Title Reference: "(I Can't Get No) Satisfaction" by The Rolling Stones.
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SEPTEMBER: WEEK 2/ TUESDAY
LUHAN'S POV
"Thank you," I bow and thank the maid then head upstairs
As I head to his room I see Kris coming down the hall
"Luhan? What are you doing here? I thought you were mad at Sehun?"
I walk past him but turn around and walk backward to look at him "I'm still upset but he was drunk so I guess I get it. Plus, he and Minseok didn't kiss or anything so," I shrug
Kris nods and then turns to head to his room that's next to Sehun's
I stop, "Um, Kris?"
He looks back at me and nods
"You might not want to stay in your room... You might hear us"
He immediately heads to the stairs. "You don't have to tell me twice," I hear him mutter
I smile, "Thanks." I head to Sehun's room
I hear him brushing his teeth in his bathroom
"Sehun!"
He turns off the faucet and he pokes his head out
I close the door and lock it, "Sehun, I want you"
"I knew it," he mutters as head approaches me. He's hasn't changed, he's still in his PJs
He pulls me in for a deep kiss that I've wanted for what felt like forever
"It's been two days," I say as I unbutton my shirt
"Right, it feels like forever," he takes off my blazer
I unbuckle my pants but he stops me
"Wait. Class starts in twenty minutes. We're gonna be late"
"Who cares. Now help me undress," I say as I take my shirt off
He shrugs then pushes me to his bed and climbs on top of me
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"You guys were quick," Kris mutters as we head to school from the parking lot
"I can't believe you waited for us. I thought you were long gone," I say
He shrugs, "I was still eating so why not"
I see Sehun roll his eyes so I nudge him
Kris leaves to look for Minho and Sehun and I head upstairs to his locker
As we walk up the stairs, I get a bit nervous but what the hell, I'll ask
"Hey, Sehun"
"Yeah, Lu"
"Can I... can I top next time?"
He chuckles while looking at his feet. That wasn't supposed to be funny, bitch
He looks at me then turns serious, "You were serious?"
"Yes"
"Lu... no. I top in this relationship"
"What does that mean?"
"I'm the dominant one"
I knit my eyebrows, "Says who?"
"Well... just like now. You're asking for permission"
"Well, fuck you"
"Only if I get to top"
I roll my eyes and we get to the third floor. He looks at me and smiles. What an asshole
I stick out my tongue at him. I'm mad at him... again
He laughs and kisses me
I push him off me, "No"
"No?"
"Yeah. I'm calling the shots here so... I'm holding out on you until you give me what I want"
He chuckles and crosses his arms, "Oh really?"
"Yeah, how do you like that, bitch?"
He scoffs, "You're bluffing"
I shake my head
He smirks, "Fine"
I smile, "Yeah? I can top?"
"No"
I frown
He holds my chin and leans in, "We'll hold out on each other until one of us caves in. The winner is the dominant one"
I smile, "Fine. What's the signal word?"
He brushes his lips against mine, "You choose, babe"
"Flute"
He chuckles, "Okay. Flute it is... We can still make out, right?"
I think about it, "Yeah. Yeah"
He nods, "Good"
I smile at him. I can see him beg me already
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I lean against the locker and look at my phone while he organizes his stuff, I notice he brought his soccer ball again
"Are you going to practice after school?" I ask
He smiles and nods
I sigh, "Sehun you should be fine. Mr. Lee looks like a really nice guy. I'm sure you'll get in the team this year. You were good last year but the coach was just a dick"
He closes his locker pecks me on the cheek, "Thanks but I wanna be the best I can be. We just lost Minseok, the school's best striker. I need to practice a lot to help the team"
"Oh shit, I didn't realize that," I say. My eyes widen, "Shit, what if Minseok tries out at JYP High? They might actually have a chance to beat us"
"Exactly"
"Okay. I'll join you to practice. We have to let Mr. Lee know... he should move the tryouts to this week. JYP is having theirs this Friday while our is next week on Monday"
"We should be fine. Remember, people are trying out for wrestling too. They'll be tired if they try out for soccer the following day"
I nod, "You're right"
"But you know, we have to convince Chanyeol to try out"
I look at him, "He's good?"
