"How did you two even meet? Like you don't really strike me as a groupie kind of girl," I laughed at his use of the word groupie, that term was something that gets thrown around so commonly with teenage fans and I felt a sense of embarrasment that he was labelling me into that category.
"I'm not a fucking groupie, those girls drive me crazy, I met him literally the second day I was in London at an event and i'm not kidding he didn't leave me alone until I agreed to go out with him again." My mind flicking back to the numerous times I found Harry waiting out the front of my apartment, why can't people just be who they say they are?
"Yeah he's like that, he's latches himself onto girls and then just gets what he wants and moves on, all those guys are like that," I didn't want to hear anymore of Matty's stories about Harry but I knew that for my sake I needed too. The glorified image of Harry in my mind was slowly slipping away and I felt a certain want to hold onto it.
I took the bottle of red wine off Matty and took another large gulp, I've never been a big wine drinker but right now it was doing just perfectly. The familiar buzz of alcohol through my body was starting to kick in and I knew that I needed to stop, I couldn't afford to have another repeat performance of the other night, especially not around him.
"I should get going, i'm sorry that I disrupted you tonight anyways," I apologised, standing up from the black leather couch.
"You didn't disrupt me, I like talking to you Luca," something about Matty's voice grasped my attention instantly, the soft tone was comforting almost.
I shot a small smile at him before heading to the door taking in the apartment one more time before I left. The elevator sounded, signalling that somebody was getting off at this level and I ran towards the doors to try and catch them before shutting. Harry stood before me, his usual outfit, black jeans, black tshirt and boots, however he looked different tonight. His hair was messy, loose curls fell down onto his forehead covering half of his face, his body was slumped up against the wall inside of the elevator and the smell of alcohol was prominent from the hallway. I walked slowly towards the doors, still unsure whether or not Harry knew were he was.
His eyes locked mine and I felt trapped under his gaze. The dark circles surrounding his eyes indicated the state Harry was in and I took a few steps towards him.
"Harry, whats going on, why are you here?" My voice soft, his eyes darted towards the keypad inside the lift, confused as to why I was on level two.
"What are you doing on level two, you don't live on this level?" His eyes heavy and his words slurred, what made him do this?
My body froze up as I debated whether or not to answer his question truthfully, I wanted Harry to know that I was aware of his actions but I knew right now wasn't the best time. My hesitation alarmed him, clearly re-inforcing the suspision brewing within his mind.
"You were talking to him weren't you?" Anger circulating through the air.
"Harry, don't do this now, c'mon," pressing the level three button and stepping away from the closing doors.
"No lets do this now, what was he saying, what the fuck would he need to say to you," Harry jolting his body forward and pressing the eject button, causing the doors to re-open. I hadn't seen Harry like this before, the sweet, charming man from last night was now gone and in it's place was a venemous stranger who I did not recognise.
"Harry seriously, calm down, just please can we go upstairs and I will explain, just don't do this hear, please." His body softened, taking a few steps back out of the path of the doors.
We remained in silence until we got inside, Harry's body stumbling through the hallway before leaning himself up against the kitchen bench. I had no idea how this conversation was going to go, all I knew is that I wasn't looking forward to it.
"Why were you there Luca, what did he say to you?" His approach was harsh and forward, why the fuck was Harry was angry at me, I hadn't done anything wrong.
"Don't get angry at me for this, your the one who was obviously coming to my place in this drunken state for a reason, i've done nothing wrong here, besides why did you pretend to not know who Matty was the other night, it sounds to me like you two have a glorious past." My words came out harsher then I expected but I couldn't stop.
Harry slumped his body down onto the tall bar stool behind and the colour drained from his face, something tells me that he wasn't on his way to see me tonight.
"How was I supposed to tell you that, what are the fucking odds that he would live right next door, I had no idea that was going to happen,"
"Why would you do that to someone Harry, you knew she had a boyfriend and you still did it, that's fucked up." I stood with my arms crossed over one another, my hands were sweating and I waited for the next blow.
