I looked at her grave sitting down and i set down a single flower smiling at her picture.
I was so tired and I didn't even know why, it was ironic wasnt it? Being this tired when i havent done anything particular to be busy at all.
I hummed seesaw to her grave hoping she could hear me from wherever she is. "I cant let you go you know...even if im tired..i cant let you go i love you too much." I whispered before i kissed the headstone and the picture of her face.
"I want to come with you...you don't mind that do you? I really miss you" I repeated those words over and over again as i pulled out a pill bottle and a water bottle.
A few years escaped my eyes as i opened the pill bottle as poured half of them in my hands. I opened my mouth widely before taking the pills drinking the bottled water quickly.
I laid down waiting for my death to come slowly but for surely. My vision started to go dark after many minutes and I smiled that infamous smile everyone loved and i whispered out her name as death consumed me and had taken me away "Y/n...."