grr3
ryan?
hey
ohmygod i thought you wouldn't talk to me ever again
please, i'm not that petty
i'm sorry
eh, no, you're not
you just feel badyou're right, i do feel bad
mr. urie, talking to me will only make you feel guilty in a time that should be blissful and spent with the love of your life
i think we both know i'm not talking about myselfwhy did you have to kiss me?
and there it is.
i don't know why
something in my head told me that if i didn't, i'd regret it later
and now i've done it
and the world's still turning
you're still with dallon
i'm still
whoever i am nowi guess i understand..
you don't have to
but you're trying
and i appreciate it
don't try to wrap your silly little head around my perpetual nonsense
sometimes, i don't even know what it all meanshow are you feeling?
i feel like i want you to be happy
and i don't feel that way about many people
i'm happy for you, brendon, alright?
as long as you're happy for yourselfi think i am😋
you're not sure?
no no i am! i just
can you hang out soon?you know i'd make time for you
~
slowly but surely, my friends.
~RJ✌️
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Boulevard Dreamer (Ryden)
FanfictionJust outside of Phoenix, Arizona, Brendon Urie's mild-mannered alter ego is simply himself. A 25-year-old hairdresser who thinks he's seen it all and he's done all he can in this little town. It's a normal Monday afternoon with a lull in business wh...