Roswell is warm when she wakes, between the sun streaming in through the windows and the warmth against her body. She hums and reaches out a hand beside her, her fingers finding the empty side of the bed. Her eyes open to find that Bucky has indeed gone. She's not sure what to make of the hurt in her heart that he left without saying anything. Steve's hand touches her waist and she turns to him finding him awake at her side.
"You okay?" he asks her, she nods.
"Yeah, just...I don't know" he lifts her chin softly.
"He left before I woke up too," he tells her, she blushes slightly having been caught out, he leans closer and kisses her, she hums against his lips and reaches up to wrap her arm around his neck. Steve's hand moves to her waist, curling around her back.
"Thank you," she tells him warmly. He smiles and nudges her nose.
"You are very welcome" he whispers back.
"You have to top it next year" she pokes his nose and then climbs out of bed, Steve chuckles sitting up.
"Maybe I'll invite Thor" she turns to him, eyes widening. "I'm joking" Steve assures her, she turns to head to the bathroom, Steve smirks. "I've seen him naked, and you would not be able to take him" she turns back to him, Steve bursts into laughter, she shakes her head and rolls her eyes fondly.
"You just go around looking at your teammates in the nude?" she asks him. "Should I be concerned?"
"Thor's proud, and rightly so, he doesn't always dress after training or missions" Steve answers. "Tony might have actually wept when he got an eye full"
"No, he didn't" she scolds with a smile moving back to him, Steve nods.
"He did" he grabs her waist as she climbs back onto the bed. She raises an eyebrow.
"It cannot be that big" she mumbles.
"Honey, he is the god of fertility" Steve reminds her. "Let's just say that me and Bucky, at the same time....walk in the park" she pushes at his shoulder and shakes her head. They share a look, his smile falling slightly. "We're okay, aren't we?" he asks her, she cocks her head.
"Why wouldn't we be?" she asks him, he shrugs a little. "I love you" she assures him. "And we had fun, why should that change anything?"
"Just worried" he admits. She kisses his nose and smiles.
"We're alright" she assures him. "I need a shower" she adds pulling away, he takes her hand and squeezes softly before letting her go. She pauses in the doorway and looks back at him. "Join me?" she asks him, he smiles and nods climbing out of bed to join her.
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Steve pulls on his mask as he stands beside Roswell, she sighs a little. This is the first time she'll be staying at the facility alone because Bucky is going with them too. She's not sure how to feel about this. She's gotten so used to Bucky being here with her when they're away.
"So I'm going to be here....alone?" Roswell asks, Steve takes her face in his hand and then kisses her forehead.
"You'll be fine" he whispers pulling back. "It's only for a couple of hours" she pouts up at him. "You know" he presses his thumbs to her cheeks a little and smirks. "If you joined us, you would be coming with us"
"But that sounds like so much effort" she mumbles with her own smirk. "And I'm not a hero" she whispers, he looks to her softly.
"Then you have to stay here...." he adds, she puckers her lips and he smiles leaning down to kiss her softly.
"Be careful" she whispers softly.
"I will" he assures her. Roswell glances across at Bucky who is slotting his new knife into his boot, she smiles, he's using the knife she gave him and it warms her heart. Steve kisses her head and then heads over to Bucky, they share quiet words and Bucky looks up and across at Roswell, he smiles and nods at her, she smiles back. Steve says something else and Bucky nods before heading towards Roswell. They are closer now. Just as Steve wanted. Both now harboring deep, deep, deep-seated feelings for one another. And whilst she feels exactly the same way for Steve, which is great, she does absolutely adore and treasure that man, she loves him. Unfortunately, she also loves Bucky. And she would never be able to choose, and she would never, ever make them pick either. Being with Steve is everything she could ever want, and she can deal with her feelings for Bucky, they'll go away in time. Bucky envelopes her in a hug, Roswell clutches to the back of his suit as he breathes her in.
"Be careful" she begs of him too. He chuckles a little and pulls back.
"Got my new knife" he teases. "Nothin' is gettin' to me" he taps her chin a little, she rolls her eyes fondly but turns serious. "I'll be fine" Bucky assures her. "I may have been sitting on my ass for a few months but I still know how to do this"
"No, I know" she counters. "I know that....you don't think I still worry about Steve every time he goes? That I don't worry about all of you?" Bucky gives her a small smile. "Of course I worry"
"Let's go, grab your zimmer, old man" Tony teases walking past them and pulling on his helmet. Bucky looks to Roswell who nods and nudges him. He kisses her head before walking away to join Steve who looks thoughtful watching the two of them, Bucky raises an eyebrow at his friend who shakes his head and then smiles. He waves to Roswell before they head onto the jet. Roswell takes a breath. She's lucky she has some work to do otherwise she'd probably sit waiting for them to come back whilst going out of her friggin' mind.
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Roswell can't concentrate on her work. She's checked the inventory on this crate five times now. She sighs and sits down heavily on her backside, setting her forehead on the edge of the crate. The Shield guys had been nice enough to bring it through to the Avengers wing so she could be around comforts whilst she works. The door behind her opens and the lifts her head to look. Phil smiles at her and she smiles back warmly.
"Captain Rogers thought you might like some company" Phil states, Roswell looks to him and smiles because Steve thought to seek out Phil knowing that she'd be struggling with being left alone. "Figured you might be feeling this mission" she nods.
"Weird being here alone" she admits standing. "Usually Bucky is stalking around...I never realized how quiet this end of the facility could be till now"
"Then how about we take a walk?" he asks holding out his hand to her, Roswell nods and takes it. "Do you know what they're dealing with?" Phil asks, she shakes her head.
"Steve doesn't talk about it" she admits. "Honestly I don't know whether I want him to" she looks to Phil. "He comes back sometimes and the way he looks at me....like he's scared"
"They're dealing with an Anti-mutant organization" Phil admits. "He probably is scared" he stops and turns to her. "You're a mutant, Roswell, and him seeing people going after other mutants, killing them, hurting people that are just like the woman he loves.....it's close to home for him; for all of them," she hums a little understanding.
"You're going to try and talk me into joining them, aren't you?" she asks him.
"Wanda and Pietro, mutants as they are, aren't like the mutants they're coming across, the twins came into their powers later and it was brought on by experimentation....you gained your powers the way most mutants do, you struggled as they did. They might be more willing to cooperate if they saw one of their own there"
"I just don't think I'm cut out for being...I mean, I like books and research. I don't know if I could go and be....active"
"You've been training" he points out.
"Self defense" she argues, he touches her arms.
"No one's going to make you do it" he promises her. "But if you choose to they will make sure that you are ready before they take you with them" she takes a breath and lets it out before nodding.
"I'll think about it" she whispers. "I honestly thought you and Steve would be against this" she admits. "Putting me in the line of fire, on the battlefield..."
"Captain Rogers has been vocal about it" Phil admits, she smiles a little at the fact Phil still can't call him Steve. "For both sides actually. The team thinks you would be a great asset to them, he agrees as a Captain, but as your boyfriend....he's worried about you, especially with it being an anti-mutant thing going on" she nods a little. "Now enough of all this, let's find something fun to do"
"Maybe you could take me out in Lola?" she asks him, he smiles at her. They share a look.
"As it's you that is asking...." he answers and the walk away together.