AUTHOR'S POV:
Y/N FOCUS:
Y/n woke up late and realised that now that Jin was gone, she had to make breakfast for the rest of her brothers. Not because she's a girl. The reason was simple. Namjoon would demolish the whole neighbourhood if asked to enter the kitchen, Yoongi would kill anyone who dared to enter his room and wake him up, and Hoseok would be loud enough in the kitchen to wake Yoongi up which would result in Yoongi killing them all. So, she had to do it
She stayed in bed, blinking for some fifty minutes staring at the wall and thinking whether or not to cook. She finally decided to go get them some bagels and coffee from the nearby cafe.
She went through her morning routine and pulled out an outfit from her suitcase.
with a white beanie. Before exiting she gave her clothes a rueful glance and memories from her childhood flooded her mind.
At this point she wasn't even sure who she was anymore.
Having grown up with four brothers had been difficult for her. And she hated when someone reminded her she was different than them.
"No y/n, Yoongi is not your hyung he's your Oppa!"
"But hobi hyung calls him hyung orite?"
"Because hobi is a boy, you're a girl. Girls have to say Oppa!"
"I'm not a girl!" She would stomp her foot and run away.
She kept thinking about the past, even after she was at the cafe and had placed her order.
She remembered how she wanted to do everything they did but the truth was, she did face discrimination and it hurt like shit. Guys other than her brothers wouldn't let her play soccer with them because 'she's a girl', she'd be forced to sit with other girls and play with barbies and have stupid tea parties . That was when she started hating barbies with a fervour.
Her frocks would get stuck here and there so she abandoned them altogether and started dressing up like her brothers. Same was true for her hair.
In short, she suppressed her own feminine side just so she could be treated equal and feel free even though sometimes, like very rarely, she did wish to feel like other girls. She wanted to feel safe in the strong arms of a lover. She wanted to be more like a girl... if that was a thing actually. To wear dresses, to have longer hair, she too wanted to wear make up... well not that but she wanted the other things.
But, now was not the time.
Because now she was all for herself.
She had to find the right person who would treat her like a queen regardless of her gender and then she'd express herself. She could wear dresses at times, and her boyish clothes at others. She'd grow longer or medium length hair sometimes but mostly she'd keep it short like present. Not to forget all the free cuddles she'd get from that one special person. That person who'd love her and protect her and tell her she's precious.
And then she'd be the happiest person on earth.
She was walking back from the cafe,hands holding the boxes containing breakfast for her brothers when she bumped into someone.
The coffee definitely got spilled, some on the ground but most on the guy who she'd bumped into.
"What the..." the guy looked dumbfounded, as he stood there, hands in the air, looking at the mess that used to be his hoodie "How dare..." he turned towards her and was about to go off but for some reason, froze.
"Maybe use your eyes to navigate next time?" She was more than furious at him, even though he was pretty tall and very muscular. His face was covered with a mask so she couldn't tell how he looked.
"W-wow" he stuttered, studying her face.
JUNGKOOK FOCUS:
Wow was all he could think.
This little boy, right in front of him was the epitome of cuteness. He was adorable still hot. Jungkook had been angry at Seokjin for lying about meeting him at the club and wasting his precious time so he had gotten into a fight with someone else instead, had had too much alcohol and now was suffering from a severe hangover. He was about to lash out at the person bumping into him but to his very pleasant surprise, this guy was so cute and so bright he illuminated his whole fucking world.
"Excuse me?"The boy with the white beanie he had bumped into was glaring at him cutely and waiting for an answer.
Shit shit shit. Why did he have to say 'wow' like an idiot. This was bad. He had to think up of something.
"You sure have a nerve! You bumped into me, spilled that boiling hot liquid over me, and now you're the one yelling? Wow"
"TALK TO THE HAND!" he held his palm spread out, almost pushing it in his face.
"Oh so you wanna fight? Do you know who I am?"
"I don't even know how you look like."
"That's exactly why you're being so brave"
"You don't know who I am either that's why you're being so brave too. Now pay for my coffee and bagels!"
"Wha-? You! You pay for my shirt!"
"Oh so you wanna fight huh? Just because you grew a few inches taller than me you think you can bully me?"
"I think you're the one bullying me right now"
"Square up bitch we fighting!" he crossed his little fists and took a taekwondo position, giving the other an amused smile as he considered him for a while.
Jungkook then held the boys collar and pulled him into himself, so that their faces were mere centimetres away. He kept looking into the eyes of that guy he had just met and wondering all sorts of things.
"You really want a fight? Because I don't think I wanna hurt someone as beautiful as you" he whispered in the boy's ear and let him go. The boy stumbled backwards, and coughed up a bit.
Jungkook pulled out his wallet and took out a fat stack of cash.
"Here, this is for your breakfast" he held it out to the guy.
"No, I mean... it was partly my mistake too." The boy took of his beanie, scratched his head and looked embarrassed "this isn't right..."
"Come on, take it..."
"Aish" the boy fisted his hair " I would beat you up so bad but you ruined it by acting all nice. Fuck you!" And then he ran away.
He fucking ran away.
Jungkook had never had a more cute encounter with anyone than this. He wanted to know more about the guy, his name, his age, what he did for a living, his story. Everything.
He wanted to cuddle the boy and tell him how precious he was.
But he knew, that sometimes things that mean a lot to one person don't mean shit to the other. That sometimes love at first sight doesn't mean anything because the first sight is possibly the last one too. That sometimes it's just... not meant to be.
Well that's at least what he thought.
A/N:
Y/n is biologically a girl i.e tits bits and periods. Perfect female anatomy tho dressed up and going around as a boy because of reasons you'll read ahead.
Jungkook is a completely normal and perfect man and identfies like that too, but he prefers dudes.
Jungkook thinks y/n is a boy because of the dresses and stuff.