I decided I needed some fresh air, I went to walk around the park. I walked around, no distractions no anything. I thought about everything that was happening. Then I sat down on a park bench and sighed. I looked around at the other people there, there were some kids playing around, I remember when I was a kid, I wasn't allowed anywhere but my room because my parents were afraid that I would tell people. I saw an old married couple and thought of Connor and I and hoped that maybe one day we would be like that. I saw a family and the mom was about my age, she was with her boyfriend i guess, because I noticed she didn't have a wedding ring and her kid was only about 4 months I don't really know but it was probably something like that. Then I looked at a few couples. they were holding hands, kissing, you know normal things like that. I bet that they had regular relationships, non drama relationships. there were a few guys walking around
Some of them were kind of cute. One of the guys walking around caught my eye. He looked familiar but he had blonde hair with streaks of blue, a flower crown black t shirt, dark wash skinny jeans, and a flannel tied around his waist, but as he came closer I saw his face and it was someone who I never thought I'd ever see again. kian. wait wasn't he dead?