ponder
Chapter 79: Angry Cameron
Chapter 80: Love Is A Laserquest
Chapter 81: That's Where You're Wrong
Chapter 82: Teddy Picker
Chapter 83: Breaking Point
Chapter 84: Since Forever
Chapter 85: Just For A Day
Chapter 86: I Would Do Anything For You
Chapter 87: Your Love Will Tear Us Apart
Chapter 88: Still Take You Home
Chapter 89: One For The Road
Chapter 90: Pull Yourself Together
One
Chapter 91: Wedding Bells
Chapter 92: Bittersweet
Chapter 93: Late Night Conversations
Chapter 94: What Came First The Chicken Or The Dickhead?
Chapter 95: Under Pressure
Explanation
Chapter 96: And I Swear I Don't Have A Gun
Chapter 97: I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Chapter 98: It's A Bad Religion
Chapter 99: Tick Where It Hurts
Chapter 100: Epilogue
Ending Notes and Alternative Endings
Soundtrack
We Need To Talk
Asking Me Personal stuff

Chapter 74: If Only

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By wedontbelieveinyou

3rd person POV

Cameron opened up the door and the minute he was inside Nash slammed him against the wall and started kissing him.

"I thought we were going to take this slow?" Cameron asked.

"The main event can be as slow as you'd like, foreplay can be as fast as I want it." Nash began sucking on Cameron's neck causing him to whimper. The sound turned Nash on more than he could imagine. He didn't break contact once as he locked the door and led Cameron to the bedroom.

Both boys began stripping in front of each other. They never broke eye contact. Nash walked over to Cameron and wrapped his arms around him, letting his hands rest on his ass and kissed him again.

Nash sat Cameron down on the edge of the bed and kneeled between his legs. Nash pulled him close.

"Do you have any idea how beautiful you are." he asked. "People always go on about how sexy you are all the time, but I don't think they see you the way I see you. You're beautiful."

Cameron tried to control himself as Nash continued to speak.

"And your eyes." Nash said with a smile. "Everyone always tells me how nice my eyes are, but yours are so much more beautiful."

Cameron felt Nash wrap his hand around his length.

"I love you." Cameron said in a whisper.

He watched as Nash slid down and took him in his mouth. He spent several minutes just kicking his way around it before taking it in. Cameron looked down at the sight below him, taking in everything. He knew there was a time limit so he pulled Nash up and traded places with him. He spread Nash's legs so he could get between them and lowered himself on to Nash's manhood. He did it slowly so he could feel and embrace every second of it.

Nash's fingers touched his skin and wrapped around him until they supported his weight as he moved himself up and down.

They both knew the end was near. Cameron turned his head and they began to kiss as they both climaxed.

-

Cameron was jolted awake by the loud sounds of knocking on his front door. Cameron sighed as he looked down at his current predicament.

This was an occurring event. Almost every night he'd dream the same thing.

The knocking persisted. "I'm coming!" Cameron yelled as he got up, pulled on a pajama pants lying at the foot of the bed and walked out of his bedroom and to the front door.

He quickly opened the door to reveal Clayton.

"Why didn't you stay last night?" Clayton asked while walking in.

"Clayton, first of all, you left first. And second of all, I haven't slept in my own bed for like three weeks. It wasn't that I was mad or anything. It wasn't anything personal, I promise."
Cameron explained.

"I know." Clayton stammered. "I just missed you. It's not the same sleeping alone. I got used to waking up to your beautiful face."

Cameron blushed. Cameron wasn't used to getting complimented so often.

"I like waking up to you too. There are just some things that I needed to think about like Shawn and Taylor's wedding... And Nash. You know, without distraction." He said softly.

"I cannot be distracting you if we have not even been together I that way yet." Clayton reminded him. "I'll wait though."

"I know and I am so grateful that you haven't pushed it. I just think and feel that when we are open with our relationship we can take things to the next level. Hopefully if everything goes well when I visit America."

"And how's that going though? Have you booked your ticket? Where will you stay?" Clayton asked.

Cameron shrugged. "I was going to call Shawn and ask if I could stay by him. And I was going to book my ticket as soon as I woke up."

Clayton nodded. "Well, I have a shoot. So I'll see you tonight then?" He asked.

"Sure babe." Cameron said while walking over to Clayton and kissing him softly. Clayton smiled.

Cameron walked over to the front door and opened it for Clayton. "Bye babe." he said while walking out.

Cameron meekly smiled as he shut the door. He then went straight back to his bedroom.

He mentally checked his schedule. He noted that he had a shoot at about two this afternoon.

Knowing that it was only eight am, he laid himself back on his bed and continued to dream about Nash.

//

QOTD: most embarrassing thing you've ever done?

- I wrote a full on Gay fan(I'm not a fan so imma say friend) friend fiction about this guy I was in love with and his best friend. They still talk about it today

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