"Yeah, he'll be perfect for halfback"
"Then let's look for him," I lead the way and Sehun follows me.
We found Chanyeol with Baekhyun playing a game on his phone but then the bell rang
Damn it!
KYUNGSOO'S POV
I walk upstairs to my locker
I'm late again
As I reach the top of the stairs, I see Jongin leaning against my locker
I walk over to him, "What are doing here?"
"Waiting for you"
"Why? You and I have nothing to talk about"
"You know very well we do"
I push him to the side to open my locker
"Squishysoo-"
"Don't call me that"
He sighs, "Kyungsoo... About Saturday-"
I grab my notebook then slam shut my locker, "You made it very clear that IT WAS A MISTAKE"
"Because we were drunk-"
"Who said I was drunk?"
He looks at me in shocked
"I didn't drink at all that night"
He sighs in relief and smiles, "I thought I took at advantage of you"
"So, you thought that a stupid note would make me feel better?"
"I- I didn't know what else to do. Kyungsoo, I'm so sorry"
I scoff, "Get bent"
I leave him there and head to class
JONGWOON'S POV
I have my class silent read their book I let them choose over the weekend for a book report they have to do by next week
I, myself, chose a book too to join them to show them step by step how easy it can be
The door opens and Kyungsoo walks in. He walks up to me with a note ready. I smile and whisper to him to take a seat and begin to read.
I go easy on him because Onew told me the other day that Kyungsoo has depression and is not getting the help he needs
I want to help him but I have to slowly approach him so I don't chase him away and he blocks me out. He's going through a lot right now
I watch as Kyungsoo takes a seat and Chanyeol immediately focuses on him
I'll let it slide since he manages to make Kyungsoo smile which I've only seen once and that was when Minseok and Minho were fighting in my class
I hear someone approach my desk. I look up and see that it's Minho
Speak of the devil
He takes the seat in front of me but remains looking down
"Can I talk to you for a minute?" he whispers
"About?" I whisper
He looks up at me, "Onew"
His eyes are puffy
I shake my head, "We're in class session, Minho"
I notice tears around his eyes. "I'm sorry, Mr. Jongwoon. You were right about me. I shouldn't have gotten close to him. All I did was hurt him"
I knit my eyebrows, "How do you know I said that?"
"Onew told me"
I grit my teeth. Damn it, Onew is a blabbermouth
"I'm sorry... I feel like shit"
"Minho..." I sigh, "I'm gonna be honest. What you did was awful. I don't know if Onew will forgive and frankly... I don't blame him if he doesn't"
"He didn't. I saw him yesterday... in his apartment"
"Why did you go there? You're the reason he's there in the first place"
"I had to try. I've never felt this way for anyone so I won't give up"
I look at him, "Why are you telling me this?"
He sniffles, "Because I don't care if I look like an idiot. I want everyone to know that my feelings for Onew are real and if that makes me look like a fool, so be it"
I can't believe it but I actually feel sorry for him. I didn't trust him since day one but here I am, believing his words
BAEKHYUN'S POV
The bell rings and it's break time.
Junmyeon didn't come to school today since I have second period with him. Yixing has first and second period with him so it's confirmed.
Yixing told me that he hasn't spoken to him since yesterday after school. He knows. That's it, he knows and is mad about the kiss Yixing and I shared on Saturday. I'm scared
On the bright side, a student, Ken, asked about Jinki's absent from yesterday and today. Mr. Jongwoon informed us that Jinki quit and is now only focusing on his studies.
I pack my things and look at Yixing
"I'm gonna look for Coach Lee so I'll be leaving first," Yixing says
I nod and wave bye at him
I head over to Chanyeol's classroom where he had second period with Luhan and Sehun
I notice that all three of them are in deep talk about soccer try-outs that they didn't notice me and head downstairs without me
Okay? Didn't they see me? Maybe it's because I'm not wearing my glasses?
