Hume ek mohabbat Roz hoti Hai, humara Dil bhi Roz hi toot-ta Hai
Unhe subha Shaam dekhne ka bas itna hi jurmana lagta hai
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Tiredly loosing his tie he threw himself on couch and close his eyes
Today was hectic day and now every bone of his body was aching
Taking his hand to his temple he slowly massage it
Still not feeling ease with the headache he decided to take tablet for headache
Getting up from couch he went to side table beside bed, where he put medicines
Opening it he searched for medicine
He did find many medicine but not crocin
Reading every medicine's name he recall why they are here or what their work is
None of them are for headache
Picking all medicine he was about to put them back in drawer but then he found to more tablet in the drawer
Putting the medicine back he took those two out
Reading the name he tried to recall what these two are for but when couldn't remember anything
He Google it
Mifepristone
What Google showed made his eyes expand
Putting the medicine on bed he picked second one and Google it
Misoprostol
His mind went numb as he tried to think why these medicines are here
The sound of door opening broke his trace as he looked up
Hayfa who has just entered the room was going to take her phone from table but when she saw Fasih sitting on bed with medicine in his hand she got alert
"Yeh Kya?" Showing her the medicine Fasih asked
(What's this?)
"... Woh..... Mujhe Kya maloom...." Her mind blabber many things but only this answer came from her tongue
(I..... How would I know?)
"Tumhe nahi maloom, toh yeh yaha Kar Kya raha Hai?......... BATAO," getting up he went in front of but when she didn't answer he raised his voice
(You don't know? Then what's this doing here?...... answer me.)
"Fasih you are misbehaving, mujhe nahi maloom yeh Kya hai,......" her voice betrayal her confidence
(I don't know what it is.....)
"Abortion pills Hain yeh," showing the medicine in front of her he angrily said
(It's abortion pills.)
"Ab batao yeh Kya Kar rahe Hain yaha? Definitely Tumhare liye toh nahi." Throwing them away he asked
(Now tell me what they are doing here? It is definitely not for you.)
"Tum jitna khamosh ho Mera shakk utna hi clear ho raha Hai ki yeh kyu Hain yaha....." He lowered his voice and said
(Your silence is answering my question why it is here....)
"Tum.... Tun itna gir jaogi Hayfa ki apni hi behen ke liye abortion pills leke aai ho."
(I never thought you'll get abortion pills for you own sister.)
"Fasih don't assume things of your own, main kyu laungi yeh pills? woh bhi apni behen ke liye."
(Why would I buy them? That for my sister.)
"Tumne to bohot kuch nahi kiya Hayfa, mere upar jhoota ilzam nahi lagaya, Hanaya ke character ko ganda nahi kaha aise hi yeh bhi nahi lai haina? Mujhe laga tumne Meri mohabbat yeh sab Kiya Chalo ek galti maaf Kar Doon tumhari lekin nahi Hayfa. Tumhara kuch nahi ho sakta. Tum ek khudgarz ladki ho jissey lagta hai the world should revoleve around her."
(Just like you didn't accused me, you didn't said bad thing about Hanaya's character, right? I thought about forgiving all the mistake of past and move on with you but you don't deserve forgiveness, you are a selfish girl,...)
"Tumse bardasht nahi ho raha Tha ki Hanaya ko sari khushiyan kaise mil sakti hai jabki tumse koi theek se baat bhi nahi Kar raha Hai."
(You couldn't digest that Hanaya was happy and other hand no one was talking with you.)
They were best friend since childhood and he knows her very well
Earlier he used to ignore her these traits thinking she is immature but now, every aspect was making sense
"Fasih yeh pura ka pura packet abhi bhi waisa hi Hai. Isme se bhi medicine use nahi hui and how can you be so sure that I bought these medicines?"
(Fasih! It's packed, not even one tablet is out from it..)
"Tumhare alawa aur Kon la sakta yeh? Ek baad yaad rakhna Hayfa, Hanaya aur uske bachhe ko kuch bhi hua toh ek second nahi lagega mujhe tumhe chorrne mein." Grabbing her from her arms he said
(Who will buy this beside you? Remember one thing if anything happen to Hanaya or her child I won't take one second to divorce you.)
