A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil...

By WhoWantsT0know

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TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan sav... More

A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)
A missing friend
Late night thoughts
The rope
Flashing lights
Silence
News
Big Mistake
Apologies
Awakening
Confessions
Memories
Home Sweet Home
New Start
Pillow Fight
Panic
Relief
The Trends
Normal?
Hurt
Christmas
Christmas (cont.)
The Morning After
Confrontation
The aftermath
Lies
Deceit
Lost Hope
Failure
Endless Cycle
Help
Arguments
Escape.
Hospital
Forgiving
Problems
Flaws
the apartment
Home.
The promise
Radio (part 1)
Radio (part 2)
Radio (part 3)
Reaction
Bed Time
Updates
Perfect
breakfast
The Proposal
Proposal (part 2)
the break in
Solutions
The Hotel
The Hotel (Part 2)
Dinner Date
Issues
Time
The Wait
The Wait (part 2)
Isolation
Safety
Alone
Phone Call
Realisation
Anger
Rescue
Rescue (part 2)
Attack
The Call
Visits
Tribute (part 1)
Tribute (part 2)
New Start
Flowers
Identity.
Crazy Ideas
Future
Drinks
Anxiety
Voices
Funeral
Lonely
hiatus (if you dont want to hear about my shitty life just read the bold bits)
Trauma
Help
Isolation
The final chapter
international list of suicide hotlines
update!

Drama

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Phil realised what he was doing and pushed Jake away. "Im sorry," He said, leaning against the wall.

"What?" Jake looked confused.

"I just... I cant do this."

"So youre going to make me look like an idot infront of everyone in the bar. If you didnt like me you should have just said." he spat.

"I didnt- I do like you! I just-"

"Well if you like me, act like it." Jake leaned over Phil and kissed him again.

"Stop" Phil mumbled as he tried to wriggle free. Memories of that night came back. He started to panic.

"Leave him alone!" A voice called.

Jake stopped what he was doing and headed  back to the bar. "Fuck you,Phil." He spat.

"Are you okay?" The voice asked Phil. It was a girl, she looked to be in her early 20s.

"I-" Phil couldnt answer. He sat and leaned against the wall. His breathing was heavy. He wiped away the tears that were rolling down his cheaks.

"Phil right?" She smiled. "Im Anne."

He took a deep breath. "I just want to go home." He sighed.

"Okay, I'll call you a cab if you like?" She smiled.

"Im okay. I'll walk." He stood up shakily. The room was spinning.

Jake looked over from the bar and smiled. "Hes really drunk look. I'll help him home." he called.

"No you wont." Phil called. "Im not drunk." He sat down and put his head in his hands. "I've  only had one drink."

"Phil... did anyone put anything in your drink?" She asked, a look of worry on her face.

Phil blacked out.

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