barbershopbren
you didn't tell him
ryan i physically can't
okay but can you at least stop lying to him?
or do you really love him?
do you know how hard it is to just turn off feelings for someone?
yes
i promise i understand
i never said it was as easy as flipping a switch
god he wants to marry me
me?
why?
i've done nothing to deserve that kind of compassion from me
you've been yourself
i'm a terrible person!
you are not
you're figuring yourself out and you have every right to do so
brendon, falling out of love with a person isn't illegal
it's normal
it's just something that happens
it only hurts because he still feels so strongly about you and you've been together for so long
and it feels like someone just blew out a candle instead of letting it slowly die out, or better yet, always stay lit
but candles can't burn forever
and that's okay
B?
mhm?
give me a hug, dork, you're, like
actually about to cry
why are we texting on my couch?
you started it😝
thank you
anything for you
~
wanted to get a chapter out before i get too busy today✌️
~RJ💫