•Benefits• {cash} {boyxboy}

By wedontbelieveinyou

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I kinda wish I was buried six feet under but oh g o d I wish I was buried in your arms. c.d&n.g Book One... More

Benefits •cash• boyxboy
Chapter 1: This Is How It All Started
Chapter 2: Youtubers and Secrets
Chapter 3: Appointments
Chapter 4: It Meant Nothing
Chapter 5: Comfort
Chapter 6: Just Friends
Chapter 7: #Nia
Chapter 8: Lia
Chapter 9: House Party
Chapter 10: Drunk Matt
Chapter 11: Catthew
Chapter 12: The Agreement
Chapter 13: Matt Needs Help
Chapter 14: I Only Want You
Chapter 15: Scrabble
Chapter 16: Trailer Trash
Author Note *Important*
Chapter 17: A Chat With Matt
Chapter 18 : New York New York (Part One)
Chapter 19: New York New York (Part Two)
Chapter 20: Happiness
Chapter 21: An Awkward Situation
Chapter 22: Matt's Thoughts
Chapter 23: An Unexpected Visit
Chapter 24: All Good Things Come To An End
Chapter 25: Hatred
Chapter 26: Matt Is A Bit Upset
Chapter 27: Silver Linings
Chapter 28: Friendship Is Key
Chapter 29: Misery
Chapter 30: Breakdown
Chapter 31: Ever Heard Of The Term 'Anger Sex'?
Chapter 32:Wonderwall
Chapter 33: Mr Mendes
Chapter 34: Mr Mendes (Part 2)
Chapter 35: Roof Tops
Chapter 36: Oh
Chapter 37: Closure
Chapter 38: Petty
Chapter 39: Hope
Chapter 40: A Big Mistake And Some Heartbreak
A quick note
Chapter 41: Exile
Chapter 42: Sting
Chapter 43: Uncertainty
Chapter 44: Mini Grier
Chapter 45: Misconception
Chapter 46: All Or Nothing
Chapter 47: Cartah Stahp (Part One)
Chapter 48: Cartah Stahp (Part Two)
Chapter 49: Me And You
Chapter 50: Don't Go
Chapter 51: Light My Fire
Chapter 52: I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off Me
Chapter 53: R U Mine?
Chapter 54: Little Things
Chapter 55: Dalliance
Chapter 56: I Want You To Want Me (Part One)
Chapter 57: I Want You To Want Me (Part Two)
Chapter 58: I Want You To Want Me (Part Three)
Chapter 59: I Want You To Want Me (Part Four)
Chapter 60: I Miss You
Chapter 61: Just
Chapter 62: Girl Talk
Chapter 63: Something Big
Chapter 64: Coming Of Age (Part One)
Chapter 65:Coming Of Age (Part Two)
Chapter 66: Coming Of Age (Part Three)
Chapter 67: IFHY
Chapter 68: Shutdown
Chapter 70: Back
Chapter 71: Words
Chapter 72: Forget
Chapter 73: Conversations About Nash
Chapter 74: If Only
Chapter 75: Flashbacks
Chapter 76: Plans
Chapter 77: Flights And Goodbyes
Chapter 78: Ponder
Chapter 79: Angry Cameron
Chapter 80: Love Is A Laserquest
Chapter 81: That's Where You're Wrong
Chapter 82: Teddy Picker
Chapter 83: Breaking Point
Chapter 84: Since Forever
Chapter 85: Just For A Day
Chapter 86: I Would Do Anything For You
Chapter 87: Your Love Will Tear Us Apart
Chapter 88: Still Take You Home
Chapter 89: One For The Road
Chapter 90: Pull Yourself Together
One
Chapter 91: Wedding Bells
Chapter 92: Bittersweet
Chapter 93: Late Night Conversations
Chapter 94: What Came First The Chicken Or The Dickhead?
Chapter 95: Under Pressure
Explanation
Chapter 96: And I Swear I Don't Have A Gun
Chapter 97: I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Chapter 98: It's A Bad Religion
Chapter 99: Tick Where It Hurts
Chapter 100: Epilogue
Ending Notes and Alternative Endings
Soundtrack
We Need To Talk
Asking Me Personal stuff

Chapter 69: Not Again

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By wedontbelieveinyou

*TWO DAYS LATER*
Hayes' POV

"How long do you think he'll be like this?" My father asked while sitting down on the couch. My mom sat next to him. Nash had been unresponsive for the past two days. He hasn't eaten or drank any water and we were getting increasingly worried about him and his wellbeing.