I notice Jongdae also comes out the same classroom with Taemin. I was gonna say hi but-
"Hey, Baek"
I turn around and see Kris smiling at me
"H- hi," I notice I stuttered so I blush. I noticed Kris actually looking at me during first period. Maybe he likes my recently dyed hair.
"You're so cute," he says
I feeling my face blushing hard.
A minute later, the hallways are empty and Kris softly traces my jawline
My face remains red and I look down
He leans over, his mouth next to my ear and whispers, "Why are you blushing? Don't you have a boyfriend?"
I can feel my heart racing and I'm lost for words. I feel his hand travel down to my crotch and he can feel that it's hard
"Hmmm, I guess he just doesn't know to pleasure you huh?"
I bite my lip and look at Kris. He looks at me, his lips an inch from mine
"No one has to know. It can be our little secret," he whispers
He closes his eyes and leans in. I feel his lips against mine.
Even though I knew I shouldn't, I kissed him back. It's Kris after all.
Kris, the guy I've had a crush on for over a year. How I've imagined his lips over mine over and over again.
He lifts me up and puts his hands on my ass and pulls me closer. I swear I heard a noise in the back but I decide to let it go. He has me against the wall of lockers. He breaks the kiss when we're out of breath.
I look at him while trying to catch my breath, "I uh... What just happened? Why did you kiss me?"
He leans his forehead over mine and gives me a small smile, "I couldn't help myself... You're so beautiful, Baek"
My face drops
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Chanyeol and I were cuddling on my bed
"Has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are?" he asks me while using his thumb to trace my lower lip
I feel myself blush and I shake my head
He brushes his lips against mine. "You're so beautiful," he whispers then kisses me passionately
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That's when the guilt hits me right in the face. Chanyeol
"Put me down... please," I mutter
He lets me go and I take a small step back. How I wish you felt this way last year
"I'm sorry... I have to go," I mutter
He nods, "Go to him... but just so you know... I can give you everything he can, and more"
What does he mean by that?
He smirks, "I can pleasure you"
I feel myself blushing again so I turn and head downstairs
Why did I not push him away?!
He can pleasure me?
After I fixed myself in the restroom, I reach the bottom floor and see everyone at the table already
Jongkey, Jongdae, Kyungsoo, Luhan on Sehun's lap, and Chanyeol.
Chanyeol looks at me with a big smile and waves
I walk over and take a seat between Chanyeol and Sehun with Luhan on his lap
He puts his arm around me and kisses me. He pulls away and looks at me strangely for a second
"What?" I ask
He snaps out of his thoughts and shakes his head, "Nothing- nothing"
"No, tell me. You looked at me weird"
He sighs, "Just something weird right now with that kiss- I don't know. Probably all in my head"
"I can pleasure you" Kris' words run around in my head
I grab the back of Chanyeol's neck and kiss him again, not caring that the others are here. Chanyeol quickly response and kisses me back when I hear him softly moan. I open my mouth and feel his tongue inside me. He runs one of his hands on my thigh and the other on my back. I grab him by the collar and pull him closer and tilt my head so our noses don't hit each other.
I can hear the others start whining, mostly just Luhan, Sehun, and Kibum. Kibum about PDA and Hunhan about not wanting to see it cuz it turns them on. They're such a weird couple
"Man, where's Mr. Jeongsu when you need him," I hear Kyungsoo mutter
Chanyeol pulls me to his lap. I wrap my arms around him. Chanyeol moves his lips down to my neck. I open my eyes and I see Kris watching us.
He's with Minho and Zico. The other two are having a conversation while he just focuses on me. He breaks eye contact first then chuckles. He shakes his head and continues to chuckle. I look away and feel guilty again.
I know I only did this because of him. Chanyeol pulls away and looks at me. I fix myself on his lap, rest my head on Chanyeol's shoulder and have one arm around him while he has his hands around my waist
"I'm sorry, Chanyeol," I mutter
"About what, Baekkie?"