"I don't know okay, I don't know why I did it, it was two years ago and she was hot, back then that was all I cared about. I had met so many people who just wanted me for this that I started to not give a shit about my actions, I did things despite people and you can sit there and tell me it's fucked up and what not but I already know that okay, I made a mistake." The sincerity in Harry's voice was so clear but I couldn't help but wonder whether it was just an act. Matty told me that Harry had a way with girls and whats stopping me from being just another one?
"Why are you so drunk right now? What made you do that?" I needed to know what Harry's intentions were behind this visit, was he coming to threaten Matty to not talk to me again?
Harry stood up and turned his body to face mine, it was so hard to be angry at him when he looked like that but I knew I needed to stand my ground, at least until I knew why he came.
"Don't come closer until you tell me why," Harry's eyes darting to the floor before back to mine.
"I saw her out tonight, when I was with the guys I saw his ex out and it reminded me of what I did and then seeing him the other night brought everything back, so I figured that if I spoke to him before you did, I could potentially make him keep his mouth shut."
"You wanted to black mail him into not saying anything to me?" My tone picking up again.
"I don't know, I saw her and it made me worried so I got really drunk and before I knew it I was on my over here to talk to him, but then I saw you."
"And you realised I already knew, what was your plan then Harry?"
"None of this was a plan Luca, i'm not the same person I was two years ago okay, i'm sure you aren't either, I admit I fucked up but I simply wanted to talk to him and ask him not to say anything to you. I really like you okay, I don't know if you can tell and I know something like that is enough to make somebody feel differently, so I needed him to keep his mouth shut, as shit as it sounds, it's the truth." Harry ran his hands through his thick curls, sighing out a puff of air, it felt as if he was relieved to get all of that off his chest and I felt my anger simmering down with each word from his mouth.
"Harry i'm not angry at you for not telling me about that, it's in your past, that has nothing to do with me, I just wanted to know why you pretended to not know Matty, thats it." I stepped towards him, lacing my fingers through his. Harry's body relaxed under my touch and I watched the colour return to his face. He leant his body down onto me, pressing his lips gently against mine. My body responded as per normal to Harry and I wrapped my fingers around his neck, pushing my body closer towards his. I knew that we still needed to sort this out but at that moment I wasn't interested.
Our kissing was passionate and in sync and I could feel Harry's hands making their way up the back of my shirt, his fingers tracing along my bare skin, causing goose bumps to arise all over my body. He walked us over to the couch and gently laid my body down underneath his grasp, he slowly moved his lips down my neck before reaching the skin just above my collarbone. The raw essence of sucking erupted my hormones into a frenzy and I could feel the buldge in Harry's pants as he hovered over me, moving his mouth slowly down my body. His touch was driving me crazy.
Small gasps escaped my lips as Harry ran his fingers across the cotton of my underwear, gently pulling them to the side before circling his pointer over my sensitive spot. I physically needed him and at that moment I wasn't afraid to say it.
"Please Harry," I groaned, my voice desperate and weak from Harry's touch.
Harry unbuttoned his pants and I helped him move them down his legs, his erection pertruding out from within his boxers. I took his length around the thin cotton and began stroking it, Harry pulled the boxers down and placed the condom wrapper between his teeth, tearing the foil and placing the rubber at the tip of his erection. I gently moved it down his shaft, before hovering him over my entrance. The instant release of pleasure tingled through my body as Harry moved inside of me, his movements hard and fast, his lips connected with mine again and our mouths moved to the rhythm of our hips, his tongue wrapping around mine. I could feel the deep pit of pleasure building in my stomach as Harry thrusted into me, I knew I was close.
"Haaaarrry," I pleaded.
It didn't take long before I came undone under Harry's touch, my body falling weak as he spilled into the condom.
A small smirk crept across my lips as I looked up at Harry, small beads of sweat exposing his forehead.
"You're so beautiful," he whispered before pressing his lips between mine.
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