My Painful Love ❤️

By Bookeluthaporen

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"Why the hell did you tell them that you are my wife?" he whisper yelled at me. I stared at him in disbelief... More

1- Janvi
2 - Dream college
3 - Adith
4 - Senior bye!!
5 -Playboy?
7 - Treat her like queen
8 - Core shattering Messages
9 - Raging
10 - Hate you to core
11 - Darkest night
12 - Coma
13 - Unexpected Call
14 - Within a week???
15 - Engagement
16 - you will regret saying yes
17 - Marriage
18 -Current lover's house?
19 - You want me to die?
20 - My new job
21 - What happened to him today?
22 - Got another big fish?
23 - My Love
24 - Thank you for your present
25 - Lose myself
26 - Unwanted and Trash
27 -Face hell
28 - Disgusting Family
29 - Be Happy
30 - It hurts
31- Heal her
32 - Reason for your tears
33 - I want her
34 - Make your lady smile
35 - Saransh
36 - Once a whore always a whore
37 - Her Happiness
38 - Get up
39 - Janvi's Jealousy
40 - Only us
41 - Who is it?
42 - I promise
43 - No Don't
44 - Unknown Message
45 - You are my Everything
46 - Enjoying your birthday?
47 - Janvi's Parents
48 - You did it?
49 - Confession
50 - Dying to see him
51 - Someone else
52 - Ishaan
53 - Truth
54 - Explanations
55 -Our Group Hug
56 - What is she doing here?
57 - Tears
58 - My Heaven
59 - Mafia?
60 - Thank you Jaan
61 - I Love You
Epilogue
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By Bookeluthaporen

Janvi pov

Its been a month since I joined college. Every day i will face a new experience. Its good to be in our dream course.

My friends always come to me when they are in need and distance themselves when there are many peoples around us. I don't know why I am doing whatever they ask me.

'But they are in need so as a friend I should help them' I thought.

'So they are saints?' Asked my inner self

But another thing here is my friend's closeness to our senior Adith. I have been admiring him a lot nowadays from a distance.

I like when he smiles

I like it when he plays football.

I like it when he speaks arrogantly.

I like it when he fights with others.

I like when he brushes his fingers in his hair roughly. I want to do the same for him.

I like it when he smirks.

I like everything about him.

But he is now too close to my friends. Every day he goes with different girls in his car. I hate to admit but I feel hurt.

I haven't spoken to him after our first day but I feel bad.

My friends stick to him like a leech everywhere I see them. Whenever I am with them they talk about Adith and Rahul's whole time. It seems they are close. Of course, they are beautiful and he is handsome there is no mistake they are suitable for each other.

Not unlike me who is fat and ugly like my friends say.

They go on dates, clubs, parties, night stays...

He deserves the best so they are definitely suitable for him. All I can do is just watch him from distance. He never notices me but I always love to see him. This had become my daily routine to attend classes, go to the canteen to see him then attend classes and go home, refresh and go to the park, sneaking in the kitchen to cook and sleep.

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I am on my way towards the library to get some books as I am hell bored. There is a group of 7 or 8 boys sitting near the library. It seems like seniors. In front of them, 3 girls stood with their heads down.

"Come on girls dance," said one.

"Sorry we don't know how to dance," one of the girls said.

Ohhh ragging.

It's my cue to escape from here. To hell with the books. I turned and about to walk I was stopped by a voice calling me.

"Hey blue Kurti"

Me being stupid turned instead of running.

"Come here," a boy in a red t-shirt said.

I take my step towards them, my eyes caught familiar eyes in which I would like to drown in for eternity.

He stared at me. Now I am in front of them. Rahul, Adith, and Tarun who I know because he is with Adith during practice. I don't know the others.

The redshirt asked my name.

"Janvi"

"Department?" He asked in a rude tone.

"Civil" I too said in a rude tone like him.

Why should I be afraid of him?

"Is it a way to talk to your senior?" he asked.

"Is it a way to treat juniors?" I mocked him.

Now he is super angry. He came towards me and grabbed my bag before I could take it.

"Now dance here"

"I won't " was my reply.

"Do as I say. Otherwise, you will face consequences"

"I don't care," I said.

"So are you ready to face principal?" He asked with a smirk.

I shifted my gaze towards Adith who stood there calmly with an arrogant cold look watching me as he belongs to another planet.

"I am," I said

That red shirt opened my bag to take my mobile and started searching for something in it. I stood there calmly. Coz I know there is nothing on my phone, not even my pictures as I am not interested in it. Suddenly his smirk widens to see something on my phone. He raised his head from my phone.

"So are you ready to face your father?" He asked.

I stood there with a confused look.

"Does your father value your family name? What will he do when it's spoiled because of you? By seeing you the way they shouldn't see you?"

No.

No.

No.

He can't.

He should not do this.

My parents hate me enough for my liking. I can't earn more of their hatred. I will do whatever they say. My pain is enough for me.

"I will.." I am cut off when Adith said

"Stop," Adith said in a rude strong tone enough for his friend to not speak against his word and he took my bag and mobile from his friend and gave it to me.

"Go to your class," he said

I stood rooted in my place.

"GO" he yelled. Why is this man shouting at me?

I quickly turned to walk. I hear in back the voice of Adith saying his friend,

"Never involve anyone's family" in a stern voice.

I can't hear anything after that as I am running to class.

Thank god he saved me. Did he save me?

Or he would have done this to anyone?

Why is he angry?

Anyway, I am safe now just because of him. If not him what would I have done?

Thanks, Adith for saving me.

My lifesaver.

My crush.

My lo...

What did I say that word?

Oh god no no I should maintain a safe distance from him.

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After that, I have been avoiding seeing him. But I will at least see him once a day. Just a coincidence.

My friends have been weird to me these days. They talk me rudely or mostly avoid me like I will snatch their food away from them. I can't seriously understand them.

Other side Aarav started enjoying his life as he is madly in love with another department girl so I rarely see him except during class hours. He will fly within a second after the bell. At least let him live his life.

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College ended and I am on my way to the lab. It's compensation for not attending 2 lab sessions due to my fever which gets as a gift for playing in rain at the park.

After 2 hours of I am done with experiments. Finally going home. I heard voices near the corridor it felt familiar. I got near due to my curiosity and surprised to see Mila and Adith standing there both are talking. But with the look on their faces says they are not talking they are fighting with each other.

"Why are you not believing me it's she who done this"

" Why the hell would I trust you?" He asked.

"Because I know her better than you ever know," she said in a pleading tone.

He looks furious. The look on his face is can frighten anyone. Me too.

"She is doing this for a long time. She is just showcasing herself like that. I had already gone through this. Just only because of her I am in this state. Please believe me. She keeps on doing this so that my parents are torturing me because of the mistake I had ever done" she said crying.

But her parents would never do that to her as far as I know.

Adith is standing like a statue with a cold expression on his face. Even now he looks hot.

Girl, they are fighting you are telling that he is hot?

What can I do when he is this cute? I smiled at myself.

Before they could see me I got out of that place and also I don't want to involve in their problems.

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