I felt remorse, how didn't I realised sooner. The situation won't be this critical if I knew it beforehand.
It was a daily rush in the early morning. Hansung's pre-school followed by Taehyung's work in between yeons cries and play.
I sobbed harder as doctor said I didn't took good care of them, I was careless.
Hansung was with Jun-myeon cause I couldn't pick him from his pre-school. We quickly decided to come faster for check up in near by hospital.
"So-ah.. Miyeon will be fine. Dr Somi will make Miyeon in stable condition." Mina tried to convince me but I can't hold my tears seeing Miyeon like this..
Little bit, I feared that what he will think. How I'm going to tell him that it was my mistake?
He will hate me for sure.
He will hate me. I was irresponsible.
My vision was unclear as tears filled in my eyes. My hands slowly moves on the glass door were Miyeon was getting checked by doctor.
I wish, she will be fine.
My heart clenched. I want to see Miyeon so badly. I can't wait to see her eyes open, her small form move.
How can someone be so careless?!
Dr. Somi's words repeated in my head.
My back was leaning against the wall, my hands swiftly covers my mouth as I sobbed.
I heard quick steps coming in my way but it didn't stopped me from crying. I didn't cared what people will think as I cried. I felt vulnerable, my heart was miserably broken.
"Where is Miyeon?!"
I felt a strong grip on my arms as he jerks me forward. Even if my eyes could see blur in tears, I knew who he was.. the same touch felt different from earlier.
"I'm asking you something, answer me!" He exclaimed.