I shake my head, "Just cuz"
He kisses my nose then lips, "Don't. There's nothing to apologize for"
"Stop it you two. I'm trying to win over here but with you two like that I'm in trouble," I hear Sehun
What is he going on about now?
"Seriously... I almost caved in," Luhan mutters
"Just shut up already and go find a closet or something," Kyungsoo mutters while looking at his cards.
He's playing Uno with Kibum and Jonghyun.
Luhan and Sehun look at each other
"No," they both say then Luhan gets off Sehun's lap and sits next to Chanyeol and me
"What's with you two?" Kibum asks. "You two have been kissy-kissy and been going at it like monkeys nonstop since last week. Now you're actually controlling yourselves?"
"It's not that," Luhan shakes his head
"Then what?"
"Fighting for dominance," Sehun mutters
"Ah, I see," Kibum says then turns to Jonghyun. "Remember when we were like that?"
Jonghyun smiles and nods, "Fun times"
"Yeah, it's not fun," Luhan says
"It's torture," Sehun says
"But you guys just told that you did it just this morning," Chanyeol says
"Yeah, what's your point," Luhan glares at Chanyeol
"I guess I don't have one"
I smile and kiss Chanyeol. He's so cute
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It's the last class for today. I'm in Choir with Chanyeol, Taemin, and Kyungsoo.
The teacher then wants us to pair us with someone for an exercise
Chanyeol and Kyungsoo both look at me
"You go with Baek, I'll find someone," Chanyeol tells Kyungsoo
I was about to tell them to pair up and I'll go with Taemin but Changsub snatches him before I could say anything
"Channie, I'll be your partner," I hear Wendy.
She grabs Chanyeol and drags him to the other side of the room
That bony bitch! She just called my channie, Channie.
My Channie looks back at me and smiles so I calm down
We spend the rest of class doing our exercise with our partners and then the teacher has us practice for the music that will be played for the school festival coming soon.
She's been talking about this since the first day since the news went on during the summer that JYP High will also be having one too this year.
The festival is in October and it's gonna be the third year our school has done it, only the 11th graders participate since it started with the 11th grade class three years ago who now graduated. I remember Minseok's brother Changmin and Minho's brother Kyuhyun were in that class year while my brother was a senior then.
It's like a free day. We have students from the lower grades (9th and 10th) and the seniors walk around the school and can get something to eat or play games all prepared from the junior class and a couple of teachers too. All leading up to the big play that's always reversed gender role.
All the money that is earned that day is donated to a different charity each year. The first year was for an animal rescue organization and last years was for an orphanage. It was actually a project from a student that started this tradition. I thought it was pretty cool. That student made a big impact on not only to the school but to those charities that the money is sent to. Unfortunately, I forgot the student's name but I'm pretty sure they'll mention him so I'll remember
"Okay so I really like it if we have students here sign up and audition for the play. The play has not been revealed just yet. I will part of the committee like always but I'm actually not in charge this year. As you know Mr. Kim Jaejoong was in charge the first year when he helped out the top student of his class, Lee Jinki, with his project. Let's all clap for Mr. Kim Jaejoong and Lee Jinki for starting this wonderful tradition," Mrs. Bada says
My eyes widen. It was Jinki?! Of course, it was. That bitch always acts like a saint
"Yay," I hear Chanyeol clapping and cheer in the back of the room. I roll my eyes and join in on the clapping with the rest of the class
"I was in charge last year but this year we have one of our new teachers, who is beyond excited, to lead us for this year's festival," Mrs. Bada continues. "Please show your respects and welcome Mr. Kim Jongwoon"
The class claps and cheers but, of course, Chanyeol's loud voice overpowers everyone else
Mr. Jongwoon goes over his plans and about his goal to overpass last year's goal
Finally, school ends and we get to go home.
I join along with Kyungsoo to watch Chanyeol, Sehun, and Luhan play soccer in the park next to the school.
