My eating disorder is outside of me.
It's looking in, it has no control over my mind right now because I have no control over my mind right now.
Everything feels like gel blue water and silicon ice. With a pink sky.
And airplane sounds.
It's flowing evenly.
The eating disorder is a malnourished body that's all white and very skinny with a pink space where a face would be. It has no face.
I was thinking about eating more and I'm not worried about it right now because it has no control.
It is not able to move.
I don't want to eat right now but even if I did it wouldn't be a problem for the body.
Silverfish
By halfmoonparty
A compilation of written thoughts, poems, and short stories composed by myself More