"I don't know. It's just. It's worse than last time." I said slowly. "How so?" My father asked.

"At least last time he was somewhat responsive. You know, he'd eat at least. Now Nash is completely gone. "I said softly.

"Hayes. I know you know what triggered this. I need you to tell me." He said sternly. "It may help us figure out a way to fix him."

I shook my head. I wasn't sure if I should bring up Cameron or not.
"Hayes. I will not ask again." My father said with a glare.

"Cameron." I said in a soft whisper.

My father was quiet. "Cameron's leaving. To London, permanently. " I continued.

My father shifted. My mother's expression was unreadable.

"He needs to see Cameron before he leaves. Or Cameron needs to come see him I guess. Maybe if Cameron comes and tries to talk to him it may help-"

"No Hayes."

"Dad! You don't understand the severity of the situation. This could be the only thing that could help Nash. " I said feeling myself getting increasingly angry. How could he be so heartless? This was his son. This was my brother.

"No." My dad repeated.

"Do you want him to be stuck like this for months? Because that is what is going to happen. We could lose him, just like we lost Will..." I said softly.

Will was my eldest brother. He had the same condition as Nash and we lost him... It all began like it did with Nash. His eyes went grey. He stopped talking. He stopped eating. He stopped sleeping. And then one day he found his way into my dad's hunting supplies where he keeps his gun and...

I felt myself tearing up. I had pushed the memory so far back in my mind that just thinking about it felt like I was ripping open an old wound. I missed him so much.

My dad immediately stood up. "Do not say his name."

"Why not? He's my brother. And it's because of your poor judgment and carelessness for your children that he is even gone in the first place!" I yelled. I stood up and started walking towards the stairs.

"An hour." My dad said quietly. I quickly turned around and faced him.

"What?" I asked.

"Cameron. He gets an hour. And that's it."

//

I quickly dialed Cameron's number.

My heart was going a mile a minute. He had to pick up. This was the only way that Nash could be brought out of whatever he was in. This was the only way and I know it. Other than waiting for him to try and hurt himself.

"Hayes?" the soft voice said.

"Cameron you need to come over." I said with a deep breath.

"Hayes look. I'm leaving tomorrow and I don't have time to deal with Nash and-"

"You need to come over. Now."

"I cant Hayes. I'm sorry."

"No Cameron. You don't understand what is going on here. You don't know okay. This is serious and I need you to come over." I said. I felt myself tearing up.

"Why?" Cameron asked.

"Nash is... Nash is not okay."

I heard Cameron sigh. "He'll get over it."

I let out a laugh. "Whatever you said to him... It didn't go down well. Infact it went down incredibly horrible. Okay. This is not something he'll get over. At least not for a while." I said.

"God I don't understand. Nash was never there for me! Why should I come to his rescue. He is just being pathetic because I ended things permanently. Nash is toxic for me. I need to think about myself here Hayes. I'm sorry."

"Then do it for me. You did walk out on my birthday after all. Please Cameron. I'm not asking for a lot of time here. I just need you to come here." I said in a soft whimper.

Cameron sighed. "Look. I'll see okay." He said. He then hung up.

Stupid Cameron. He has no idea what is going on. No idea.

"What did he say?" My dad asked. I turned around to see my dad standing at the door of my room.

"I don't think he'll come." I said softly. My dad sighed and sat on the foot of my bed.

"I love you and your brother okay. And I'm sorry..."

"No dad you don't get to be sorry. You do realize this entire thing is your fault right? If Nash wasn't so petrified, so afraid that that you'll hurt him or Cameron, then none of us would be in this situation!" I yelled. Normally I would never question or yell at my dad. I had no idea what came over me.

My dad was quiet.

"Do you want him to be miserable..." I asked with a shaky voice.

"I thought he was happy with Lia." My dad said with an emotionless voice.

I let out a bitter laugh. "He was miserable! He hated it! He stayed with her out of fear. Fear of you!" I yelled.

There was a long silence.

"Cameron's a good guy okay. And if Nash wants to... be that way. Then fine." My dad said simply.

My eyes widened. "I don't understand the sudden change of heart here. How can you go from threatening his life to being all supportive parent. It's bullshit!" I said with a raised eyebrow.

My dad's eyes started to water. I had never seen him show any emotion before. Let alone him crying. I honestly didn't know what to do.

"I don't want to lose another son."

//

QOTD: do you ship people in real life (like your friends)
-I do and they think it's weird

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