MINHO'S POV
"Hey, Kyu," I take a seat next to Kyuhyun and put my backpack down
"Just saw you on Saturday and already a lot has happened...
Ah, you see the bruise on my head. Don't worry, I'm ok. I got it when I saved this girl right after I left the hospital. She's so cool. When you wake up you, you definitely have to meet her, her name is Amber"
I just stare at him. His skin is pale and it makes me worry.
I take a deep breath before I continue, "Onew and I..."
I bite my lip and hold back my tears, "We had a great day together on Sunday... We met up at his place. We went to go see a movie together. It's called The Meg. It's a shark movie and like wow, it was so cool. Onew jumped a couple of times," I laugh remembering seeing him jump when the shark appeared. He looked so cute.
"Afterwards, we went to the market to get somethings before heading to Onew's place. It was like... I was able to see how real couples or like married couples shop together for fruit, junk food, and other stuff. To me... it felt like we were together for years rather than days cuz I felt so comfortable with him...
Yet at the same time, it was just like the beginning of a relationship because we were getting to know our likes and dislikes on certain foods and snacks... I think Onew has a chicken problem
But that's okay cuz I like chicken. But that dude loves and I mean LOVES it"
I focus on and play with Kyuhyun's hand while I continue to talk
"We went back to his place and," I instantly laugh
"We made a mess in the kitchen. His parents weren't there because they're on a business trip, sound familiar? But they called Onew like three times to check on him... Onew says that they call each other every day," I take a deep breath since I feel myself wanting to cry
"He's so lucky huh?"
I calm myself down before I continue, "Onew and I got teased by Taemin, Jongin, and Ravi that same day. They stopped by to get some video games before heading to Ravi's place. They caught us kissing in the kitchen so I guess we kind of asked for it. Once they left, I couldn't control myself anymore. I carried him over the table and I guess he saw my intention that we went up to his room. He was like 'Minho! My family eats on that table' so-" I laugh remembering Onew scolding me for that
"So, we went upstairs and well..." I feel myself blush so I lower my head
I look up at Kyuhyun, my chin resting on the bed, "Onew... he's so amazing. Umm... afterward."
I sit up and I scratch the back of my neck, "I'm not gonna lie. I was addicted so somehow-cuz I honestly don't know how I did it but I convinced Onew for us to do it again. Two more times and then we even showered together before we got ready to go to sleep"
My smile fades away, "And I ruined everything. I made a stupid bet. It was the day after Onew actually started talking to me"
I sigh, "I'm not going into detail but long-story-short, the bet was called off two days later or something like that but Onew found out about it... I- I didn't want to lie and say 'No, there was no bet' when there clearly was one. I don't ever want to lie to him. Even if it hurts him... I still have one thing to clear up to him and that's the love letter but I don't know how to bring it up... If he finds out about the love letter. He'll see that absolutely everything between us was a lie... but he has to know right?"
I look at Kyuhyun's hand again, "You can't have some fall in love with you if it's all based on a lie. I want-I want Onew to fall in love with me... but how? Kyuhyun I need you"
I cry, "I feel lonely again"
I sniffle and rest my head on his hand, "Onew won't even speak to me... Changmin is mad at me... Minseok... Minseok has new friends. He came home from school yesterday"
I wipe my tears, "He said he had a great day at school and met so many cool people... He then left to hang out with them after finishing his homework. Of course, I didn't say anything and stayed with Mark who video chatted with Amber, his new bestie. Minseok's dad even let him out forgetting that he grounded Minseok a couple of days ago...
I'm happy for Minseok. I think this is his way of trying to forget Jongdae. I just...I guess I was upset that I didn't get a chance to tell him what happened between Onew and me. But he looked happy and if I had told him. I would have just made him sad again, and that would be selfish of me"
I sit up and wipe all my tears
I look up again at Kyuhyun and I see Kyuhyun's eyes flutter
I feel my heart stop
"K- Kyu- Kyuhyun?"
Published: August 16th, 2018