He tight hold on her arms hurted her as she tried to freed herself
"Apni hadd mein rehna, tum already bohot Tamasha Kar chuki ho aur ab aur Tamasha main mazeed bardasht nahi karunga." With his last warning he threw her away making her fall on couch but he didn't seem to care and left, not before taking pills with him
(Stay in limit, you have already created lot of drama and now I won't tolerate anymore)
This wasn't supposed to happen
Fasih wasn't supposed to find those pills
And why is he angry when she didn't even used it
She has only brought them in anger but the same day she was met with an accident
He accident made her realize how she was going to take an innocent life in jealousy and she drop the idea
She didn't get time to threw the medicine away but she had no intention using it
And now Fasih finding the medicine has ruined everything
Everything that was slowly working on between them has ruined
Getting down from stairs he thought about leaving the house to take fresh air
But then his eyes fall on Hanaya
Wearing a baby pink kurti which was resembling her own glowing face, she was aimlessly walking around lawn
Her baby bump visible making her look more beautifu
He has always loved Hanaya and still does but could never think about harming her or her child
How can Hayfa think of killing her own sister's child?
Hayfa wanted him and she has what she wanted now why she is behind Hanaya's happiness?
He saw her plucking a flower and smell it
A smile on her face as she touched her stomach
"Fasih!" He got startled when Nimra called him from behind
"Kya hua?" He turned to face Nimra who wasn't looking at him but behind his back where his eyes were earlier
(What happened?)
"Kuch... Kuch nahi." Holding the pills tightly behind him so Nimra won't see it, he left ashamed of being cought while gazing at Hanaya
(No..... Nothing.)
Nimra again looked at Hanaya thinking how much Fasih is hurt
At that time she only thought about Zaim's happiness thinking after his marriage with hanya he'll be happy now Zaim is happy but Fasih....
For how long he was suffering in silence
Looking at Hanaya from afar but can't do anything because of the relationship between them
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"Hanaya!" She was in lawn when Zaim came there
The smile which was on her face wiped away as she was about to leave
"Meri baat toh suno," he held her wrist, stopping her from leaving and said
(At least listen to me.)
"Tumhe aisa kyu lagta Hai ki main abhi bhi Hayfa se mohabbat karta Hoon?" Holding her chin with his one hand he made her look at him
(What makes you believe that I still love Hayfa?)
"Apke studio mein unki portrait Hain......." Zaim took a defeated sign
(I have saw her portraits in your studio....)
"Hanaya iska yeh Matlab toh nahi ki...... Fasih aur Hayfa ki Shaadi ke baad main us studio mein gaya hi nahi Kabhi is liye Kabhi dhyan mein nahi aye woh portraits, last month main it dino baad gaya Tha studio mein baby portrait banane ke liye,"
(That doesn't mean that I...... After Fasih and Hayfa's marriage I never went to the studio that's why the portrait never cross my mind, ast month I went there to make the portrait of baby,)
"Hanaya! Haan main pyaar karta Tha Hayfa se lekin Fasih aur uski Shaadi ke baad mujhe realize hua ki iss mohabbat ka koi anjam nahi hai. Humari Shaadi ke baad Mai Kabhi uske bare mein socha hi nahi," he held her shoulder properly
(Yes I loved her but after her marriage I control my feelings, and after our marriage I never for once thought about her,)
"Aur jab Sach samne aya ki kaise use Fasih pe jhoota ilzam laga woh mere Dil se utar gayi Hai, na toh mere Dil mein uske liye mohabbat Hai aur na hi koi nafrat,"
(Now when the truth is out how she accused Fasih
"Lekin aap mujhse bhi toh mohabbat nahi karte," for the first time her hazy eyes was clear which made him realized something
(But you don't love me either.)
She didn't need to say what was in her heart as her eyes was portraying it
He didn't said anything
How could he say anything when he don't know what to say
He put his hand behind her head and pulled her closer to himself
Her ear on his heart
She didn't asked anymore because the answer she already knew
But her heart still hope
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I noticed something
Some of you says "What if Hanaya and Fasih got married?"
Some are thinking about Fasih and Urwa
Some want Fasih and Hayfa
But none of you ever comment or thought about what if Hayfa and Zaim got married
It's nothing wrong but no one was shipping them from earlier?
-Ufaq