Black and white parties
all by myself in the light.
Afraid of fear and the truth.
There's more or you than me.
And–
I don't want to feel this way anymore.
I feel myself falling down, down, down
and I'm on my own.
Singing in the car rides through meadows.
Passing by gold and white
–wildflowers in the sun.
The evening approaches on the horizon
and I start to cry,
I'm all on my own.
Desperation feels so easy.
I feel like I'm drowning in my own thoughts.
She screams so loudly at me.
You said inspiration finds us anywhere.
Takes all our hopes and dreams
and fear and pain.
It takes our soul in the morning.
She takes so much from me
so I just wanna go home
and be alone.
I don't want to feel this way anymore.
I feel myself falling down, down, down
and I'm on my own.