Boulevard Dreamer (Ryden)

-fifty~five-

dalweekes

hey

howdy
that was gross, i'm sorry
hi

so
brendon's sick
and he's never sick

and you assume that's my fault on.. what grounds exactly?
i didn't give him mono by kissing him

you kissed him?

god, no, ye of little faith, that was just an example
and i would have to have mono to even give it to him
it's arizona in july
it's hot
people share germs
hate to break it to you, weekes
it's not like i'm happy that he's sick

of course you wouldn't be

do you have a problem with me?
or were we in the eagles together?
i'm sensing some animosity
why would brendon cheat on you?
and why with me?
what gives you the sense that he would do that?
you're going to marry this man as far as i know
as far as he knows
he said yes to /you./
he loves /you./
i hope you love him.

of course i do

then why doubt his loyalty to you?
why even propose to him if you have so many doubts?

i dont!
i just
i don't have to explain anything to you

then, don't
i couldn't care less either way

he just won't talk to me now
he avoids it
even small talk he seems so nervous to even be around me
but i see so much more of himself when he's with you
so i don't get it
enlighten me

don't drive yourself crazy
that's what he's for, in a good way
i'll check up on him
or have hayley do it if you really don't trust me
honestly, i wouldn't be offended

okay

are you?

am i.. what?

are you okay?

i'm fine
just not in the mood to talk about it

with me
you don't want to talk about it with me
dallon, it's okay, just say it
you're not even hurting me by not liking me

i never said i don't like you

not explicitly
you never had to
i'm smarter than you give me credit for

ryan?

yeah?

do me a favour and don't talk to brendon, okay?

whatever you say.

~

the tea's heating up again, folks.

☕️☕️☕️

~RJ💫